Monthly Archives: December 2010

When I was… I remember…

This post is inspired by a few of Kean Jie’s tweet on Twitter that starts with When I was… I remember…, which also happens to be the title of today’s post! So yea, in this post, basically you will be watching me as I grow up to who I am today and the friends that I’ve made along the way and with some meaningful stuff for me that reminded me of that particular year. Here we go :

When I was 1 years old, I don’t remember anything at all and everyone who knew me when I was a baby told me that I was extremely adorable and cute and this photo proves it all! 

This is me, on my 2nd birthday =P.

When I was 2 years old, I still don’t remember anything and I don’t even remember this photo being taken and my dad told me that I was quite shy when I was young . Wait, does he simply means that I am very tak tau malu now?!?! 

When I was 3 years old,I remember that Cassandra was born and I went to the hospital to see her. Actually, I don’t remember it at all but suddenly, I remembered seeing myself there as I am typing this post.

Samantha, Cassandra, Ferlynne

When I was 4 years old, I remember pretending to go to school with Ferlynne and I remembered that the staircase at home, is the school bus! Hahaha ! I remember this very well because later on, I started kindergarten! =D

My sisters and I with my dad.

When I was 5 years old, I remember my first best friend and her name is Hing Tze Wei and I still remember that I liked her very much and even till today, I smile when I thought of her because we were really, really close. Then I also remembered Chong Woon Yee who then went to the same primary school as me till we graduated from Convent together in 2007. Also, I remembered playing Polly Pockets, Lego and Barbie Dolls with my sisters and neighbour!

Neo Pei Yee and I!!!

When I was 6 years old, I remember sitting in between Hing Tze Wei and Neo Pei Yee! I even remembered once, the boys who are sitting in front of us threw something at us and Neo got so angry that she said to me:

Faster take your pencil case and throw at them before teacher comes back!

And we both threw our pencil cases at the boys sitting in front of us! Hahaha!! You may wonder why do I remember it so well and it is all because Neo told me:

Remember, we threw our pencil case at them and they got scolding from teacher.

Just one word- Remember and I remember it all. This happens to be the same year where I remembered my kindergarten teacher told me that I will be going to a different school from Hing Tze Wei and honestly, I was quite upset but at the same time, I was still confuse.

Ferlynne, Samantha and Cassandra at Sydney.

When I was 7 years old, I remember playing getah with Amanda, Elaine, Revati, Aina and Dianne! That year as well, I remembered that my parents told me that if I can get top 3 in class, they’ll bring all of us to Australia and I didn’t even know where is Australia back then but the heck of it, if it means flying on an aeroplane, I’ll go for it! 

And that year, I actually got number 3 in class but during English class, when the teacher asked us to check our answer in our exam paper, one of the word, I spelt it wrongly but the teacher marked me right and I owned up and I got number 4 that year. You wanna know what word was that? Hehe… It is chocolate and I spelt it as chocalate because that is how I pronounce it back then .

But still, we went to Australia because that trip was planned months ago and it also means, whether I get top 3 or not, it doesn’t matter because we still get to go Australia, so I guess, what my parents told me was some kind of motivation [Was I so lazy back then?!?! ].

Ferlynne, Cassandra, Samantha.

When I was 8 years old, I remember going to Bukit Jalil for the Commonwealth Games and I pestered my dad to buy me a storybook there and that storybook is title is Mulan. Hehe! And I still remember that it is a picture of Mulan riding her black horse on the front page ! Oh yes, and now I remember that I enjoy listening to Spice Girls and Britney Spears back then but I think I am around 7-9 years old =|… Can’t really remember this =X.

Samantha, Ferlynne, Cassandra.

When I was 9 years old, I remember that I scored my first B in exam and it was for Mathematics somemore and I was upset. Because that year, I aimed to sit for PTS and Convent will select only the good students to sit for PTS. Also, one of the requirement to be able to be selected for PTS is that our Mathematics, Bahasa Malaysia and English must score an A.

I remember that I was quite disappointed because I think I was 1-2 marks away from A. But nevertheless, I was still selected to sit for PTS but I did not pass PTS. Hehe! 

One of my favourite soft toy and I! I couldn’t find any photo of me when I was 10-11 years old  that I scanned in anywhere in my computer so just stare at my cute face here =P.

When I was 10 years old, I remember sitting in Moral classes with Wei Qi and Hui En and we played a lot of games. It was the very same year where I got myself a pair of spectacles and I hated it that I would never wear it in school. I would take my chair and move to the front just to copy notes.

It was the very same year, where Encik Ng was my class teacher and he scolded me day and night for not completing up my Mathematics homework [Hahaha!!! ].

When I was 11 years old, I remember sitting next to Chuah Jia Ni and I dislike this two girls a lot but too bad, I was forced to face them till I was Form 5 and that sucks. It was in this year as well, I first met Ee Jane and Zaharah. And Ee Jane freaked me out and you can read all about it here.

Cassandra, Samantha, Ferlynne. I KNOW I look ugly but this is me back in 2002 T____T…

When I was 12 years old, I remember sitting beside Sze Jun Li in class and I sat for UPSR this year and I scored straight A’s but that certificate means nothing at all now. Looking back, I don’t like my standard 4-6 life.

When I was 13 years old, I remember sitting beside Ee Jane and this is when, Encik Ng was my class teacher again and starting from this year and for the rest of my life, on report card day, I was complained upside down by the teachers with the same repeated comments:

Very talkative, very lazy and very stubborn.

And this three traits, were stuck to me till today +_+… Also, I started playing RO this year and completely neglected my studies and this, is the first turning point of my life, for the worse.

Ee Jane and I in 2004.

When I was 14 years old, I remember only Ee Jane and no one else because in school, I only talk to her =P. At that time, Zaharah don’t really like me and I don’t even remember why now =X…

Samantha, Cassandra, Ferlynne.

When I was 15 years old, I remember sitting for PMR and doing History and Geography PMR projects and it was all last minute work and I wondered how did I scraped through A’s for all seven subjects. And the last thing that I ever remembered was, getting the first place for the slideshow presentation for Science month in school! Hahaha! 

December 2005 will always remind me of one of my best friend, James Lee because this is when, we first became friends and quickly, we became best friends and I remember the way we met and it is simply, one of the best one ever .

In 2005, something happened in the middle of the year but I am not sharing it here but I can just say that it is the second turning point of my life, for the better =)…

Ee Jane, Samantha.

When I was 16 years old, I remember on the first day of class, I was extremely annoyed with Ai Leng because she kept on interrupting me when I am talking to Ee Jane. I still remember vividly how we sat at the badminton court and they called out our names according to our new classes and Ee Jane, Ai Leng, Sin Yee, Zaharah, Ching Yin and I were in the same class together.

The songs that will always remind me of 2006 are songs from Jolin Tsai [Tian Kong] and JJ Lin [Sha Shi Bi Ya De Tian Fen, Chi Pang, Hai Pa and Rang Wo Xin Dong De Ren] =)…

只能用笑容期待著雨過天晴的彩虹

Part of the lyrics from Tian Kong by Jolin Tsai that never fails to cheer me up back in 2006 =)...

And you are gonna hate me as soon as I say this: This is the year, I fell in love with Wang Lee Hom <3… =D… Hehe!

Ching Yin, Jia Yi, Samantha and Wen Yee at Metro Point on the first day it was opened.

When I was 17 years old, I remember that I sat for SPM and it was all last minute studying again and this time, I wasn’t that lucky like how I was for my PMR. I remembered in 2007, Ee Jane and I had the longest cold war ever with each other. Also, I remember attending Ai Leng’s birthday party that year where Ee Jane and I saw another “friend” doing something else behind Ching Yin’s back =|…

The song Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis will always remind me of 2007 because I fell in love with this song when I heard it on the radio =)… But honestly, the year 2007 reminded me the most of Ching Yin along with the song True Colours by Maggie Reilly.

Apart from everything mentioned above, 2007 too reminded me of Girl Guides and how much I hated it when they make us do stupid stuff like horseshoe line up or whatever under the hot sun. Ee Jane, Ching Yin and I will always sign our attendance and we will then run off to hang out around Kajang town and buy a lot of cutesy ribbons and eat asam laksa every Friday at Old Apex all without Wong Ai Leng who has to be in school as the president of Tae Kwan Doe and Zaharah who is too afraid to run away from Girl Guide meetings =P.

Us, in full baju loreng =X…

When I was 18 years old, I remember that I attended National Service and you can read all about it here and here. National Service is an unforgettable memory for me, in a good way of course. It has changed me a lot, for the good and for the bad.

And in National Service as well, I experienced the third turning point of my life, for both the good and the bad and some of the concepts that I’ve learnt in National Service, were some of the concepts that I still hold on tightly till this very millisecond. When I returned from National Service, I can feel that, I am somewhat already a different person that I have to take some time off to know myself again.

In 2008 as well, it is when I first entered Form 6 as a Lower 6 student and it is also when I moved away from all my Convent best friends [None of them went with me to Form 6] and I felt so attached to all of them that I rejected everyone and everything in KHS because I missed all of them so, so much.

Back then, when I saw them with new friends and that they are happy with their new environment, deep down I was quite upset because it seems like I was forgotten but somewhat, I was happy for them because I wanted them to be happy too and I wish them all the best but I still, hold them close to my heart and life because they are all very dear to me in many ways.

The song that will always remind me of 2008 is Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett. Overall, I don’t really like the year 2008.

Wei Qi, Sam, Sin Yee and Caitlynn at the bowling alley.

When I was 19 years old, I remember that I did many things that I have never tried before and my life officially dramatized itself throughout the year. I remember more people in 2009 [Wei Qi, Kean Jie, LeiKen, Prakash, Ee Hahn and Chen Wai], I’ve made more new friends and lost some friends here and there too. I began to enjoy my life more than ever in Form 6 and I learnt how to appreciate what people have done for me and to not be too attached to anyone in Form 6.

Also, in 2009, there is a fourth turning point in my life and it is the biggest turning point in my life for now. So many changes took place and it made me realize that, I am really, really already a different person than who I am back in 2007 and 2008 but, I realize that I am always the same Samantha back in 2007 whenever I am with my best friends =D.

Wei Qi with her face expression of – Haiyo, you don’t siao la!

The year 2009 is the most memorable year for me and it happens to be, the year that I enjoyed myself the most and I love my life back in 2009. In 2009, I was traumatized badly by many incidents but I am glad that I always have Wei Qi by my side to always listen to me and Kean Jie to cheer me up at times by telling me to think more rationally.

There are too many things to write and to remember about in 2009, both the good and the bad. 2009 is the best time of my life in this 20 years but sadly, it has come to an end. I felt like crying even by typing this, because as I thought about when I was 19 years old, it flashes back to where I first ignored Wei Qi because I hated/disliked her so much and then how I began to take liking in her later on because she is such a nice and sincere friend to have! And we did many things together in 2009 and the best one definitely goes to our graduation slideshow! [You can read all about our graduation here and watch the graduation video here, at the end the post]

Ee Hahn [Take that – TWIN PEAKS! Now you know I feel when you suddenly SMS-ed me about TWIN PEAKS!] and I after school while waiting for my bus.

Then, it flashes back to Ee Hahn, where we first talked to each other and how pissed off I was with him because of his extreme stupidity and how I decided to not talk to him anymore. It goes back to when he said stupid stuff about me in school that made me angrier and hurt me a lot in many ways.

But I guess, it is all over now and it is a miracle that we are still friends till today. And I am glad that he is way smarter than he was last time now after being slapped by my words countless time +_+… Or else, I don’t think I even wanna talk to him! Oh and not to forget, we are always chit chatting with each other like nobody’s business an hour before every exam about what are we going to do after exam =X… Aiyo… What are we doing in school la!! 

Prakash and his 1 gazillion dollar smile.

It then goes back to when Prakash and I became closer to each other during the mid year holiday with much thanks to Mathematics T Paper 1 PLC anyway. I have no regrets knowing/befriending this guy although I disliked him initially but he is an amazing person to be friends with. But some things, happened for the best so yea, I’ll accept that.

The two songs, I’m Yours and Lucky by Jason Mraz has always reminded me of this friend and that songs, are still stuck inside my mp3 player. But I guess, what I miss now is not that same person anymore, but the good times and memories that I have.

Kean Jie – Ponteng kelas sama-sama pergi Ayza makan =P.

When it comes to Kean Jie, all I can remember is I felt extremely happy and joyful when I see him smiling . I don’t know why, but it makes me smile to see him being happy. Although he may seems ignorant at times but to me, deep down he is like my guardian angel who will always slap me till I wake up if I am dreaming for a long time about things that I shouldn’t even be thinking/bothering or be sad about.

One of the advices that he gave me this year is this and I still keep it in my inbox till today:

There’s a point in your life where you get tired of chasing everyone and fixing everything. It is not giving up.. It is realizing that you don’t need certain people in your life, the drama and bullshit they bring.

Very well said and meaningful in many ways . A song that will always remind me of the year 2009 is Happy by Leona Lewis, Terlanjur Cinta by Rossa and most importantly, all the graduation songs in the graduation video, especially Whenever You Remember by Carrie Underwood =)…

Chen Wai, I knew him in 2009 on a trip to Sunway Pyramid with the Bowling Club and you can read all about it here. Whenever it rains, the song Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head by B. J. Thomas will start playing in my head and somewhat, I am always reminded of him and I will smile to myself unconsciously .

In 2009, I remember passing by his class, smiling at him and laughing away with Wei Qi and/or Sin Yee after that on the way to the girls’ toilet and I also remember that I skipped Pengajian Am classes and he skipped his P.E. lessons and we both sat in class together, trying to talk or do something beneficial, but we ended up just sitting there, keeping quiet all the time.

But for everything that had happened, I have chosen to give thanks and I thank you for everything. Some things can never be the same again and I must not hold on to it anymore no matter how much I wanted to hold on to this friendship that once matters a lot to me.

Samantha, Vicky, Cassandra, Olivia.

Now, I am 20 years old and I have yet to say – When I was 20 years old, I remember… Because I am still 20 years old. But nevertheless, I still miss 2009; the year that was full with drama and unexpected twist and turn at every corner that I take.

Although 2010 was a peaceful and calm year with some surprises here and there, but I cannot help it but to miss the memories and people that I’ve met in 2009. I guess, I am somewhat attached to the memories that I still, smile, laugh and feel some tears stinging my eyes as I remembered some of the good times in 2009.

~*~

I still have that same huge eyes, round face, cute nose and sexy lips =P.

I grew up listening to Spice Girls and Britney Spears and I grew up playing Barbie Dolls, Polly Pockets, Lego and many other games but I grew out of it all and this is all part of me growing up and leaving the past behind. But I thank God that when I look back, I had a good time, especially in 2009. Thank you God, for everything and everyone in 2009, the amazing yet dramatic year of all =).

May 2011 be a better year for all of us and that, we will make our life as meaningful as possible in 2011. I wish all of you the best in 2011 and please, the year will be 2011 and don’t write 2010 anymore like what I always did =P. Hehe! Have a blessed and Happy New Year in a few more hours [Today is going to be known as last year really, really soon!] ! 

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Christmas 2010

Okay, seeing that all the incoming posts are gonna be all about events that had happened a few months back, let me post about something fresh and still rather hot from the oven today! This post, will be all about how I spent my Christmas this year .

Well, last year I spent my Christmas with Ee Jane, Wei Qi and Wei Sy and you can read all about it here. This year, I spent it with my family and extended family at various places .

~*~

24th December 2010 – Christmas Eve

I first received two bottles of Christmas cookies from Ee Jane! On the left, it is almond biscotti and to the right, it is chocolate chip cookies! Both cookies were homemade and it is very delicious that it was finish in less than 6 hours time by my whole family. This is the first present that I’ve received for my Christmas this year on Christmas Eve! 

Then I met Helen, my best gossip partner in church for midnight mass. But she’s back in USM now and I think I can only meet her sometime next year during Chinese New Year! 

And Helen too, gave me a bottle of Christmas cookies in church!! =D It is very delicious as well and the gingerman bread/cookie is very delicious! I want the recipe! Wait, never mind, I just remembered that I don’t like baking =X.

So yea… basically I spent my Christmas Eve morning having breakfast with Ee Jane and then playing RO with Kean Jie for a while [TAN KEAN JIE, IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT THAT I AM ADDICTED TO THIS GAME AGAIN!! T___T] and then, I am off to church for midnight mass.

The thing I love about midnight mass is, people usually dress up like they are going for some prom night and made me feel totally out of place. What freaks me out even more is some girls that I used to know them as little girls, were wearing super skimpy dresses that I can just stare at them and say:

Time is flying way too fast.

25th December 2010 – Christmas Day

From L-R: Amelia, Alicia, Cassandra, Ferlynne, Vicky, Olivia, Sam, Abigail.

I spent my Christmas day at my uncle’s place at Cheras. It was kind of boring although I went lurking around Facebook and MSN but no one is online and I played Bejeweled until I feel bored and yea, it was rather/very boring +_+…

My cousins and I seldom meet or talk so I feel like of awkward meeting them. Although we did talk, but somewhat, I can feel that the rapport and bond that we used to share isn’t there anymore. It seems to have vanished or diminished with time and it is sad, but I can’t do anything about it but to just move on.

When I was much younger, I grew up loving Chinese New Year and Christmas because it is the time where I get to meet all my cousins and feel all home and family and not to forget the angpau-s and presents. But this year, I have totally forgotten about presents. So I guess, as I grow older, Christmas does not equal to presents anymore but a time where I am more aware of that it is the day Jesus Christ was born.

26th December 2010 – Boxing Day

Kenny Roger’s Christmas set meal. Yum yum!

I went to Sunway Pyramid with my family and extended family on Boxing Day and I was more like a tour guide rather to my cousins from Singapore. When my cousins told me that they wanted to shop at MNG, Topshop and Forever 21. I stared at them because I hated this 3 brands for the overpriced clothes.

And turns up that, Forever 21 is really, really cheap in Singapore and my cousins told me that I should shop for branded stuff in Singapore as it is much cheaper even after conversion. Urghhh, I hate Malaysia shopping price tag now!! 

I found this in one of Sunway Pyramid’s toilet and yea, it is a good message to all smokers out there! 

The skating rink.

I SMS-ed Nano just to show off to her that I am at Sunway and she is bored all the way at Dengkil/Kuantan. And upon knowing that I am at Sunway, she said that she wanted to go skating. Nah, this photo is for you, got one empty space there, you can imagine yourself there and skate =P.

Teatime- Sushi from Jusco. A treat from my two Singapore cousins, Vicky and Olivia! Thanks a lot! Yea I know, divided by 2.40 =P.

Christmas decoration outside Sunway Lagoon/Pyramid.

Vicky, Sam, Olivia, Ferlynne in from of Sunway Lagoon.

Sam, Vicky, Olivia and Cassandra with the hanging Christmas decorations outside Sunway Pyramid.

Vicky, Ferlynne, Cassandra and Olivia in the middle of the road showing off their sexy legs! =D

The trademark of Sunway Pyramid. I love this photo the most! The lightning and everything else, is just simply perfect .

Kean Jie, LeiKen, Ah Leong and Nano, this is Amon Ra

And it says DO NOT SIT =X.

So we don’t sit first… 😀

But we sat down later =P!

Ferlynne and I at Old Town for dinner.

My dinner! =D

My all time favourite drink at Old Town – Orange yogurt smoothie! 

On the way to the car park, my uncle decided to look at the Maxis event and just then, I was thinking to myself:

Wa… This is the first un-sampat-ed trip with me in it! Must announce later!

But wait, I said that too fast . There was this emcee walking around to give out Hotlink goodies bag and he asked a question:

Who can tell me the price of Samsung HTC bla bla bla?

And I saw the answer on one of the posters – RM1499 and I excitedly got up and started saying 1499 loudly and repeatedly and ran around to find that emcee when he is right behind me. Just when I found him, I saw another girl answered his question and walked away with the goodies bag and I stared at the emcee like a girlfriend who just caught her boyfriend kissing another girl .

Then the emcee saw me and decided to ask me another question and he asked me… to spell MAXIS BROADBAND. Hahaha!! So of course I spelt the words correctly!! 

And so, I got a Hotlink goodies bag too!! Actually, I love the colour of the paper bag! Is this a sign from God hinting me to get a Maxis number?!?! Ee Jane, Nano and Kean Jie are all Maxis users!!

I love my goodies bag!! So umm, yea, the trip is sampat-ed but for the good of course! 

And this is Vicky, Cassandra, Ferlynne, Abigail, Sam and Olivia outside Sunway Pyramid just before we walked to the car park .

The usual obligation mirror photograph .

My sisters and I with my aunt from Singapore at my uncle’s place after the Sunway trip .

When I arrived home, I got a box of chocolates from Kok Peng! Dark chocolates with almond nuts in it – my favourite one of all! Thank you Kok Peng! 

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Of all, this Christmas isn’t that bad but I had this huge blister on my right baby toe that hurts like nobody business now! T__T But never mind, it is time for me to take a bath and then I’m off to play RO with Kean Jie, LeiKen and Ah Leong, all without Wei Qi because she is at Dengkil/Kuantan!! Hahaha! 

And Merry Christmas to everyone of you! =D It is still Christmas okay, 12 days of Christmas!

Dearest W

I know what are all of you thinking about. First, it’s Dearest X and now it’s Dearest W. I hate writing about personal stuff and problems, but this time, I find the need to and this, must be addressed to W whether he reads my blog or not.

I will not answer any questions about the identity of W. You may guess all you want and whoever who feel a pinch in their heart, or anger burning or whatever, this is ME, speaking up my mind- right here, right now =). So… here it goes:

~*~

Dearest W,

First of all, thank you for being in my life and again, thank you for walking out of my life. After that stupid incident last year with this so called “best friend” and another “best friend” in class, I thought nothing else could hurt me anymore. But thank you, for awaking me from my slumber. I have been asleep for such a long time that I forgot how to spell the word:

Heartbroken

Thank you, for teaching me how does it feels like [Again] and to be able to spell it and to relate/attach myself to all emotional songs again. I thought that you were different from the rest of the guys whom I’ve known to be some biggest asshole ever. But again, kudos for you’ve proven yourself to me that you are just like all of them.

When I first relate what happened to my two of my best friends; Wei Qi and Ee Jane, what they have to say is this:

“You are going to feel stupid about it one fine day. Let me know when you finally feel stupid about it.” — Ee Jane

“What do you see in him?? Like a small kid only…”– Wei Qi

Initially, I don’t get what are my two best friends trying to tell me. But after sometime, their message was knocked into my head and yea, I felt stupid about it and I even felt stupid about it now for allowing you to send all those SMS-es to me =).

Seriously, I must have lost my glasses somewhere and I thought that I had my contact lenses on which is why I was so blinded.

Relationships are weird. First, we were strangers and we don’t even know the existent of each other. Then we became friends and from friends, we became closer friends and from this stage, it is where all things get screwed up and we go back to being strangers again. Except this time, I think it is as what I’ve thought before – the closest stranger ever.

It feels weird, that the person that I KNOW… became the person that I once KNEW. Yea, you are the past now, just like a past tense =) and it has to be, a simple past tense because you are nothing more than that.

It is sad to know how the people that I once treasure, loved and cared with all my heart and soul, became the people whom I despise and scorn. It is strange to see people whom you’ve looked up to as your friend turn into people whom you look down on them just because they do not behave with dignity and to even respect you as a common friend.

It has been awhile since I was left speechless by any of my friends and the last was when Wei Qi and I went to this “best friend’s” house just to talk things out and I was absolutely horrified and disgusted with his attitude. And now, you made me feel the same about you.

It hurts, to be left speechless and discombobulated without a single reason. But it hurts even more, to realize that you have been taken advantage of just as a temporary healer which is an euphemism for being a substitute.

If my memory did not fail me, I remember vividly that you are the one who started all those SMS-ing and that is when, things went wrong. I shouldn’t have bothered you or even to reply any of your messages. But what is done, has already been done. This time, there is really nothing else left to do to make things right again.

I tried to make things better again but as usual, it did not work. I prayed every night before I sleep, that by God’s grace and love, at least our relationship will be much better and blessed  even by just being close friends again but I guess, God is taking you away because probably He thinks that this friendship is not meant to be anymore and I, accept that wholeheartedly.

I am tired of waiting even for a friendship rapprochement and for even a SMS from you just to say hello. I know, if I wanted to, I could send you one just to let you know that we are still friends. But then, I think, I’ve tried way too hard to try to put things right again.

I remember someone telling me that a true friend, will always come back to you no matter how many times you let him/her walk away… And this theory, has been proven by some of my best friends who are standing right beside me now in life; supporting me every milliseconds of my life and they too, are assured of my support in every millisecond of their life.

I was hoping that you are one of them. But sadly, you’ve proven yourself that you are not. As a close friend, you have hurt my feelings beyond words could explain. If your ex-girlfriend had hurt you so much so that she made you feel suicidal, then you shouldn’t be doing this to me.

If you leave someone crying alone in the dark, be assured that, someday, somewhere along your life, someone will leave you crying alone in the dark as well. Except this time, karma will work its way up to you and bite you back, hard, on your ass and things will be worse than ever so do keep this in mind that what goes around, comes around.

It is a sin to make a woman cry because God count all her tears. I remember someone else, telling another friend of mine that, with every woman tear, man is a step further from his goal. And don’t talk about your ex-girlfriend whom you’ve claimed that you’ve made her cried. Those tears, are crocodile tears or tears of hypocrisy if I want to un-euphemise it.

Especially the time, when she told you that she cried just because her current boyfriend tried to kiss her by force and her reason is because, she will not allow anyone to kiss her as long as she still has the slightest feelings for you [So why date the other guy in the first place and make the relationship well known to the public and your relationship with her is well kept as a secret back then?]… And for this, you need to wake up. She is treating you like a spare tyre and she is keeping you, hanging in the middle of the air or to un-euphemise it, she is keeping you as a reserve.

You can always tell yourself that she loves you, or that she is sincere to you. But, deep down in your heart, you know it is all a lie and it is not even a white lie because it is such a big fat lie, that even the blind can see it. The truth hurts; and often, it is painful, uncomfortable and even scary at times. But remember, the truth will always save us from more pain later on.

She doesn’t loves you for who you are. You can love her for all she is no matter how fat or ugly she is in everyone’s eye. But the truth remains, she doesn’t loves you for who you are. I’ve said it once, twice, thrice and I am going to say it again:

Your relationship was made a secret and non-existent because there is something about you that she isn’t proud of or wants anyone to know about.

I used to wonder, what is it about you that she isn’t proud of… and now, I do. But I am never going to let you know because it is not like you are going to believe me anyway. The trust and faith that I have in you, is gone and never will it return again.

We may still be friends, but I will never trust you anymore. So I don’t see the point of us still needing to be friends any longer.

We used to be close friends. But that night, the word close friend slapped me so hard in reality that I was dumbfounded. Close friends do not send messages like what we both send to each other. What made me even angrier is when you denied when I said there is a problem. After I stated the problem, you said that you realized it a long time ago.

Here, I thank you wholeheartedly, for lying and for allowing me to catch it. All this while, I thought that you are honest and reliable. But it seems like, I was extremely wrong about you. Thank you, for disappointing me and allowing me to remove another friend off my friend list.

Wei Qi dedicated me a song [Mei Na Me Ai Ta by Fan Wei Qi] and I love it to bits and it is so true and here, this part of the lyrics, goes out to you =) :

是習慣還是愛

不放心還是不甘心

It is a realization for me that, it isn’t love, it is that I am used to your presence in my life. It is an actualization that it isn’t because I am worried about you but more of, I am not willing to be left alone just like this. Methinks that, you too, should rethink about your relationship with her. I don’t believe in true love at such a young and tender age.

You may view your relationship with her as your one and only true love. But to me, it is all puppy love or an infatuation. Sometimes, I think you got to wake up and that you indeed, do need a wake up call and you don’t need to sedar diri sikit, because you need to:

Sedar diri BANYAK-BANYAK.

But I know, you won’t. So, go on with your life and be emotional about it and think about her day and night when she doesn’t even think/remember you at all. Go on and miss her around the clock and see if that brings her back to you so that she can hurt you all over again. And I do know that, back then, you used to “like” some “likes and interests” messages on Facebook just to let her know how do you feel. You don’t have to say it out or even to admit it because it is so obvious.

You’ve made a fool out of me and from this, I’ve learnt a lesson, that one, should be like Anne Boleyn, the second wife of King Henry VIII who refused to be his mistress no matter what and demanded to to have a status recognition and that is, to be his Queen. I know she was beheaded, but at least, she worked up her way for a recognition.

But come to think about it, you did not have a status recognition when you were with her back then. So yea, maybe you do know how I feel =)… The hurtful pinch that I felt when I realized that my emotions was being fooled and toyed around by you and everything, was left unsaid. Awesome. I do deserve this kind of un-recognition and you don’t =)…

Thank you for pushing me around and leaving me all alone. But this post, is to let you know that I am never alone. I have God, who is always there for me. I have my family, who loves me for who I am. I have my best friends, who will always be there for me and accepts me for who I am.

Never once, I have thought that we would both ended up this way. After all that had happened, I just realized that, you’ve never once cared about me even as a friend. It took me a lot of courage and determination to let you go as a friend and to deleting everything about you in my life. From this, I’ve learnt that, we must only go for someone who will be proud to have us and will take every risk and chance, just to be with us.

Thank you, for allowing me to learn a great number of good life lessons from you. I shall not repeat all the mistakes that I’ve done and I’ve learnt, that I shouldn’t care too much or else I will end up being a doormat. And you too, should draw a lesson from this:

Never play with the feelings of others. you may win the game but the risk is that, you’ll surely lose that person forever.— From one of my friend’s Facebook status.

In your life, I know where do I stand right now and I too, know where do you stand right now. I don’t expect anything from you anymore and this post, is to end it all. To end all the nonsense emotional crap that you’ve put me through. But somewhat, I am always lucky to have best friends who will always pull me back to where I am and to slap me till I wake up.

I am done with all this nonsense and I am, looking forward to a brand new New Year, to start off a new life, new me with new resolutions; all without you in my life. Life without you, makes no difference to me anymore. To somewhat develop feelings for you, is a dumb mistake. But I truly believe that, it is all these dumb mistakes that I’ve made that will make me into a better and smarter person because I’ve learnt how to be less dumb.

I’ve told you a lot of times, that if I do fall, I will make sure that I do stand up, taller and stronger than before. And now, I am only living up to my own words and advices. You can’t push me down just like this. You are no one to me and you cannot affect me emotionally anymore. Thank you, for allowing me to be stronger person mentally in life =)…

You are always invisible to me from now onwards [and for the rest of my life] and again, this post ends it all with; you can never, never affect me emotionally anymore. And lastly, goodbye simple past tense and hello future progressive tense

Semester 1, Year 1

Yea… I know, it has been  a REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY long time! But, this blog is not dead… The owner isn’t dead, just… busy. Really. I know, the last update was months ago but trust me, I was so busy till I don’t even have enough time for myself T____T…

Everyone [With the exception of Helen Lee] told me that first year of university life is uhh, easy peasy and like a piece of cake but I guess, I should have listened to Helen T____T… I thought that I will have a lot of time to blog but truth is, there isn’t even anytime left for myself -___-… And that… is sad !

But it’s okay =P, I am back now so uhh… did you all miss me? 🙂 =P And since I am on holiday now, I shall attempt to blog as much as I can before the semester reopens in January. It will be something like… for every post that I’ve typed, I will release it week by week on every Friday or Saturday basis [To be confirm as soon as I get my Semester 2 timetable].

So please give me more inspiration on what I should blog about for at least 5 months!! T____T Some post will be long and some will be short. So, don’t be so picky la okay T___T… Anyway, this whole post, will be about what everyone [Almost] wants to know, which is… my life in University of Malaya for this one semester in my first year :)…

It will not be long, I think =P. But I guess, by seeing some of the events here, you could pretty much guess about some of my upcoming blog posts :).

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On the 18th of June 2010, I was officially accepted into University of Malaya [UM] and I was, over the moon :). Needless to say, it is indeed the happiest day of 2010 even until today. I still remember vividly how grateful and happy I felt. But, we will save this for another post on its on :), this topic [The Happiest Day Of 2010] totally deserves a post on its on :).

University of Malaya 2010 .

When I first entered University of Malaya, I was NOT referred to as a junior but I was referred to as a freshie and according to the tradition of University of Malaya as told by uhh, the vice chancellor or someone from the chancellery that we will be called as freshie until the orientation is over.

Does this only happens in UM or what? .___. Honestly speaking, I wouldn’t be surprise if UM is the only university with such tradition.

Orientation in my college/hostel.

Orientation was hell and a total waste of my precious time and youth [In mandarin]. But then, now when I think about all the stupid things that they made us did during orientation, I actually laughed and smiled!  Because I can’t believe that I lived through the hellish like orientation that never seems to end and what’s more, I had just finished my last exam paper for this semester yesterday and that marks… the end of semester 1… year 1.

Time flies and I am still sitting in awe, wondering how did I get through orientation. For more stories [Stupid stories and dumb jokes included] regarding UM orientation, there will be a post just on its on and let me know by then if any other local universities torment their freshies the way UM did .

Dewan Tunku Canselor.

I was placed in Kolej Kediaman Ketujuh [Seventh Residential College/7th RC] or the other name would be, Kolej Kediaman Za’ba [KKZ]. And UM refers to their hostel as college. You want to know why ah =P, I also don’t know why so never mind =P. And sorry, I don’t have a photo of my hostel because my hostel is a very depressing place therefore I do not even want to take a photo of it =P.

But somewhat, I love my hostel because the nearest faculty to my hostel, happens to be my faculty. So let’s say my class starts at 9am, I can walk out of my hostel at 8.55am and I’ll be on time for my class =P. Also, my hostel is the only hostel for the disabled therefore, I do not have to climb any hill to reach my hostel. So this is the awesome part to compensate the un-awesome part .

Some of the first years in Chinese Community.

If my memory did not fail me, the theme for last year’s orientation was:

UM Is One Towards 1Malaysia.

It is a nice theme and slogan as well. But then, we having all these communities such as Chinese Community [CC], Malay Community [MC] and Indian Community [IC] in colleges around UM with the exception of 3rd College where it has been banned and with all these racial communities in the colleges, it is simply not living up to the theme and slogan itself.

I know what you want to ask next, what about the Bumiputera Sabah and Sarawak?! Yea, the exact answer is… they can join any community they like as long as they feel comfortable with it.

Pesta Tanglung KK7 [One of the meaningful events].

I am sorry to say this, but I am very negative towards my college’s Chinese Community and the reason is because, in the very first meeting, they didn’t make me feel welcomed at all and this topic, will go under orientation because they orientated us again ala our orientation week style and wait till you hear about how stupid it is and by then, do let me know if I should be in love with CC.

By typing this, if anyone from my college sees this, they are gonna hate me more than ever but then, I am too tired with all my life dramas back in secondary school including From 6 and I don’t expect everyone to like me =P.

I hate to say this, but my hostel food sucks most of the time so I resort to instant noodles or mamak at 3rd College =D. If you want to know how bad is the food, well it’s like this, instant noodles and Super Ring are REAL food and my hostel food is not anywhere near the word REAL.

Bad enough for me… But good enough for my waistline =P… Hehehe!! 

And now, let me introduce you the people whom I’ve met in UM. Some of them are awesome and some of them are not awesome and you can’t expect everyone to be awesome isn’t it? But anyway, here we go:

Chui San and I. The Evil Queen and Snow White reunite to declare their love for each other =P.

I bet this girl needs no introduction to most of my Kajang friends but anyway… I MET MY SNOW WHITE in UM after God knows long how we studied in UM -____-… First of all, her hostel and faculty is uhh, far away and in the opposite direction of mine so it is fated that we met each other at least once =P…

And the last time I saw her was at the Bangunan Peperiksaan where we both sat in the same hall for our Hubungan Etnik paper and last year, we both sat in the same class for STPM =D.

I met Tat Joon once or twice as well but I did not have my camera with me at that time so there isn’t any photo with him 

This is Sinniah, one of the students from my batch in Form 6 and I. His faculty is next to mine but slightly further down and yea, I met him only twice in UM for this semester.

UM is actually a very big university so it is very hard to bump into people that you know who are from a different faculty or hostel. In fact, for first timers who first came into UM for their professional law paper or whatever, they’ll always wind down their window to ask:

How to get out of UM ah??

Kesian! Hahaha!! Which is why I advised Chin Wai King to print out a map before heading to UM for his exam. So how?! Did you sesat or anything?! 

Jia Yiing and I at Dewan Tunku Canselor parking area during UM’s Convocation this year.

Jia Yiing is the sister of one of my best friends, Jia Ni who is currently in UK now for her studies. Jia Yiing is from the same faculty as Chui San and she is one of Helen’s closest friend =P.

Affan and I. At some place in my hostel.

This is Affan and I. He is from Kajang and an ex-SMKJB student and I know him, because we both went for the same water rocket competition back in 2007 and I have a classmate who went crazy over him that time and talks about him non-stop, all day long.

We are both 20 [Twen-TEEN] this year but he is my senior because he is an ex-Asasi student plus, he is also one of the Pembantu Mahasiswa for orientation this year.

This is my course senior [Second year], Elina and I.

Elina and I first knew each other through lowyat forum and yea, she is a very nice and friendly girl! She is from Penang and she is also the first senior that I knew in UM .

Whether you believe it or not, Elina was one of the reason that I came to know about the existence of my course in UM and the fact that I am in UM, I have to thank her a lot for it! So yea, thanks a lot Elina!! -Big bear hugs!- 

Another course senior [Second year], Angela [From Penang] and I at the pondok in our college.

Angela and I first met each other through Facebook as somewhat introduced by Elina! Angela is from the same hostel as me and she is a Libra and she is very helpful and nice as well! We first met each other on a Sunday night before my first class commence the following morning =D. Angela is also the president of CUS [Some Catholic society but I forgot the full name though =X] and in CUS  chit chatting session, although I was quiet, but I enjoyed their company and the jokes that they make all the time .

Thank you Angela, for introducing the CUS members to me and for trying to get me to be uhh, more socially active but I am somewhat too stubborn T___T… But thank you and I still love you! =D

This is another course senior [Second year] of mine, Jeremy [From Johore] and I.

Jeremy and I first knew each other through Angela in the first meeting of CUS. Jeremy is also a very nice and helpful guy! He helped a lot in my Hubungan Etnik project and I pestered him a lot during this semester =P Thanks a lot for being so helpful and supportive and I will never forget all that you’ve helped me in! 

And to make things happier, his birthday is only two days after mine! =D

My direct senior/buddy, Wei Jie [From Subang, taking Biohealth Science at the Faculty of Science] and I at the locker area in the library with our hot coffee during exam week.

This is one of my direct senior [Final year] in hostel and I and I knew him through a CC activity although I hate to give credits to CC hahaha! Wei Jie is one the people in UM who will layan my gila-ness. For example, when I sent him a SMS  like this:

I am so sorry to break this bad news to you. But your dearest, cutest and most adorable junior has been murdered by TCEE1212 [English Grammar In Context] at 8.30am and death time is 10.30am. Kindly send over some virtual electric candles and pink roses. Thank you.

And he layan-ed me like this:

I am so sorry to hear that, please convey my condolence to your family and your dearest handsome senior buddy [TALKING ABOUT HIMSELF HAHAHA!!!]. Attached in this SMS are virtual electric candles and hundreds of pink roses to accompany you. May you rest in peace and all the best in your future challenge [Next exam] =P.

Now you know why I say he layan my gila-ness =P. And thank you for layan-ing my gila-ness and I shall TRY to be less crazy next semester but you are going to miss my gila-ness by then so I shall be more crazy since it will be your last semester already .

Waffles at Daily Fresh at night near the main library during exam week.

This is one of my roommate and her name is Mun Yoke and she is one of the nicest girl in UM and I totally love her!! She is from Subang and she is majoring in Science and Technology which is under the Faculty of Science. We sat beside each other in our room to study while going like this:

How to finish studying la T___T Like so many more pages and chapters to go. Aiyoyo, what did I do la during study week?!?! Why like that la now?!?! T.T…

And I learnt the word pek cek and FML from her =P Hahaha!! Roomie! Let’s have a party session again while doing tutorial and if I do gain any weight… I’ll just blame you =P No la no la, just kidding, blame the weighing machine kan =P.

Vivian and I at the borderline of Siswarama.

This is my another roommate and I! She is from Johore and she is in the same course as Tat Joon. She is always stressed up in the room with all her assignments and tutorials, and I am always lying down on the bed, napping or sleeping or sitting on the chair beside her, snacking or packing my bag to go home weekly.

Sometimes, I hate my two roommates for same reasons. You know why?!?! Because… both of them are super tall and super skinny … Thus, they both made me the shortest and fattest person in the room T.T… Heiyer, never once I was the shortest okay and now, I am the shortest in my room T.T… But I still love my two roomies all the same! 

If you would like to know, my two roomies are both Scorpio and thus… I am overdose of Scorpio every night =P. Wait… first it’s overdose of Aquarius, then Libra and then Scorpio. What’s next O.O…

Some of my coursemates and I with some of them missing in action.

Sitting from L-R: Hong Ten, Monica, Rachel, Jessica.

Standing from L-R: Christopher, Iris, Nadiah, Marilyn, Edna [In purple T-Shirt], Melissa, Cherry, Jennica, Lilian and Miss Adorable =P.

Two of my coursemates, Jennica from Sabah and Melissa from Perak.

Melissa and I first met each other during the interview for our course. And that time, when I saw her, I was all like:

Yor… This girl looks very fierce -____-… Don’t want to sit near her!

Then I went and sat right in front and yea, we met back each other back during orientation and she is in the same hostel as I am. After I get to know more about her, she is actually not fierce at all but she is a realist and very intelligent as well so no doubt at all if she is one of the top students in class =D.

What I won’t forget about what I did with Melissa this semester will be us, staying up till 4am just to finish up assignments and to get them printed and with her trying to drag me out of my room for every meal at the Dewan Makan in college and to SS2 weekly pasar malam and start squealing over Hello Kitty crocs =D…

Jennica is too, from the same hostel as me as well. She is pretty popular in college due to her friendliness and her participation in many college activities and I found out that both of us enjoy going to the library to sleep during lazy Tuesday afternoons and she loves going to the library to borrow novels and I love going to the library to online and for the aircond =P.

What I will never forget about what Jennica did for me, was she gave me some salt and even lent her mug to me just because I didn’t bring any along with me just to gargle because I had a major sore throat and flu at that time and totally felt like dying +_+… So yea, thanks a lot Jenn! =)

This is my coursemate, Nadiah from Johore and I :).

Nadiah and I too, first met each other during the interview and she is a matriculation student =D.

Another coursemate, Christopher from Puchong and I.

Christopher and I too first met each other during the interview and he and Nadiah, are from the same matriculation college =D.

Two of my coursemates, Marilyn from Sabah and Iris from China.

Marilyn and Iris are quite close to each other [From my observation] and Marilyn and I have this sort of game where if she looks at me or vice versa, we’ll go:

DON’T LA TRY TO MENGGODA ME!! >___< NOW YOU SEE! TERGODA ALREADY! HOW?!?!

I didn’t expect Marilyn to be crazy actually because she looks so serious all the time in class but then, she is quite crazy! =P And as for Iris, I don’t like her because all her clothes and shoes are super cute  and it must be those super cute-cute type that I super like but I know if I were to wear them, it will be very unmatched with my face yang tak secomel her face .

From L-R: Edna from Sarawak, Lilian from Serdang and Miss Adorable =P!

Edna is the girl in class with a lot of cute-cute stationaries that makes me feel like strangling her all the time when she sticks out her tongue at me just because those cute stationaries are not found anywhere in Kajang! T___T First, it’s that erasable highlighter and then it is the giraffe blade and then her pink umbrella. But never mind, I still love you all the same ❤ !

Lilian is the girl who is sitting beside me in most classes and we have been partners in many assignments together and I love working with Lilian and I do hope that she feels the same way as well. Lilian is a very nice girl and I first met her during the interview and we talked quite a lot during the interview just to release our stress =P Hehe!

One of my coursemate, Angelicia with the T-shirt that I like!

Angelicia is from Sabah and she is DEEPLY IN LOVE with King Henry VIII and I am totally in love with his daughter, Queen Elizabeth I because she is very intelligent, elegant and charming in many ways. Aiyo Angel, what do you see in King Henry VIII la?! Dah la got 6 wives and beheaded two of them lagi tu! -____-…

Miss Adorable, Melissa, Miss Vanie, Jennica.

Miss Vanie is my lecturer for two courses this semester and I love her to bits! She is super nice, easygoing and she managed to make learning in class fun and easy! I do hope to have her as my lecturer again for all the coming semesters =D.

This is Sergei from Russia and I. He is one of my coursemate as well and initially, he speaks with an accent that I can’t really understand but then, now that I am used to it, I can understand perfectly what he is trying to say =D.

Yi Han and I at some Chinese restaurant for CC Supper Night.

Yi Han and I first met each other during orientation and when I knew his name was Yi Han, I was immediately reminded of Ee Hahn and to make things better, he is sitting right in front of me every single time during orientation in college and I miss KHS more than ever @.@… Wait till you hear about the stupid things and dumb jokes during orientation and then you can laugh your head off.

Yi Han is a matriculation student and he is currently taking Actuarial Science in UM which is under the Faculty of Science and he told me that majority [99.9%] of the students in his course are from matriculation with 4.00 pointer. So yea, to all STPM students, if you don’t score 4.00 .__. , my advice is… don’t waste your slot in your UPU application unless you still want to give it a try of course.

Pui Wan from Cheras and I.

Pui Wan is from the same faculty as me but of different course. We first met each other during orientation and I love this girl to bits! She wears a pair of red crocs and thus, I called her my Ichigo which means strawberry in Japanese and she called me her Ringo which means apple in Japanese because I am always eating an apple! =D

Once, during Malam Interaksi Za’ba, we both were involved in a Kawan, Kahwin and Cerai game where it requires cooperation from both partners and guess what, we both won the game in our team and yea, I declare both of us as the best couple ever! Hehehe!! 

Ji Jian from Cheras and I at some road on the way to Chui San’s college which is still far. far, far, far away! =P

Ji Jian is one of the nicest guy that I know in college and but he had already left UM because he got an offer from Cambridge and he scored all A’s in his STPM except Chemistry in which he got an A- but mind you, he took 5 subjects instead of 4 -____-… And I wonder how did he study.

The best memories I had with Ji Jian was one night, where Ji Jian, Napoleon, Jennica and I were stuck at Dewan Makan in the rain till 3am plus and we have 8am class the following day and the night where Ji Jian, Melissa, Jennica and I went for our little photo shooting session around UM and because no one told me beforehand, I ended up wearing that CC shirt, bathroom slippers and PLKN pants [As in the photo above -_-…]! T___T And I look totally like an auntie T.T…

This is Noah from Sarawak, he is from the same college as me and he is my roomie’s, Mun Yoke coursemate and this is us at the multi-purpose court in our college. Noah has this very cute signature of saying AH when you call him and I went around calling his name just to hear the AH and now he reminded himself to not respond to me anymore when I call him T____T… And oh, Noah’s a nice guy unlike some guys who likes to gossip non-stop about other people and any girl will be lucky to have him as their boyfriend.

This is Ren and I.

Ren is another one of the nicest guy in college and he is a very simple person and he is one of the guys who is just like Noah, where they both don’t go around gossiping about people like how some guys in college do. He is nice and he doesn’t simply make bad remark about people if he doesn’t know them and though I do not spend a lot of time with him, but if I can praise him, that means he is a nice person and you don’t hear me praising people often.

This Sidik, one of the guys from the Arab language department in my faculty and I. He is the leader and I am the assistant leader for our Hubungan Etnik project and he has great leadership skills and I am looking forward to work with him again. He has a very mature thinking and he has many brilliant ideas during discussions and he too, is very responsible and dependable leader =D.

This is Small Gan and I. He is also, another nice guy in college and he loves photography too I think! And he had the camera that I thought of buying but didn’t because no money la T____T… But overall, I think he pretty crazy because he will layan or ajak me to snap photos like this:

He ajak me one hor =P.

And he asked me to pose like this! =D Yay-ness! I think I found my partner to snap crazy photos!! 

Now let me now tell you, some of the things that I’ve done in UM in my first semester :

Went to SS2 pasar malam with college mates and had fun and ate real food =P.

Attended CC Supper Night and yea, will blog about this one day =P.

Attended Malam Suai Kenal Persatuan Kristian Varsiti [MSK PKV] at the Faculty of Economics and Administration.

L-R: Christopher, Melissa, Miss Adorable =P, Hong Ten, Jennica.

Had burger at the stall near the main library which is no longer there before attending Hubungan Etnik lecture. Hubungan Etnik lectures are horror although the lecturer is nice and she teaches extremely well but the subject itself is super boring +_+… For all of you who are curious, Hubungan Etnik is like a mixture of Pendidikan Moral, Sejarah and Pengajian Am. Boring enough now? +_+…

But it’s okay, now I am officially divorced with Hubungan Etnik! =P

In one of the Kursus Kemahiran Maklumat lectures.

And I still sleep in classes/lectures. I think I slept right away after eating Oat Krunch and according to Melissa, I was sleeping soundly as she could even use her handphone camera to focus on my face nicely before snapping this photo =X…

Melissa, Jennica and I at Dewan Kuliah 1, Faculty of Economics and Administration for Hubungan Etnik lectures.

And we still eat in class except there isn’t any photo of me eating in class YET =P.

And I still snap photos of people sleeping and in this case… Jennica is sleeping during Hubungan Etnik lectures! =P

Jennica sleeping, me thinking what’s for dinner at 3rd college mamak and Christopher reading a novel during Hubungan Etnik and Melissa as the photographer. Adoi… what are we doing in lectures la @.@…

And I still walk that fast =D… Hehe!

Met the PhD monkeys in UM -___-… You can test a person to know whether they are from UM or not by asking them about the monkeys around the hostel. Mind you, these monkeys are smart. They chased some of the college girls out of their room and not the other way round =|…

And this happened once in my room…

Me: *Tying my hair or whatever I am doing*

Mun Yoke: *Slam all the locker doors close and grabbed something from the top of her locker* SHOOOOOO!! SHOOOOOOO!

Me: +___+…? *Stares at Mun Yoke* What are you doing?! O.O !!

Mun Yoke: SHOOOOOO!! SHOOOOOOOOO!! *Swinging a roll of hard cardboard in her hand towards the window*

Me: +_____+ ?!?! *Super confuse* What happen?!?! *Looks at the window* WAAAA!! Where is the cloth hanger?! [Cause Melissa told me the day before that she chased the monkey by throwing a cloth hanger at it =X ]

Mun Yoke: SHOOOOO! *Closes the window after the monkey ran away*

Me: +_+… I didn’t even notice the monkey was there.

Mun Yoke: Hahaha!!!

So… to all UM future students, don’t play-play with the PhD monkeys la +_+… They are all way too smart +_+… And do not open your windows in your room unless you want the monkeys to poo around and steal your toothbrush and food.

Attended Pesta Tanglung Universiti Malaya 2010 at Dewan Tunku Canselor =D.

Celebrated Jelly’s [Her name is seriously Yong Jelly in her IC] birthday on the same day as Mooncake Festival =)…

Aik Siew, Jelly and Au Yong.

Saw the guys threw the birthday girl, Jelly into the pond as the 7th College tradition says so =P…

Emo-ed and studying last minute in the library at 3 1/2 floors +_+…

Cendol during Hubungan Etnik lectures =P I went through this phase of craving for cendol every single day in UM =X…

Moo ice-cream after lunch =D…!

Still that sampat in class .

Hehe!! 

During UM’s Convocation… =|… But I love this photo! =P

Nano visited UM! And this is us in the main library locker area! 

Then I visited Nano at UTM KL. And I sesat-ed T___T Nano lo, give wrong directions T.T…

Miss Adorable, Nano, Khien Khien.

Then Nano and I went to UKM =P.

Went to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid during exam week =|… I know. Hebat kan =|…

And lastly, on the last day of exam… I realized that I forgot to bring back my pail and some stuff so I lugged this pail all the way to Bangunan Peperiksaan .

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Okay… seems like I didn’t have such a bad semester afterall but still, it is a very hectic and tiring semester! So who said first year of university life is easy?!?! WHO?!?! *Fumes* And quote my dearest Ah Lui:

I was physically and mentally abused.

Urgh! So true! T____T And I tell you what… Because during the STPM long holidays, I have been overdosed of Libra and this is what happened to me :

a) I locked myself outside my room so thank God my roomie was in the room +_+… And turns up that, my key is inside my bag, hidden under the books -_-…

b) I wore my room key around my neck and ended up thinking that I left it in the room and went around telling everyone that I left my room keys in the room -____-…

c) I left my handphone inside my locker when I was keeping my netbook inside the locker -___-…

d) I almost locked my locker key inside the locker -_____-…

e) My matric card is around my neck and I went around asking Melissa if she saw my matric card anywhere T____T…

f) This is the most teruk one… In this post [At the end of it], Nano thought that she lost her phone when it is actually in her pocket and guess what, the exact SAME thing happened to me, not once, but many times and I reacted the same way as she did.

So Wei Sy [Can pendekkan your neck already now =P…], now you know why I say, kena overdose until crazy already T____T…

But all in all, I hope next semester will be a better and happier semester for me! ❤