First of all…HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DID ANYONE MISS ME?!?!?!

And… I’M FREEEEEEEE!! FREE FROM THE CHAINS OF STPM!!! GOODBYE STPM AND DON’T COME NEAR ME ANYMORE!! STAY AWAY!!! I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh, this feels so goooooooooooooooooodd! Eh sorry =P, I’m supposed to blog to compensate for my disappearance [Wooohoooo! UNDANG-UNDANG DARURAT TELAHPUN DIMANSUHKAN!! *Jumps!*] and I am here today, to blog about my life in KHS for one and a half year .

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Life in KHS had been like a roller coaster ride for me but a very, very good one Probably the best one that I ever had throughout my whole school life! In KHS, I have learn many things and made many mistakes and learn from my mistakes.

I’ve meet many wonderful friends and I gained one of the best friends in the world that one could ever wish for. And I too, have met friends who have stabbed me from the back and I still call them friends until I saw my blood in their hands and it’s then, too late to cry or to do anything about it.

Love the sun rays! Took this photo while walking to the school gate in the morning! Beautiful isn’t it?!

Life in KHS have gave me many memories, the good ones and the bad ones. And I am extremely grateful, to have been in KHS and proud to be a student of KHS . So, this is part of my life in KHS .

P/S: To a few ‘friends’, offensive content ahead. Beware.

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The boys on the first day of orientation.

My journey first started when I received the printed offer letter from KHS in my camp [Yes, they print out for us =P]. And it was then, I slumped myself on the plastic chair, realizing that I am going to KHS FOR SURE; which I dread very much because I know, I’ll be alone.

The girls on the first day of orientation.

On the first day of orientation, I went to KHS with a heavy heart and then, I was told that I couldn’t register because I have to complete my National Service first. I could complete it earlier, but I refused, I decided to stay back in camp for the final two weeks.

On the first day of orientation, I saw some of my Convent schoolmates and some of them, are the people whom I wish I don’t have to see them anymore.

After two weeks, I went to KHS again only to see Genesis Wong Weng Keong in the bus! Haha! Tak sangka we have been sitting the same bus for so long but didn’t notice each other! =|

Then Wei Qi had a conversation and uhh…. Just search through her birthday post here. So I was put into 6BF and I sat all alone in front of Soon Peng and Tiam Foo. The first one whom I talked to in class is Soon Peng because he is directly behind me I think. As for the girl, the first one whom I talked to is Jia Yan and first shared a book [Chemistry] with Janaki.

Then I was transferred out of 6BF and was placed into 6BE due to unseen circumstances.

The boys in 6BE. Front to back: Michael [Raja Nayi], Alaggendran, Yohen.

My first day in 6BE and 6BF has been extremely lonely. Countless times, I turned to my left and called Ee Jane [She is always sitting on my left in class for 5 years straight] only to realize that she isn’t there. I admit, I almost cried each time I turn my head to the left and I did not see her.

Once, I turned to the back and said,

Leng [Ai Leng] ah…

Only to see Soon Peng or Tiam Foo staring at me and my cheeks turned red [Malu la okay! -____-]. When I go to the canteen and saw fried rice, I turn around and go,

Ah Lui [Ching Yin], want to eat…

Only to see the crowd full with hungry boys. And I got stuck with my Maths homework and ALMOST phoned Zaharah -_____-…

I just find it hard to adapt initially and find it even harder to live without the friends whom I’ve spent my whole secondary school life with.

Contengan on the female toilet door.

The longer I spend my time in KHS, the more I hated KHS. I hated KHS so much that I wish I could leave that school as soon as possible and I hated everything about KHS. I went home crying about it so many times because I hated KHS.

The first thing that I saw when I walked in the school gate is a prefect talking on the phone and I was like- LIKE THAT ALSO CAN? And now I tell you:

Can. In KHS, nothing is impossible.

2008- Sam, Avin, Genesis, Tat Joon.

So, when I was in 6BE, after the first monthly test, another 5 students from 6BE and I, transferred to 6BF and read all about it here. And things would have turned up differently if I didn’t switch to 6BF, for instance; there wouldn’t be Snow White & The 7 Nerds skit and I wouldn’t have been closer friends with everyone in 6BF

LeiKen, Pebaraj, Sam, Faiz [Form 5/2008] at SMK Engku Hussain.

The four of us are involved in a competition, EAK [Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya] and interviewed a coroner. It was cool honestly! We get to visit the bilik mayat and snap photos. They also showed us how they bedah the mayat, not much, just a little but yea, it’s a lifetime experience for me !

Sam, Pebaraj.

This is me in the coroner’s uniform when they are bedah-ing the mayat =P Hahaha! I don’t even need to be a coroner to wear their uniform hahahahahahahaha!! Last year, whenever I see Pebaraj, I feel like kicking him because he is SO IRRESPONSIBLE for the whole competition!!

But, we are alright now

RM1 ice-cream while waiting for the school bus!

There is guy friend of mine, whom we call each other best friend turns up to be the one who hurt me upside down throughout my whole life in KHS. He had said countless hurtful things about me in front of me and made many horrible and hurtful remarks about my physical appearance and kept on comparing me to other girls and his girlfriend. I tell you what, I can’t help my physical appearance and oh… I can… PLASTIC SURGERY and LIPOSUCTION!!!

When things turned upside down in his life, he blamed me, saying that it was my fault. Later on, when he promised to change for the one last time after God knows how many times, it was then, my heart hardens and decided to not take him as a best friend anymore. Till today, his extremely atrocious comments about my physical appearance still rings in my ear as I am typing this.

Phantom Of The Opera Skit by 6BG/2008. And that’s Gollum/Phantom-Kean Jie killing the Opera House Director [Bob]’s wife [Michelle] with a laser stapler [Correct?!] because they refused to give him Box 9.

In KHS too, I realized that sometimes, people get close to you just because they wanted to get something off you or they just, want to pull you down and out of certain things. As for this, there will be not much elaboration as this particular person [A guy], turns up to be one of my best friend, yes I trusted him a lot but there is one thing that he did, still lingers on my mind…

And I’ll never ask him about it or to tell anyone [Nano is the only secret keeper of this] because the answer from that particular friend will definitely be:

Of course NO!

Flywheel.

Each time during Physics experiment, I will snap photos of the apparatus if I find them fascinating! =P Hahaha! And this is uhh, one of my failed experiment which I changed all the readings to get the perfect graph …

If Miss Heng ever caught me snapping photos of the apparatus, this is what happens:

Miss Heng: Taking photos only ah. Do your experiment!!

Me: Doing! Doing!! This flywheel is uhh… uhh…  FUN!!

Miss Heng: Everything for you is fun. Haih…

Me: …

Miss Heng: Smiling all the way only. Go join a toothpaste advertisment hahaha!

Me: …

Yohen [Hantu Besar], Kamal.

Kamal is one of my best friend in KHS! When I was feeling so terrible on the day of the preliminary round of the public speaking, he was there, asking me if I’m alright and then I said I wanted to go to the toilet but the female toilet is at our block and it’s too far, quiet and dark.

You know what, he offered to go with me and even told Sharon or Aliff that I might be late and then Sharon or Aliff told him that they wouldn’t start so fast because they have to arrange the chairs first. So honestly, without him that day, I think I would have screwed up my speech even more.

So God knows how I get into the finale and won the first place with the impromptu speech which goes by the title neighbour. Yes, talk about neighbour! When I first saw the title I was like NOOOOOO THIS IS SOOOO SCREWED UPPPP!!

I almost pulled my hair while opening the dictionary [Yes, it is provided] until I saw the second or third definition:

People who are close to you.

And the next thing I knew was, I was jotting down points, plotted my speech to speak for 2 minutes and created a perfect opening speech and GUESS WHAT, when I walked up the stage, my legs shivered like mad and I smiled and pretended like as if I AM DAMN BLOODY CONFIDENT when all I wanted to do is just to scream and run off and never return again and then… I forgot my perfect opening speech …

For you people who thinks that I looks so glamorous on stage:

Me: Blah blah blah… *Looking around the hall, smiling, wishing that time will go on quickly* Blah blah blah… *WHY IS TWO MINUTES SO LONG* Blah blah blah… *IF I CAN, I WILL pull my hair and scream!*

Then I look at my paper only to see that I am out of points -_______- And began to panic and crapped something, God knows what I said, someone should really, really record what I said for my first public speaking.

When the bell goes TING [It means I have 30 seconds to roll up my speech], I WAS SO GRATEFUL THAT I TELL YOU I CAN FLY!!!!!!!!!

So that’s… THE LONGEST 2 MINUTES IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!! I’m never going to forget that! T.T But it’s all worth it! =P

And I won a dictionary that is worth RM40.00 and a Stabilo pen that I wanted to try hahaha save my money, don’t need to buy =P ! Eh you know what, I actually paid RM10.00 for the PT6 fees and won this RM40.00 dictionary.

Okay la. Untung RM30.00 [I forgot how much the pen cost, at most RM2 la]! I am a smart investor that’s right!!

P/S: The people who crossed my mind when I saw the definition was Wei Qi and Chui San =P

The next one will be the BM public speaking. This one lagi teruk I tell you. Because I saw the theme was rasuah or anti dadah, so I told Soon Peng [Class Monitor] that I didn’t want to join because I don’t want to talk about rasuah or drugs. So no one in the class layan-s the BM public speaking actually =|

Until the next day… The teachers got angry because ALL 8 classes DID NOT send a representative =| They got furious and scolded us -____- Then called all class monitors to the front and told them that if they don’t find a representative from their class, they will have to go on stage and speak.

Soon Peng and I!

Upon hearing that, I was wishing that Nithiyaa would go and she didn’t come that day I think or something. Then Soon Peng came and asked me to. I told him I can talk nothing about rasuah or drugs then he said it’s free topic then I disturbed him by asking him to talk about me, asking him to proclaim his undying love for me  Sorry, we are not couples =D

He laughed and told me to just go and I did, because… HE’S MY PRINCE CHARMING la .

Then I got panic. Because I don’t know what to talk about!! Kamal called me over and asked me if I have any idea and I said no and pulled my cheeks. He encouraged me and even gave me the inspiration on what to talk about. And finally, everyone’s title is uhh… so educational except mine which entitled:

Perasaan Manusia

The whole time on stage, 95% of the time, I was looking at him, because he is the only one who is looking at me, giving me encouraging smiles from time to time and thumbs up =D Honestly, I didn’t expect to win… the first place again T.T =D Got uhh… only a certificate but it’s more than enough!!

Some Random Stuffs:

The things that we do in the lab hahahahahahahaha! That’s Soon Seng SMS-ing. Behind him, Viven piggy bagging Ooi Jie and that’s Chin Wai King with the 1 metre ruler, hitting Ooi Jie’s butt I think! =P

Jason Chin and Jason Sim

Hyperactive Kean Jie and sleeping Praki Boy!

Ee Hahn, Sam, Nano after merentas desa!

Siapalah ini??!

That is Yohen and Sunthary chit chatting during recess and I snapped their photo! =P Eh, IT’S NOT MY FAULT! They stand there what, I can see them what, so I … snap la

Sunthary’s reaction when I shouted to her from the second floor that I snapped her photo talking to Yohen.

Sunthary: WHAT LA YOU!

Me: YOU STAND THERE LONGER I’LL SNAP MORE PHOTOS!!

Sunthary: EH WHAT? KEEP YOUR CAMERA!! LATER I’LL SMASH IT.

Me: GO FOR YOUR LAB LESSONS LA!

Sunthary: YOU WAIT! LATER I FIND YOU!!

Me: I’LL WAIT FOR YOU LOVE! *Sends a flying kiss*

Sunthary: -_-…*Walks away*

She did came and find me… To view the photos and to see Praki Boy =D!!

Praki Boy, Sunthary and Yohen settling their LOVE TRIANGLE problem! =D [Rundingan Damai sorry too much PA]

Praki Boy has a reputation in class. A very good one for not drinking water, going to canteen to eat and he doesn’t even go to the toilet most of the time JUST LIKE ZAHARAH!! And nah, this is a PROOF that he DOES go to the toilet but I’m not sure if he got anything to buang or not la -_-

Ya what, don’t eat and drink, got what to buang -_____-!! Eh ya hor, maybe he masuk to just wash hand but I thought the sink all spoil already you know. Never mind, this photo is a gem, it’s a RARITY you know!:D

I know what Praki is going to say: I go to the toilet also you want to snap my photo ah?!

This is what he do during recess. Mengeratkan hubungan dengan guru Maths . No wonder he’s one of the Pelajar Impian Hati [It's an award in school with different names every year, last year was Pelajar Sahsiah Terpuji] and I’m not, okay, now I know why .

WAHAHAHAHA! =D

It’s amazing how KHS doesn’t burn down and is still standing there, tall and straight and high up . Look at the last photo, Ooi Jie’s gonad can shoot fire out one! =|

BYE EXAMS!!

Victor- Helen’s brother!

To prevent H1N1 in school, they gave us flu mask which makes all of us looks like some kind of perompak or terrorist -_____- So KHS students are super creative, they draw drawings on the flu mask and it looks so much better!

To add on, the mask is super suffocating! I tell you what, we die ah, not because of H1N1, but we will die of suffocation! =| But still, thank you KHS for the mask as part of our… entertainment =P

KHS Gotong Royong Day. Guess what we did after the gotong royong =D =D :

They gay around =S

They play the piano and we enjoy! Hahaha!

Kamal and Sin Yee’s wedding =P There’s a video as well! HAHAHA! And the best part was this:

Kean Jie: You may kiss the bride =D

And Kamal kissed Kean Jie’s cheek HAHAHA!! Of course Kean Jie gave him a nice Taekwando kick =P Hahaha! Kesian Kean Jie! But never mind la, you are kissed by the God’s Best Creation =P

This is the guy from 6AH, who told Ee Hahn that he doesn’t likes me because I am annoying. And you know what’s the funniest thing? I don’t even talk to him!! And then during bowling practice, he kept on striking up a conversation with me and even told me that he don’t like me and in return I told him that I’ve never once like him .

Prasan betul that everyone likes him when his whole class hates him. EH BAPOK, if you don’t like me hor, don’t strike up a conversation with me! I don’t like hypocrites and I don’t like talking to hypocrites. So thank you and kindly, please blah off and don’t talk to me because I don’t like you .

One of our entertainment in school- MUSIC!!

One of my entertainment in school! Hahaha! Locking up Farid and the rest in a small room and continue to laugh at them =P

The Biology class STPM project which I laughed at Ee Hahn about and kept on saying:

Why am I so free? Hah? Soil analysis? Ooo… Just remember that… I’ll be sleeping at home !

And then he will jump up and down and blame me for not telling him that Biology class got this type of mafan project. HELLO! I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW YOU ARE BACK THEN!! How to tell?!

My FIRST Valentine’s Day card from a friend! Sage, thank you!! -HUGS!!!-

And my FIRST handmade Valentine’s Day card for a friend! That lucky friend is… Sage la of course hahaha!:D

Was selected to attend the Hari Ko-Kurikulum [Only if you win in any competitions okay! =P] last year and first met Tan Wai Kian and this photo, is showing one of the apparatus used by the school drama team! Wa, what is that ah, some Physics machine ah? =| I find it quite cool so I snapped a photo of it

Sin Yee, Caitlynn and I at the bowling alley! Sigh, I’m gonna miss bowling practice =( !

This is Tan Wai Kian and I! Everyone says that if both of us are in the same class, KHS will turn upside down =P Hahaha! Mainly because… When we see each other, we will run to each other with our arms open and then proceed to hug each other like in those drama =D

And then we will call each other honey and darling, pretend to kiss in front of the teachers [Those open minded one la] and we will walk to town to catch the bus together, holding each other arm and pretend to be couple HAHAHA!

Hahaha! His sexy pose!

All of his friends called him the Queen Of Bitch and he is proud of it =S He calls himself a bitch at times -______- And most of them, refer Tan Wai Kian as a SHE! Haha! I tell you what, as much as his friends finds him annoying or noisy at times, but it is as much as they enjoy his presence in school !

Without people like him ah, the school will be like a grave yard.

Praki Boy [Pelajar Impian Hati] and LeiKen [Pelajar Harapan].

Wa, now I lagi know why I’m not Pelajar Impian Hati and Pelajar Harapan T.T… Next time ah, in order to be one, you all must always carry a book everywhere you go. Don’t bother listening to the announcement during assemblies and study hard, then you will be one.

Upper 6 next year, remember ah. Don’t say I didn’t tell you

If you bring your camera everywhere like me and snap so many photos, you will be awarded with nothing… But just, photos of memories =P Okay, your choice

Ooi Jie and his…. favourite teacher =P

This photo was taken during the Sing Along Friday program with Puan Chang where Nano and I screeched at the top of our voice for the song You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban -_____________-

Take note of his school bag.

HAHAHA! I took this photo from the second floor of the Form 3 block! That place is just the perfect place to snap photos!! Got LeiKen one also, but then his one all also his head tengah tunduk, studying la what else =P

And Praki, thinking about what? Looks sooooo deep in thought and uhh, pouting there somemore Thinking about me, the girl from 6AG or 6AH or Puan Lee Li Cheng .

Eating in class is part of our daily entertainment

For one of the friends whom I considered as my best friend!

I love my open minded friends!

Take note of his school bag. Different one right?! You know why, must be the old one ah, koyak already ’cause his bag is always so heavy with books! In a way he’s like Zaharah because that day got no Maths right,  HE WILL BRING ALL THE MATHS BOOK to school!!

See Praki is leading us out of school, sorry ponteng kelas [KHS Tradition, so we must mengekalkan tradisi you know!]

Sama-sama ponteng !

Ponteng class pergi Old Town makan =| Don’t like Old Town actually! The food is overpriced and the service is super lousy!

OR

Ayza!

Look at LeiKen’s happy face!

6AF/2009 class party!

Kean Jie o Kean Jie!

Reached school too early! =| Looks at we are going to sekolah malam like that =P Haha!

UNO, our end year entertainment

Waiting for the Chemistry lab to be open. Look at Praki, neh, the one sitting down, everyone else is standing except him. Oi Praki, later THROMBOSIS then you know! He’s like Zaharah, ALWAYS SIT DOWN one and I’m always on the run =P

This is how the class will looks like during recess and when they know that PA lessons is on …Therefore, Penjaga Kelas = LeiKen & Praki Boy

The 6AE students ran off to another class the moment they knew that PA class is on. Spot them! Answers will be given below!

Chee Yang, hiding his face behind a piece of paper.

Nano hides herself behind her bag =| Bad Meow!

Ooi Jie who wears his cap/beanie and hides behind his bag too =|

Random cats on the roof =|

Chit Chat Book/Windows Live Messenger

My font colour is red, Sin Yee is uhh… grey/pencil and Nano is green. We can even block people you know hahaha! We blocked Nano once because she say ONLY CHILDISH people pass messages around [Macamlah dia tak buat macam tu =P]

Ching Yee stick this notice on Soon Peng just to let me see -_____- She claims herself as MRS. ONG [YEA RIGHT LA! =P] and changed ONG Soon Peng’s surname to WONG Soon Peng [HAHAHA!]

See la I am so important until she use a gold pen to write my name to ban me from clinging to Soon Peng. Eh I forgot.

HELLO, HE IS MY PRINCE CHARMING!!! >=(

-_________________-…

This T junction [Correct?!] is shit annoying! You know why, see those moving cars? When it’s time to stop, they bloody won’t stop and they will cause a HUGE JAM because in front there got one more traffic light one.

So when they stop ah, they WILL QUEUE UP PANJANG-PANJANG ON THE ROAD and block ALL THE OTHER vehicles which want to come towards where my camera is pointing.

BLOODY SELFISH!!

No more kidnapping Nano’s kangaroo keychain =(

During practice

Saw the class motto? United We Stand, Divided We Fall.

Thank you 6AF/2009 for standing together for this skit

Awesome dance !

Snow White & The 7 Nerds It is something that I am extremely proud of though we didn’t win but get the Best Costume award instead. The initial script which I intend to write was very different actually, but then decided to not because it will be a little complicated and we are lack of time! =|

We worked really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really to the power of infinity hard for this skit. Though we didn’t win, disappointed? Yes of course, who could deny that? But, if lose means lose already la. Nothing to argue about anymore, we are not 5 years old anymore anyway =|

Though we did not win, but we know, we’ve given our very best shot, we heard the audience clapping, laughing and cheering, we did our best and most of all, this had brought our class much closer to each other more than ever and we get to understand each other more as well!

So quote Soon Seng:

It’s okay that we didn’t win. What matters the most is how we journey to it and the experience that we’ve gained.

Very meaningful . I will never ever forget it so 6AF/2009, don’t forget this as well!! It will be one of our happiest memories in KHS!

Chess, another entertainment of ours! =P

Menconteng lantai. Whose work is this hah?!

Gradient of hardworking-ness = Negative Get it?!

The class of 6AE/2009 before I joined them.

Okay, remember, I was first in 6BF, then went to 6BE then back to 6BF again.

So in Upper 6, I was in 6AF, then halfway, I switched to 6AE because I told the truth that’s why I was transferred out. Don’t believe ah? Really one you know! NO PRANK I promise! =|

Hehe! Caught pikat-ing the Lower 6 girls! =D

Another entertainment of mine !!

This is Yan Yee! Who has been my classmate and schoolmate in Convent and then we went for NS together And then, we came to KHS together! Aih, ada jodoh betul with Yan Yee! =P

Packing the door gift for graduation day! Look at all your HARDWORKING AJK-S! =P

Rahsia AJK PT6/2002-2009! You know… I know… Can already!! =P

This is Nano also known as MISS SLOW! Because she is so slow! Eat also slow, walk also slow, bathe so slow, pack her stuffs to go home also slow! -_____-

You see ah, usually when it’s 5 more minutes to go home right, everyone will start throwing their stuffs in their bag packing their bag and Nano will be sitting there, sleeping or just… copying some notes -_____-

Then ah, she will wait for everyone to leave the class only she start packing her bag SLOWLY -___-…

See the almost empty class! Then she will soooooo hao yi shi drink a bit water first only continue packing her bag and let the whole world [Sin Yee and I] stand there, waiting for her -____-… Ish!! Got once ah, she stare at us and say:

Waiting for me ah? =D

Yes la, you are MY NANO ma, of course I wait for you! Hahaha! Nanti hilang macam mana?!

Fast and furioooooouuuuuuuuusssss!!!

Mat Rempit wannabe and I am enjoying the Rempit ride .

Corridor/Balcony conversations.

Kamal doesn’t sew his name tag to his school uniform. So one fine day, after assembly, they are having spotchecks to see whether we got wear our tie, cut our nails [Girls]/hair [Boys] and got wear name tag or not.

Then, he took out the name tag from his wallet and…

Staple it -____________- Haih, such creativity!

We are all IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH OOI JIE! No la, bukan he beristeri empat [Not like he's an Islam =P]! But really la! Like this:

From L-R: Ooi Jie’s classmate, Ooi Jie’s girlfriend, Ooi Jie’s neighbour and Ooi Jie’s cousin

Playing football in class is one of our daily entertainment as well hahaha!

Kamal and Ala, teacher in class la, why are you looking at my camera and siap posing lagi tu! =P

Praki’s bag. So bahagia hor can sit on a poster -_- Ish, this is his idiosyncrasy, his bag ah, must be very clean! Kesian his wife next time, must be a real pembersih. If pengotor like me ah, who don’t give a shit about whether the house is clean or dirty ah, I think he can die hahahahahaha!

Janji PLC.

Copy PLC.

Meow!

Cassandra QUEK and TAN Han Li.

Samantha QUEK and TAN Kean Jie.

Get it?!

MEOW!

We are so shy! >.< Hahaha! The person on the left must be so glad now, because ah, no one is going to disturb him anymore =D

This is Chen Wai and I! He is my Form 4 darling! Hahaha! Only I call him that because ah, each time I pass by his class we’ll wave at each other and then I don’t know he developed the nickname Form 4 Darling from me! =P

I hate tall people -_______-… !!!They make me looks so short! And oh, that’s Farid and I before our MUET listening exam! Hehe!:D

Salt analysis. I’m just fascinated by the smoke colour Hahaha!

Batu Caves stairs in KHS. I hate this stairs because it is creepy and super steep! -___-

Some AJK PT6 at the PT6 party!

Nano caught sleeping in class beside Encik Rizal

Nano and Sin Yee sampat-ing at Metro Point =P

See the Miss Slow, eat so slow until she give us some of her food hahaha!

Lao Gong and I. Sigh, when will I see him again? =( Now I feel like the… neh, you know the legend Chinese couple that once meet once a year and they cannot meet if it rains? =(

Though you always tak layan me in school, but T.T… I still love you!!!

Watching porn …

Drama and blog competition. The blog competition *Shows fist* Wait one day I blog about it!! >=( !!!

Beh tahan KHS, always ask us to do wu liao stuffs -____-…

Two Weeks Before STPM

One day I should put a post: Koleksi Gambar Tidur Nano! Ahaha!

Ooi Jie rajin-ing Chemistry. LeiKen and Praki discussing questions! =D

Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan main kad, dengar muzik and ambil gambar =D…

Pelajar Harapan and Pelajar Impian Hati study. See, there is a difference =( No wonder we are Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan T.T… Okay, okay, mengaku -_-

The blue rubberband one is Nano. This Pelajar Harapan ah, special case one! =P She saw us play until so happy right, she cannot tahan so she joined us as well

And love Kok Yaw/Lao Gong’s face expression!!!

This photo is a gem! Look at him smiling!! Biasanya ask him to smile ah, the smile looks sooooooo terpaksa and this is so natural! Snapped this photo when he is unaware! Oi Kean Jie, say thank you!!

Bring poker cards to school and play Chor Dai Di! I heard Puan Lee Li Cheng joined them for a game? =| I didn’t play this one, always lose, don’t like! >=( Remember this, NOT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PLAY but gambling and I are NOT MADE FOR EACH OTHER!!!

That’s me! Watching Crayon Shin Chan on Ooi Jie’s phone!

The difference between a hardworking student and two lazy students =| And that’s Farid behind me and Praki in front of me.

Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan snap photos and makan yogurt in class and reply SMS.

He loves Differential Equation and I love Binomial Expansion! =D *Throws confetti*

The last assembly.

Sleeping for one last time during assembly =|

Thank you, that helps but now GOODBYE STPM!!!

Arranging chairs and table for STPM =|

Anyone who got this table [To 6AE/2010], it’s MY table you know T.T…Bye table! =(

During STPM

My every night before sleep preparation.

McDonald’s for lunch while waiting for PA paper 1!

Nano and I at McDonald’s! This reminded me of Ee Jane, Ching Yin, Leng and I at McDonald’s. Waiting for Add Maths Paper 2 -___-.

I love eraser dust.

Hehehe! …

Midnight supper.

Good advice for objective papers =D…

See that, he calls me MISS ADORABLE!!

Good advice!

Good question -_-

After I came back from Maths Two ah, I went to Facebook and met Nano there:

Nano: Takziah!!

Me: Same to you!!! =P

Nano: Wuahahaha! How can we still be so happy?!

Me: Because they say… SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED!!

~*~

To another friend of mine [Girl], I know what you’ve done and did behind my back. If till today, you still think that I do not know anything, then I’m here to tell you that, I know. I know what you did but I just didn’t want to say anything in school because I know you will deny and deny and deny. I know you are reading this… right now =)

I just wanted you to know that you are actually a very nice friend if you don’t turn around and stab me and I saw you doing it, right in front of my eyes. Why did you do so? What have I done? What have I said? Have I offended you in anyway? Have I did anything wrong to you?

Did you do it out of jealousy? You gave me an explanation once. But why does your explanation differ from time to time? One moment you say yes, another moment you say no, another moment you say maybe. Why? Aren’t you are sure of your own feelings? =)

Sometimes, you are just… making it way too obvious for me, did you do that on purpose? Did you want me to know? Did you want me to know that you are more important? I don’t blame you because I know, it’s not worth fighting with you. I saw you acting alone on stage, I saw you putting on your mask, i saw your covering up your horns and I saw you… hiding your tail =D

I know what are you doing. Why are you always making everyone think that I am the DEVIL and you are the ANGEL? Why are you always barging into my personal life and issues and why are you, always so NOSY, eavesdropping people’s conversation and seeking for attention upside down? Can’t you mind your own business? =)

I know your intention. I know your aim. You got what you want didn’t you? You managed to kick me out of the circle and I could just stare at you, wondering why did you do so? Do you want that person so badly? Do you? Did you get that person? I’ve told you countless times that I won’t blame you  and yet, you still want to push me in the sea and you even stabbed me before pushing me in.

What do you think you are doing? Asking me if I’ve quitted or not, why are you so curious? You are the one manipulating things upside down, you are the one who started the game. You started it off by cheating. Cheated the game and called me a cheater? =) Think twice.

And lastly, you know who you are and no one should bother asking who is this for. You know what have you done and said behind my back =) Next time, after you shit, please use some tissue to wipe the shit off your ass, it is as disgusting as you are right now =) Call yourself a good friend?

Only you know if you are one or not.

~*~

So… That just summarizes up my life in KHS! Not all though, but 50% of it =P If I were to write it out, it will be as thick as a book! Haha

Therefore, life in KHS for me is just simply a happy and good one! More about the final day of STPM next week!

And oh, this is the graduation video I separated it into 2 because YouTube doesn’t allow me to upload a video which is more than 10minutes =| So enjoy and give me some comments about it!

P/S: Let both the video finish loading first only watch!

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EDIT: This is the last post for the month of November. The next blog post will be on the first or second week of December.

Kepada calon-calon STPM/2009:

Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study akan dikuatkuasakan mulai 6 November 2009. Calon-calon STPM/2009 tidak sama sekali dibenarkan melepak ataupun membazir masa walaupun sesaat.

Sungguhpun pelajar-pelajar lain akan ber-holiday tidak lama lagi, akan tetapi, kemerdekaan akan diberikan kepada calon-calon STPM/2009 pada bulan Disember setelah calon-calon STPM/2009 berjaya menghapuskan musuh dalam selimut mereka [Kertas-kertas soalan STPM].

Oleh itu, calon-calon STPM/2009 hendaklah mematuhi Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study buat sementara waktu. Kemerdekaan telahpun dijanjikan oleh Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia dan Maljis Peperiksaan Malaysia selewat-lewatnya 10 Disember 2009.

Sementara waktu itu, gambateh dan Duduk Rumah Study.

Good Luck.

Sekian, terima kasih.

When you have something, you’ll never appreciate it till you lose it. Yea, this statement is very true. When we have something, we’ll never appreciate it and when we don’t have it, we’ll envy others.

In life, most of my friends have siblings and sometimes, we complain about our siblings and when we argue with them, we will wish that they would disappear and not appear in front of us anymore though deep down, we don’t mean it at all.

Ferlynne is my younger sister and she is also the most serious one among the three of us. Just like Cassandra, when she was young I never once took notice of her and in fact I think I’ve ignored her my whole life because it’s like this:

I wake up, I see you.

I go to school, I see you.

I come home to have lunch, I see you.

I take a nap, you are beside me.

When I wake up, you are either beside me or standing by the door screaming at me to wake up and have my dinner.

When I am bathing, I hear your voice talking outside or you are sitting on the bed, reading some magazines or listening to music.

When I want to sleep, you are on the same bed as me.

When I wake up, I see you AGAIN!

It was till I went for National Service and gosh, that was when I began to miss all of them including her. I miss the way she would wake me up in the morning for school and get pissed off with me when I am slow and late and I miss the way she will glare at me when I piss her off by playing the same music the whole day on my computer and especially songs that are very, very slow and sad hahahahahahaha!

So after National Service, it was when I learn how to appreciate her presence in my life.

Cake from Secret Recipe- Pecan Butterscotch.

We have been in the same school ever since kindergarten and now, she is too in Kajang High School. When she first arrived, I introduced her to almost all my friends and you know what, menyesal saya introduce dia! Because, like this:

Case 1

Me: Eh this is my sister!! *Big grins*

Ferlynne: *Probably feeling awkward*

LeiKen: Ooo, don’t looks like you hehe!

Me: Pretty right?!

LeiKen: Yea, prettier than you *Grins*

Me: -______- I hate you LeiKen! T.T

LeiKen: *Grins*

Case 2

Ferlynne and I were in the class because we skipped assembly la Then Tiam Foo, Wei Siang, Soon Seng and Soon Peng were in class as well but they paid no attention to us because they are busy talking.

After Ferlynne left…

Wei Siang: Eh just now that girl ah, who is that? Your friend or cousin?

Me: My sister la!

Soon Seng, Soon Peng: OH! WHY NEVER INTRODUCE TO US!

Me: Introduce before already la!

Tiam Foo: Ya la, told you all before already that her sister is prettier than her.

Me: OI I’M STILL HERE!!!

Soon Peng: You… You should introduce to me! *Straightens his tie* I’m still single *Beams*

Me: -____________-… Fine. Fine. =|

Whenever I introduce her as my sister, people will stare at us and they doubt if we are ever siblings because we don’t look alike at all and even our personality are the opposite though our horoscopes are compatible hahaha! =P

After I pick my clothes for shopping or whatever, I’ll seek her for advice and in return, she’ll hunt for accessories from the little cabinet where I keep all my accessories when she needed one. So we help each other la that’s the conclusion Haha!

Whenever I go shopping with her, it’s like this:

Me: Ooooooo, look at that pretty dresssss! *Shining eyes*

Ferlynne: See the price first.

Me: *Flips price tag* Oh so expensive; RM200++.

Ferlynne: Don’t buy and don’t try. Go see other things better.

Me: -_-… =(

Ferlynne: What? Not like you try already you can buy right?!

Haih, if I go alone ah, I’ll try for fun =P Haha!

Both of us have difference liking for clothes though we share all our clothes. She dresses appropriately for every event and always ensures that she doesn’t overdress in any way. And I am the opposite, I try my best to dress up appropriately but if I happen to overdress, I will just go, oh why everyone wear until so simple and completely ignore everything and continue to have fun …

She is the most humble one among the three of us and she will never go out looking untidy and she is always very presentable; something which I have to learn =D… Haha! She enjoys watching movie and listening to music and hates it when I zoom to the maximum on her ugly photos just to laugh at her

Photo hot and fresh from the oven today: The Cake Murderer.

Once in National Service, a question was asked in class which made everyone thought about it for the whole time in class. The question is, have we ever let our family know that we love them? Some people are egoistical in nature and will never let people that they care about them or love them with all they have.

And sadly, I happen to be one of them. I never like or wanted people to know that I care or love them. Initially I couldn’t figure out why but later on, someone in camp told me that it was ego and now, I accept that answer.

I’ve tried my best to change and to not be egoistical and I’ve learn how to show people that I do care and love them with all I have. And actually, letting the other party know that you do care and love actually do strengthen relationships …

So dearest Ferlynne…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

&

I LOVE YOU! :D

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Jeng jeng jeng!! Today’s is our graduation day from KHS [Though we still have to go to school on Monday] and yes, yes, correct, I am blogging about it and putting up photos! So here we go!!

The whole event was held at Equatorial Hotel at Bangi It was a very lovely and beautiful place You know what, this is the FIRST event ever that I went two hours earlier because I am in charge of the slide presentation [Or so they call it] together with Nano!

Not very exciting la actually ’cause you are stuck with your work and don’t fully enjoy the whole thing until your work is done and then now I know, when you organize an event, you don’t actually enjoy it unless everyone else enjoys the whole event

It is indeed a word of thank you and it’s a great event or it was fun from the everyone else that will make your day and felt like it’s all WORTH it

Yea, now only I know though I’m not the one organizing it.

~*~

So… Photos time!

L-R: Puan Maizura, Sam, Nano, hotel worker/manager/whatever =|…

Please ignore my face expression. This photo was taken by Sin Yee and I happen to look up, baru nak smile then she snap already T.T… Should’ve just look at the laptop and pretend to be rajin =P

So, while Nano and I are looking at the technician to set up the LCD and bla bla bla, Sin Yee took my camera and took a lot of random photos for me because it was needed for documentation …

And Sin Yee, thank you very, very much! -Hugs!-

Sin Yee, Chee Yang

This photo is made from precious stones one ah I tell you. You know why, because Chee Yang is always running from the camera.

So, basically, before 9.25am [The event was supposed to start at 9.00am, but what to do, Malaysian time what], everyone was busy snapping photos except Nano and I who are staring at the laptop, looking at each other/everyone else and waiting for the technician.

Yea, everyone was busy snapping photos until the VIP and pengetua arrives. And I think this is the first event in KHS without the kompang-kompang-s .

So as usual, sang Negaraku, listen to bacaan doa and then listen to speeches. Sorry, this is actually what we are doing when the speeches are going on:

You talk on the phone with your friend whose table is either diagonally behind yours or right at the end of the hall or anywhere in the hall but too far for you to walk over and talk during the speeches.

SMS. Kean Jie, this photo is FOR YOU!

Preview the photos that you have taken earlier on with your friends, zoom in to see how you looks like and then proceed to snap a photo of your glass or whatever that you find interesting.

Soon Peng, Leong.

Or you can pretend to listen like Soon Peng [He seriously have this face that looks like he's listening when he's actually dreaming away] or start SMS-ing someone else who is NOT in the hall like Leong [Hahaha! ]

Up next, the slide presentation Thank God it went on smoothly and I’m so happy to see some of my friends’ smiling faces and thank you everyone, for the very lovely comments on the video …

Do thank Nano for it as well, because without her, it would’ve never be this beautiful and perfect

And I tell you what, my favourite photo in the whole slide/video is this:

Because… I’m the photographer of this photo !

The choir group. Photo by Kok Peng.

So we did have the penyampaian sijil ceremony along with the graduation book, photos are not allowed during the ceremony so sorry la.

And Helen, this is the front page of our graduation book :

Ketua Editor = Tan Kean Jie

And ooo, I forgot this:

Nano received an award; Pelajar Harapan Work harder Nano! You are one of the Pelajar Harapan you know! That means right, those who don’t receive this award are known as Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan.

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And then sing the school song and it’s lunch time!

I tell you what, I feel like slaughtering Kok Yaw/Lao Gong today. Because he took desserts for Sin Yee [Oi, don't rampas my husband >=( ] and when I ask where is mine, you know what, HE ANSWERED ME BACK LIKE THIS:

What? Take yourself la hahaha! 

T.T… *Heartbreaks* … What kind of husband is this?! Porkie, you are still the best!! <3 That’s why, with clothes the new are the best, with husbandS, the old are the best HAHAHA!

He did took for me later, after taking for everyone else that is.

But nevertheless, I still love him, in fact, I love him more than ever because…

Michael: Kok Yaw, your wife looks beautiful today.

Kok Yaw: Of course, my wife ma!

What the fall I tell you. Because in school…

Michael: Kok Yaw, look your wife nak curang with me.

Kok Yaw: *Looks up from his handphone game/magazine* Orh. SO?!

-_____________________________-… And my heart breaks.

My lunch!

When everyone was rushing out to get the food [Buffet style], I was sitting down, waiting for the crowd to clear off. Then I saw Ee Hahn walking in with a plate full with food. So I decided to test his sincerity.

Me: Oi Ee Hahn! How can you eat first! LADIES FIRST YOU KNOOOOW!

Ee Hahn: What? Go take yourself la. *Turn aside with his plate*

Me: Eh, you should give me first! I’m Miss Adorable that’s why!!

Sin Yee: Ya la, what la you! LADIES FIRST! So not gentleman la you!

Ee Hahn: I don’t care. Go take yourself la. *Sits down and makan*

-___________-…

Sage, Sam, Farid

And so… I saw Sage walking in with a plate with more food and I decided to test his sincerity as well

Me: Oh for me?! Yes, I know! Thank you, thank you!! *Takes the plate off Sage’s hand*

Sage: …

Me: What? Cannot is it?! *Puppy eyes*

Sage: Can, can. I’ll go get a new one myself .

Me: Aww, that’s so sweet of you! Nah, I’m just kidding la *Hands him back the plate*

Sage: Eh why?! Take it la, it’s okay, I can take again.

Me: No la, I don’t like the lamb. NEH, THIS EE HAHN HOR, I WANT TO SEE HE’S SINCERE OR NOT, SEE SEE AH, LANGSUNG TAK SINCERE.

Ee Hahn: *Looks up and ignores, continue eating*

Sage: Oh thank God I took the lamb . Oi Low, what la you, LADIES FIRST la, you call yourself a gentleman?

Me: … …

Lelaki yang baik di dunia ini memang sudah pupus.

And photography session:

Yohen/Hantu Besar and I My eyes are half closed but it’s okay, he looks nice Not so selekeh looking like in school la.

Kean Jie and I without his signature smile.

L-R: Sin Yee, Nano, Sharon, Sam, LeiKen.

LovebirdS.

Chui San [One of the girls whom I consider to be my best friend in KHS ] and Jia Yan [The first girl friend of mine in 6BF]

LeiKen and Puan Kan [His mum!]. They have the same smile eh!

Kean Jie, Ee Hahn [Hmmph!], Sage

Kean Jie looks so kemas and smart for once, because in school he looks very selekeh also, like this:

Muka nak seduce older girls.

The 3 of us with Yan Yee!

Neo and I [God knows why I looks weird here]! Neo is my kindergarten friend. So in the whole school, she is my OLDEST friend ever!

I still remember in kindergarten she used to wear red shoes, red straps [for the uniform, it's actually brown] and carries a red bag and I use a red pencil case =P I also remember that once, where we threw our pencil case at the boys in front of us because they are so irritating!

Kamal and I! He came back all the way from Terengganu [Correct?!] just for this graduation lunch!

The Prince Charming and The Queen! Haha!

The real head prefect and I!

The 3 of us with Miss Tan, our Maths Paper 2 teacher! And everyone, I am NOT bongkok, I belum ready then they snap already

Viven and I! Wa, my lips looks so shiny

Chen Tiam Foo and I. He finally takes a photo with me. Because usually in school…

He runs away from my camera hahaha!

Sharon giving her thank you speech after receiving an award for being the perfect student! She DEFINITELY very well much deserve it! and quote Miss Leela’s comment:

A truly remarkable person.

Aiya, when is my turn?!

Wong Weng Keong and Sim Sin Yee: The Perfect Couple [But actually belum date lagi...]

Don’t you just think that they looks so perfect being together?! If they ever get married and have children, trust me, their children will definitely be TALL, THIN [Can eat a lot and don't get fat], not very fair [Sorry, both of them are not very fair] and SLENDER!

They share so many similarities, how can not be perfect RIGHT?!

Okay that’s it, both of them are gonna crush my bones into powder.

That’s me at the back giving a flower to Kamal and Sin Yee at the front giving a flower to Michael

Michael, YOU SANG VERY, VERY WELL TODAY! Consider joining a singing competition and I’ll vote for you and buy your CD-s and not download them !

The 3 of us with Puan Lee Li Cheng who taught us Maths Paper 1!

Top L-R: Viven, Sin Yee, Sam, Nano.

Bottom L-R: Miss Tan, Puan Fam, Puan Chew.

Beautiful girls!

Soon Seng and his girlfriend, Ying Fei who looks very stunning today!

Ow and I. He is a very quiet boy, but I know he likes to talk actually and he CAN TALK A LOT =P

Tat Joon and I!

Sunthary has a crown on her head.

Sunthary who looks very PINK today and I!

The positive gradient =P

Nano, Miss Heng, Sin Yee, Sam, Encik Rizal.

Praki Boy and I .

And then the event ended and most of the students and teachers went home. Sage, Kok Peng and I went to the swimming pool and took some photos

Tengok that Kean Jie, looks so gangster after the event -.-

You know what ah, these are the fishes at the Equatorial Hotel pond. You just need to stand there, ALL the fishes will RUSH to you and open and close their mouth as if you are gonna feed them =|…

So my hypothesis is that they’ve not eaten for days. Poor fishies =(…

Kok Peng and I!

Sage and I!!

More beautiful girls And that’s ALL the BEAUTIFUL GIRLS, waiting for the car =P =P

Thank you Sharon -HUGS!-

Keychain

Thank you You know who you are -HUGS!-

So that is all!

And if you know which is my favourite photo, you are… like… a worm in my stomach =P [From the Chinese proverb]. I know what are you thinking, NO, not that one .

~*~

I am typing this part as I am listening to Goodbye by Air Supply and it reminded me of my National Service last day which happens to be a little drama like. Listening back to the song has always brought back memories where I didn’t get to say goodbye.

There’s nothing left to say but goodbye.

There’s no other way than to say goodbye.

-Goodbye, Air Supply-

Is that all you and I can say and do?

Today, I watched the slideshow/video on the big screen in the hall along with everyone else and I want to thank every single one of you who clapped when my public speaking photo was on screen It actually means a lot to me so thank you very, very much! I appreciate it a lot -Hugs!!- And it was really, really very unexpected as well!

~*~

Sometimes, certain things just play back in your mind like pictures moving around. When I think back, honestly, I wanted things to be back as how it was because it looks beautiful back then. But, why it is like this now?

Because…

I don’t want to hold you back from where you might belong.

-Goodbye, Air Supply-

We don’t belong together. If this is what you want, then we’ll have it this way though I know I’ll be hurt. If it isn’t, then do something about it, the white set in the chess has already made the first move, to go on, the black set has to make a move.

Go ahead and do it.

Note: Next blog post will be up on 25th October 2009

After being a KHS student for about a year plus, I have forgotten how it is like to be a Convent girl again. Convent don’t seems to exist in my thoughts and mind anymore. Convent just seems like another place away, in another realm.

The other day, I accompanied Wei Qi to Convent primary school to do some registration stuffs for her youngest sister and when I walked into Convent [The primary and secondary school is just next to each other], I remembered what Wei Qi once told me:

You don’t forget, Convent is where you met ALL your best friends that you have today!

We walked into the back gate [Which they made it much bigger RIGHT AFTER I left school! *Fumes*] and there, all the memories of my life back in Convent came flooding through… And so, I looked back at all my old photos in Convent and gosh, I miss the good old times and friends in Convent.

Yes Nano, now I miss Convent.

~*~

Back in Convent, we are always bounded by the school rules as long as we are in the school compound and don’t ever dream about coming late to school for more than 3 times or not wearing your name tag or school badge for more than a week after school reopens.

Because from the moment you walk into the school compound, at the school gate, the prefects will be there to greet you with their hawk eyes to see if you properly attired [Ribbons etc] to enter the school, or else, get your names written in their book [For real, not like the one that Black Jack in KHS owns] if you break any school rules and bla bla bla you know the whole boring and annoying process.

And today… I’ll tell you about my life back in Convent Not all, but a very small part of it.

I’m not gonna tell you about my primary school life, I still remember vividly certain events and what made me cried and what made me laugh though I may be very young to remember anything. But you know, some things, they just stay in your memory and it requires a ERASE ALL HISTORY button [Like the one in Mozilla Firefox] for me to forget about it.

So for people who knows about it, good for you, if not, then it’s okay, we’ll save it for some other day when I miss my primary school life [Which is rather unlikely =P].

If every friends were to represent a part in my life’s Venn diagram in Convent secondary school, Ee Jane plays the biggest part. Because I was stuck with her [For good hahaha! =P] ever since Form 1. Life would have very dull back then without her existence.

You know what, back in Lower 6, I really, really, really miss her a lot that even when I walk to the canteen on the first day of school, I felt like… crying because I missed her so, so, so much and okay, I forgot, this is actually for another post, so skip !

One of my favourite subject back then is PJK, because we get to go to the field. Yes, I know I don’t play anything but then I get to sit down and chit chat, exchange news and gossip [Hahaha! Kutuk-ing KHS boys and the boys who irritated Zaharah and I in the KHS bus and read all about it here].

And I remember if they are playing basketball or any balls, I’ll stay far, far, far away because I don’t want to break my spectacles [Did you know that each time I play basketball or volleyball, the ball LIKES to hit me straight on my face?! >=( ] and I don’t want to lose my memory and balance [And the ball likes to hit me directly at the back of my head/spine whenever I sit near the court]

I tell you what, bola-s and I are match made enemies ever since I’m born Yes, that must be the reason why!! No, I’m not lousy in sports I run… marathon run!!

And if you intend to record them playing or anything, don’t need la, because they will all gather and pose for your camera and then continue playing semangat-ly

Zaharah and Sin Yee.

I love PJK exam! Haha, because no one [Except Zaharah] reads the book and it’s always the last paper! And the everytime PJK exam routine is like this:

Me: *Chit chatting with Ee Jane, Ching Yin and whoever wants to join*

Zaharah: *Reading, memorizing whatever she can cram in*

After a few glorious minutes…

Zaharah: Eh Sam, no need to read ah?? *Holding a book and pencil*

Me: No. What for?? What is there to read, are you mad hahaha! =P *Continue chit chatting, completely ignoring the stressed up woman*

Zaharah: Eh benci la so many things to read. Are you stress??!

Me: No and relax la, it’s all objective!!

Zaharah: NOOOOOO! Who says so?! Got structure also!!

Me: *Shocks* WHAT????!! Eh Zaharah say got structure, die, we didn’t even read anything! *Panics* Who got bring book?! Alamak why now only you say!! *Super panic*

Ching Yin: Eh, answers provided one la teacher say, neh, you know, fill in the blanks *Grins*

Me: Oh is it? Then don’t care la. You ah don’t simply scare people okay! *Ignores Zaharah and continue with our conversation …*

Zaharah: I HATE YOU! YOU AND YOUR STUPID RELAXING ATTITUDE!! *Walks away and continue to stress up herself* HAIYA! No one is reading! I don’t want to read already la!

Ah yes, this is the after recess class cleanliness comments by the prefects. Yea, nothing must be on your table, not even your water bottle and you must even empty the dustbin before you leave the class, switch off the fans and lights and bla bla bla, just make sure that the whole class is clean, neat and looks empty [Hahaha!].

And this reminds me, every time the duty roster is out, Ee Jane and I are always on duty on the same day! Seems like they realized that if they put us on different days we will probably just walk out of the class and not do anything properly about it because we are so degil like that la =P

This is Ee Jane, Puan Tan and I! Puan Tan taught us Mathematics back in Form 3 and you know what, she enjoys calling Ee Jane in class to do the questions on the board I don’t know why, she must love her more than me =P Haha!

And when Ee Jane goes to the front, Puan Tan will keep an eye on me to make sure that I don’t give her any hint or answer [Because you cannot bring your calculator in front and sometimes you will feel so malas to count 641 x 3, yes count ]

This is one of Zaharah mak datin’s plastic bag which she claims as one of her most high class plastic bag. I tell you what, there’s one era of her school life, where she brought huge white plastic bag to school and that’s where she keep all her school books and stationaries and we used to make fun of her out of it and she says only high class people bring plastic bag around the school.

She have this black school bag but she keep all sort of conteng-ed paper and unused plastic in it and she never takes anything out of that bag in school so God knows why she brought that bag la. Yes, this must be her idiosyncrasy just like how Praki Boy’s school bag must always sit on the poster paper in class and don’t even go near it or terkena it with your shoe because his bag must be clean =D

I hate the canteen sinks! Because it’s always so dirty, oily and blocked with water with chilli and all sort of stuffs -_- Sometimes, I rather walk to the toilet to wash my hand.

And I tell you what, the sinks in the canteen are annoying because if one sink at the other end is open, then the pressure on the next sink is very low and see see right, it drips out water drop by drop and then someone closes the sink and then suddenly all the water WILL spurt out and wet your pinafore and that’s why it’s so annoying.

All the kiasu-s of Zamrud class.

I think this one needs no elaboration.

This is yellow house Sport’s Day banner! Much nicer than KHS one la I tell you. To read more about KHS Sport’s Day, click here.

Aerobic dance or something like that … I tell you what, in Convent, Sport’s Day is like a very, very big event and okay, actually any event in school is a big event and the students will rush to sign up for performances la, help teachers la and do anything la for the event.

In KHS, no one gives a shit and if teacher ask for participation, ini macam:

…….

No answer from the students …

Behind the teachers:

Student A: Sure ah the whole day got this event only??

Student B: Ya ya, whole day the event only.

Student A: Walao sure very boring one I’m not coming to school tomorrow!

Student B: Me too! My whole class all pakat to ponteng already.

Kesian KHS ada students like Student A and B [Actually sometimes I'm also one of them]

~*~

Okay you know what, this part, off topic, takde kena-mengena with the title anymore because I lost the inspiration =O

Thoughts That Crossed My Mind Right Now:

Top L-R: Jamie, Ai Leng, Ee Jane, Sam

Bottom L-R: Wey Lu, Camilla

Recently, I thought back about all my friends back in Convent again. I wonder what are they doing right now, how are they doing, are they fine, do they have a boyfriend now or if they are enjoying life right now or if they do remember me?

A scene that we don’t see in KHS.

In Convent, I’ve made friends and lost friends. Though people say, when you lose something, you’ll gain something else in return. But I tell you what, I don’t like losing friends though yes, there are a few people in Convent whom I don’t mind losing at all.

I miss her doing that face expression.

You know, sometimes in school, when I sit down alone quietly, I wish my best friends in Convent are with me. I wonder if life in KHS would be any better with them around.

I wonder how different things would be with them around. I wonder if they still miss me sometimes like how sometimes in school I miss them a lot because I just remember how we distance away and how even when we see each other online, we just keep quiet and ignore because we don’t know what to say.

Isn’t that sad?

When I listen to the song A Place For Us by Leigh Nash and Tyler James, it reminded me of two friends and things became ugly and turned upside down. I don’t know whose fault it was, but I know the theme to it all was either a betrayal, misunderstanding, jealousy or anger.

Beautiful things can get pretty scary at times. Sometimes, when things looks beautiful, it is actually the ugliest thing ever. Just like how the one who gives you the best first impression is the one who leaves the worst impression ever.

When I look back at my old Convent photos, I felt like I wanted to be back to Convent again, so that I’ll be together with them and spend more time together. But then it struck me that there is one new best friend in KHS whom I am not willing to let go.

Because if I am really given a chance to go back to the year 2006-2007, then I have to lose this best friend because back then, we are invisible to each other and sometimes, I still gawk in midair on how we turned into best friends.

Will it come a day where our hair are all white and we realized that we are just too far away? I don’t know but I hope this wouldn’t happen at all. As naive as it sounded, but I just think that friends are one of the best thing that one could ever have in life.

I took things for granted back in Convent. Back then, Ching Yin, Ee Jane and I said that we’ll go to Form 6 so I always think that I’ll always have them. Everyone knows that Zaharah and Ai Leng will never go to Form 6. So it’s a fact that in the end, we’ll never end up being together.

But what shocks me the most is, after SPM result was released, Ching Yin and Ee Jane decided to go college and I was stranded alone in National Service [Thank God for Yan Yee] and Form 6. It was then, when I felt like as if I’ve lost them and worst of all, I’m not prepared to lose them when I go to Form 6 and this really, really upsets me a lot even by typing this makes me feel like crying T.T

I didn’t blame anyone for anything that happened, I blame myself for taking things for granted; thinking that it will always be there.

Some people say I hold on too tightly to things that I treasure. Yea, I agree too but that’s me and that’s who I am and that’s what makes me different.

Even now in KHS, there is just one friend that I am not willing to let go. You know how you are willing to lose every single friend except that particular friend? Yea, something like that.

I still remember on the last day of SPM, I went home happily. As in really, really, really happily because SPM is over and I can do whatever I want. But then, let me tell you something, on the last day of SPM, I hugged a lot of people and deep down, there was this rueful feeling of not being able to know them better anymore.

Woof and Meow.

People say, becareful of what you wish for. Yea it’s true. I remember on the last day of SPM [Don't ask me why do I remember so many things clearly, because I JUST remember because some things are just glue in your memory for life], when I saw Wei Sy and Wei Qi, I was like yea… I’m not gonna see them sleeping anymore.

Then when I walked away, I remember thinking- if only I am given a chance to know more about them.

Haha! And you know what happen next.

Sometimes, when a vase breaks, though we glue it back, we know where is the fissure. The strangest thing is, sometimes I don’t even understand the word friendship. Some people promise you to be friends forever, but then their actions contradicts and this makes me upset big time.

Sometimes I don’t even understand myself, I wonder if I didn’t treat people well enough or am I being too defensive towards myself and friends? Am I being ignorant and temperamental that it scares people away?

She covers her nose because she say she don’t want us to feel small beside her hidung mancung. Prasan punya perempuan!

Some say I am the strangest and most unpredictable person ever. What does it take to be a best friend? What does it take to be considered as the greatest friend ever?

Form 5 graduation robes rented from KHS.

If you know that you are left with just a day on earth, what will you do?

My answer is that I’ll let everyone whom I hold closely in my heart to know how much I love and treasure them though I may not show it out and I’ll tell them how special they are to me in my life and they’ve made my life much  more colourful.

What about you?

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So hello again to share about some of my happy moments in KHS!

Yea, we are crazy according to Sim Ooi Jie Same watch and same rubber band

2nd October 2009

Nah, for everyone who haven’t seen the new renovated school hall, here it is, nothing much la, looks newer only. They repainted the walls and put tiles OUTSIDE the hall only. Yes correct, that means the floor INSIDE the hall still the cement one.

So we actually have this Maljis Anugerah Ko-kurikulum Dan Anugerah Pelajar Impian Hati this year. Yes, the same one as I attended last year and met Tan Wai Kian along with Sage =P

This is Nano who sleeps everywhere and this is her, sleeping during all the long, long speeches =| But this year the speech by the VIP was not that long la, counted as QUITE GOOD and boleh tahan already compared to last year one and the one at the Karnival Kerjaya [This one can seriously make you pull your hair one -.-]

Yea, actually right, all the maljis can end much, much earlier without all the speeches [which no one listen] and performances.

The performance. The singing was not too bad honestly compared to mine that is… =S Haha!

And this is me before receiving the prize with my pink IKO biscuit packet!! It’s cute isn’t it?! Yes correct, Nano sleeps the whole time and I eat the whole time [No wonder I didn't slim down T.T].

And oh, to my right, that’s Sage, chattering non-stop [YES NON-STOP] to Denisha and to the left, the annoying boys who cannot stop kicking my chair and sticking stickers on us.

Nasi ayam as usual.

And bla bla bla, lucky draw bla bla bla, the end It’s a happy event because we went for Chemistry class after that.

6th October 2009

Which is Mr. Tan Kean Jie’s birthday and the day we went karaoke-ing and terserempak with Ooi Jie and his girlfriend and I don’t know who else.

Our lunch!! As usual, I think I eat and drink more than I sing =P Ya ya I know I’m not the best karaoke companion in the morning -_-

Yan Yee! She must be really stress after trials =|…

We looks so emo. Must be singing some emo songs.

Dancing Queen … Okay, I think, Nano is the only semangat one =S

They sing…

We snap photos and don’t attempt to act cute ’cause we are already cute enough And don’t comment anything about my looks -.-, I looks like… I’ve just woke up or something =|

Sin Yee, Nano and I.

Sin Yee, Nano showing off her birthday present [The Bag] from Yan Yee and Sin Yee and Yan Yee!

Did you all realize that Nano and I are wearing the same T-shirt?! That’s my birthday present to her this year!!

And… Happy Halloween! Whenever it is!

~*~

Earlier on, I was surfing the net and randomly Google-ed Taylor Swift [Because I love her!!] and happen to read about a news about her break up with Joe Jonas.

Taylor Swift!! <3

Yes, I know! It’s an old story and I’ve not read it before. The whole thing actually made me go ooooo and ohhhh now I knooooww! But then usually when I read something about whoever is going to divorce or whatever, I’ll just read and not believe 100% because sometimes, there will be some behind the scene scenes that you will never ever know.

<3 !!

The part of the article that made me laugh for a moment was this:

… she holds up a Joe Jonas doll and says, “See, this one even comes with a phone, so he can break up with other dolls.” [They broke up over the phone] Then she holds up a blond doll and warns it, “Stay away from him, OK?”…

Click here to read more.

And I went HAHAHA for a moment, yea I know it’s not funny if you are the one involved. Okay, now I think I know why people laugh when I say angry things, maybe I say something like that also.

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EDIT: I’m so sorry for all the misunderstanding caused to all my friends/readers about the term SCHOOL [Yes, it is Sunday Class, something like school for Handsome Blogger?] in this post. It is partially my fault for not checking the terms clearly first before allowing it to be published. So, thank you Helen, for pointing it out! -Hugs!!- [Yes, this is Samantha! ]

And the second thing is, all post filed under guest bloggers, are heavily edited by me. So don’t feel surprise la like why every guest blogger is using the ~*~ symbol or whatever that sounds like me. I’m not trying to say that it’s my trademark or whatever, but then I’ll just explain because there is one friend of mine who was kinda confuse.

~*~

*Cough* Okay, here I am, the Handsome Blogger who FFK-ed the owner of this blog to blog a few weeks ago. Sorry la girl , nah, I compensate, this is the completed post :p.

~*~

So, everyone, hello! I am the Handsome Blogger, another close friend of Samantha. Everyone has been writing about Samantha and I am going to write about how Samantha and I knew each other. Everyone described Samantha in a happy and cheerful manner because that was how they first saw her as. And as for me, I’ve seen her in a totally different way

~*~

There was this new girl who came to our school and when she walks into our class, there are just oohhh-s and ahhhh-s going around because they are curious of who is the new girl. I remember her first self introduction ever was this:

Hie!

Ah, now you want to ask why did I remember it so well? =) It is because, she is the first girl in the class who walks in with her hair all tied up, wears a huge T-shirt with a pair of jeans and sandals. And she is also the first girl in our class which none of the guys are interested with her at all.

As usual, the teacher asked us to be friends with her and sure, no one did though she did try to mix around. And she sat down all by herself right at the back. She was teased, laughed at by some girls for no apparent reason [But now I think, it is because she is different], made fun of but still, she kept quiet and put on a neutral face expression as if it is something absolutely normal.

Trust me, if she’s ever in love with a guy in the class [I'm not sure?], and the guy happens to be her best friend and is dating someone else in class, it’s gonna fit part of the lyrics in You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift perfectly.

She wears short skirt, I wear T-shirts.

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers.

But now, we all know, Samantha wears short skirt and high heels .

Samantha is the girl in class who does all her homework and had often get them done perfectly and she is always misunderstood by others because she doesn’t mix with anyone else. She just sits behind there all by herself, living away in her dream world and not talking to anyone else. Yea I know, unbelievable, but believe it.

I’ve never once approached her or to say hello to her because she have this very egoistical face expression which was automatically switched on when she entered the class after the first two weeks of school. And I always remember how when the teacher in class asked her to read from the book, she would read very nervously and so softly until you can’t actually hear her. So most of the time, she was made to read twice or thrice until she looks like she’s gonna cry anytime soon.

If we are all made to do a presentation, she would be the first in class to drop her jaws and then when the day comes, she will bumble, fumble and stumble her way through [It's a wonder that she doesn't skip classes]. I remember how she looked like when she was told that she should be like the other girls, who can speak with courage, confidence and eloquence.

I still remember her first presentation ever because it was like hmm… seeing a girl walking nervously to the front, staring at everyone [and most of the girls in turn giggle at her], trying to find her words and wondering what to say/what is there to present and in the end, being told off that she is definitely not made for public speaking or debate or anything like that and then everyone will look at her and she will just smile and walk back to her seat feeling all relieved that it’s all over.

When I tried to approach her, she’ll just walk away and she won’t even smile to me or anyone else in class. When I tried to talk to her, she’ll end it quickly and then go elsewhere alone. When I tried to pull her in our conversation, all she did was she gave us a smile, stood there and listen and did nothing else.

Every break time, everyone is with their own friends and she’ll sit down, all alone, reading and writing. When I approached her and asked if she wants to join us, she gave me a warm smile and said no. In fact, I wasn’t the only one who approached her. To sum it up, she rejected everyone’s offer to play a game or to talk.

It was until one day, where we had this compulsory school camp and for the very first time, she attended. And that was the very first time, I talked to her and that was after 2 years of observing her in class.

Me: Hey, do you need any help to carry your luggage?

Samantha: *Cold stares* No thank you. [Super cold respond]

Me: -.-!! Okay. Bye.

Samantha: Bye. [Super cold voice]

And the whole time in camp, she sat down alone and dream the day away. She refused to talk to anyone, when someone made fun of her, she’ll just keep quiet, sit down quietly and act dumb, as if no one has actually said something.

It was until one evening, when we are having dinner and I saw her sitting at a corner alone. It was then I walked over, sat in front of her and talked to her properly. Initially, it was obvious that she didn’t want to talk, but then later on, she sort of opened up a little .

It is easy to understand her but the sad thing is, people just don’t take their time to understand her but to judge a book by its cover. I don’t mean everyone in that class is mean to her, just certain people ya know, but to her, it doesn’t matter anymore. Though she do talk to people sometimes, but you just know, she don’t belong to their group.

In the 3rd year, Samantha came as a transformed girl. She no longer wear  huge T-shirt, jeans and sandals to class, but she wears short skirt and high heels . Everyone in class was staring at her including me. She looks kinda awkward but sure, she looks good . All the boys in class for once, turned their heads at her, but the girls in class made fun of her more than ever and I think that was the reason why she reverted back to her old style.

In the 5th year, on the first day of class, she came with a whole new image. She wear high heels higher than any other girls in class and no, shirt and skirt are not more revealing =) But, she is much prettier compared to when she first came to our school. She had more confidence then, but you know, she is still stumbling to find her words and courage to speak up.

She then remained and kept quiet in class. Until the 6th year, which is also the final year, we had one final camp and she came by force. I talked to her and realized that she was still rather reluctant to talk to me. But the whole time, I insisted that we both should talk and I thank God that I did; because I didn’t, we wouldn’t have been friends till today =).

Everyone that has written about Samantha, has seen her cheerful and bubbly side. But as for me, I have never seen her being cheerful and bubbly throughout my schooling life with her. If she laughs, it will just be for a few seconds and then she’ll have that neutral face expression again. Overall, in everyone’s opinion, Samantha is this girl who is not cheerful, hard to approach and egoistic and in my opinion, if they have been nicer to her, things wouldn’t end up tragically for her.

I remember in the camp, we are all given a piece of blank A4 paper and we have to write about how we feel on that piece of paper. We’ll then paste it on the wall so that everyone can read. Guess what, she pasted up a piece of empty paper and it was a shock to all the facilitators but no one said anything but to view her as a problematic and secretive girl.

I remember clearly, after that event, everyone was to take their bathe and go for dinner. After dinner, I saw her sitting down alone by the badminton court, watching the sun setting slowly. I sat beside her and she was surprise to see me. And this is our very first conversation:

Me: Hey, what are you doing here all alone?

Samantha: Nothing?

Me: So you want to join them over there? [I am referring to our classmates who are having their dinner]

Samantha: No, but go ahead if you want to.

Me: Actually, why is your A4 paper empty?

Samantha: Because it’s empty la.

And it was so obvious that she didn’t want to talk to me at all. So, throughout the whole camp in camp, she was actually all alone and you can be sure that she is the happiest person when the camp came to an end … Then, we both graduated and left the place.

I’ve never heard from her ever since and I saw her after a few months and we talked for 30 minutes [For your information, it was the longest record that she talked to anyone of us in class]. I was very surprise to know that she went for National Service [Hence, the disappearance]. When I told her that no one probably knows that she went for National Service, she replied curtly:

Good la.

What is so good, I don’t know … But then, when our conversation ended, I asked for her number, E-mail address and she added on with her blog URL and it shocks me a lot when I read her blog. It’s like WOW~ My classmate whom ever girls regard as snobbish and cried in camp a few times and the girl that never smiles is such a different person actually

Then I know, she isn’t who I thought she was. We did find some time and chit chatted and I realized that she is actually a very nice person and as I get to know her, I get to know some of my classmates’ ugly side. When I ask her why didn’t she stand up for what she thinks is right, she just shrug it off and said:

Well, I’m used to it.

From what I’ve seen for myself and heard from her, I just realized that all this while she is just plainly and clearly hurt with what some people in class have done to her. Though she don’t appear to looks like one who will feel hurt just because you’ve ignored her, I think she does and I think she is just keeping quiet sometimes.

The other day I had a good chat with one of our schoolmate and when I mentioned Samantha’s name, she smiled and said – Yea, I remember her. The quiet quiet one in class, very hardworking, studious and umm… somewhat my friends and I don’t like her. And I never know why, but I can guess why.

Only this year, we became closer to each other and I get to know more about her; that is how I agree with what the other two friends of hers wrote about her

~*~

And so, this is the story of Samantha A part of her life that perhaps no one has ever expected it to be.

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Today’s post is specially dedicated to the birthday girl today [24th September] who goes by the name Meow Nano Wei Qi!!

Nano says hie!

Wei Qi and I had never been in the same class at all ever since Year 1 till Form 5. Yea I know, what a thing to happen. I only remember seeing Wei Qi and Wei Sy [Yes Nano's twin!!] in primary school tying two ponytails together to school and everywhere they go, they hold hands [Aww!] but at that time, I don’t know their names [Sorry la =P, we are not in the same class and I was just in Year 1 =P So I'm so shy haha!!]

Nano’s twin, Wei Sy.

The only memory that I remember about Wei Qi in primary school is that we only know each other because of Moral class and after that, I remember talking to her in Year 4 and then, I don’t remember anything anymore because at that time, she is insignificant in my life.

Look at her waist!!

The next thing I knew was, we are in secondary school and this is when Ee Jane and I officially became inseparable and this is when, Ee Jane and I created our own world and are officially stuck in our own world and no one else exist anymore to the extend I only realized that I was in the same Moral class [We went over to their class] as Wei Qi and Wei Sy and they both sat in front of Ee Jane and I in FORM 3 [That's like the 3rd year we are in the same class for Moral].

Woof and Meow.

So Ee Jane and I obviously did not bother about the existent of Wei Qi and Wei Sy but we refer them as THE TWINS so we never actually call them by their name =P. And so, we went on to Form 4 and Wei Qi, Wei Sy and I are in different class again. Their class is just next to mine but the thing is, I never wanted to bother them. If I see them anywhere, I’ll just wave or say hie and then just walk away.

Nano rajin-ing in class.

The only thing that I remember about Wei Qi and Wei Sy is, when I pass by their class to go to the toilet, they are ALWAYS SLEEPING! Yes, I pass by the class 100 times, 100 times also they are sleeping! Yes, yes, facing the same direction and with the same pose and it’s amazing how they still score in exams and until today, Wei Qi is still the same [Not sure about Wei Sy though =p] and come, I show you my collection of her sleeping photos.

In Lower 6.

During karaoke. Don’t ask me how can she sleep there ah.

During boring Monday assemblies.

Sleeping on the way back to school from the PA Seminar here. Photo by Jason Sim.

Sleeping during the PA Seminar break. And that’s my muka bangun tidur -____- SIN YEE! HOW CAN YOU!!!

Sleeping while playing bowling.

There are more photos [I'm sure of it:D] but I think I’ve overlook them in my folders so never mind! Those photos above are already enough to prove that she sleeps EVERYWHERE at ANYTIME!

Nano playing UNO in class while copying Maths 2 notes.

And then in Form 5, this is when Wei Qi and I got closer a little bit [Yes, a little bit] to each other. Because she asked me to find her a pen pal [Some Queen's Guide exam] and I suggested my cousins who were at Singapore and later I figure out that my cousins would not have the time to bother actually so I offered to be her fake pen pal from Singapore and that is when we started E-mailing each other [HAHAHA!] and I remember I was so lazy to reply her because I don’t know what to write about la [I only know Singapore got the nice mega sales =P]

Muka Nano masa bercakap =P

After that, blah blah blah, I don’t remember talking to her anymore. Ah I REMEMBER ALREADY!! She was the ERT Club President and then Ee Jane and I quitted ERT Club because of some unfair stuffs that happened in the club. No, it has nothing to do with Wei Qi at all and I don’t think Wei Qi even knows about it =P [Yea, she's gonna ask me now! Haha!]

From L-R: Wei Sy, Wen Yin, Wei Qi. Her old life back in Convent as one of the Girl Guides Committee Member.

So, after SPM, I didn’t bother about her anymore and in fact, I don’t even remember her actually because of some personal reasons [So don't ask but it has nothing to do with Wei Qi or Wei Sy or any of my close friends]. In fact, I never expect to see her again on the first day of orientation.

Hahaha!

After orientation, I went back to National Service for two weeks and after two weeks, when I came to KHS officially for Form 6, I remember she was smiling and waving to me and deep down in my heart, I was very [Yes, very] reluctant to talk to her and layan her actually because of the same aforementioned personal reasons.

I still remember our first conversation ever in KHS is this:

Wei Qi: Eh!! You also come Form 6 ah?! *Excited face*

Me: Yah Haha…

Wei Qi: Which class you wanna enter?

Me: Physics.

Wei Qi: I’m in Physics class also *Excited smile* My class is 6BE, Sim also same class as me. Remember ah, tell the teacher you want 6BE la if possible!

Me: Sim?! As in SIM SIN YEE?! [Was on super bad terms with Sin Yee at the end of Form 5 till early Form 6] And  Physics got how many classes ah?

Wei Qi: Ya. Sim Sin Yee. Why? Got 2 classes.

Actually deep down I was making a mental note like this :

Tell the teacher I don’t want 6BE if I am put into 6BE.

Me: Oh nothing la haha… Okay, will try to but I don’t think so la. Hey, gotta go find the teacher in charge. See ya…

Wei Qi: Ah okay la. Hopefully same class la! *Happy smile*

And deep down I was thinking:

God save me. Different class please!!

True enough, my wish was granted and I was put in a different class [Which I thanked God that day itself!] and God knows how I was transferred to their class and then blah blah blah [We'll save this for some other day, or else we are gonna off topic for sure].

*Nano is gonna go ->  CIS! EARLY KNOW AH, I DON’T LAYAN YOU AT ALL!

I was just plainly pissed off on my first day of being transferred out of 6BF to 6BE because of the aforementioned personal reason and Wei Qi was happily striking up a conversation with me and actually, I don’t really want to talk to her. In fact, when I see she and Sin Yee, I am just plainly very annoyed and made up my mind to never talk to them or anyone else at all.

Later on, I realized that Wei Qi is uhh, quite nice … So that’s when I began to change my point of view towards her and in fact, she was the one and only  sole reason why I did not change stream =) [Yea, you can be proud of this! ]

Hahaha! She looks so cuteee!

And so, we aren’t exactly very close to each other last year but then, okay la. We only became super close in Upper 6! When we are in Upper 6, it was only then I felt really, really close to her =) Before that, it was just this acknowledgment that I am close to her but there wasn’t this feeling you know =P Haha!

Upper 6 is the year where I really, really enjoyed myself with her. You know, I’ve never once expect myself to be close to her and to feel attached to her as well and what’s more, I don’t even expect her to be one of the best-est friend that I ever had in life.

Aww… What a loving sister!

Wei Qi is this girl full with smiles and laughter and is a very friendly girl as well She doesn’t give up easily [In fact, I've never seen her giving up] and she always try to DO HER BEST in whatever she’s doing and would want it to be fruitful and beautiful. Even if people don’t appreciate it, she’ll just let out a sigh and say, never mind la and then she’ll forget about it.

She is very hardworking and enjoys saving the environment by squeezing all her work into tiny tiny handwriting that you have to squint your eyes to read -_- Oi, write and draw bigger la LIKE ME, BIG and CLEAR!

See how she squeeze her handwriting!!

Wei Qi is also the smallest size and smartest girl in our class [Hence the name Nano- Inspired by Praki Boy presentation on nanotechnology] and also the second blurest person after Ai Leng. Wei Qi has always been there for me through all my ups and downs and I ensured that she is in every competition that I represented the school so that we can both work together and go to the same place together and not feel bored

*Cough*

I remember vividly that we both joined the blog competition for the PRS this year and we stayed up late night till 2am just to get it done [And not being appreciated somemore!!!]. We went through the desperate moments of sticking photos of our friends on the missing AJK-s photos [HAHAHA!] and I desperately created reports and posted up fake photos [Photos which are not PRS activities but class/school activities] and pretended as if the PRS in our school are super active [Thank God for my super crapping ability].

Her table.

When I got into trouble in school, she was there constantly supporting me and asking after me and even offered to help me which I am extremely grateful for because she is the only one who offered to. She turns up to school everyday after 7.20am and is the slowest one to walk to the canteen/toilet/pack her bag.

The Nano!!

Wei Qi had made my life in KHS much more meaningful, happier and better I cannot imagine life in KHS without her at all, life’s gonna be so unbearable!! Wei Qi is definitely a friend that everyone would love to have [NO! SHE'S MINE! ]. She is jovial, caring in many ways and very honest as well! She will always to be fair in her judgment but she is a very indecisive person =|…

Her kangaroo keychain that everyone loves to kidnap =p

The song No Matter by Angel will always remind me of Wei Qi because she used it as her handphone ringtone and is crazy over that song for a period of time She is also the one in school whom I confide all my secrets to and she is also the one in school, who understands me the most

Among all my girl friends in KHS, she is the only one who is willing to do crazy poses in public with me and pose for my Baby Ixus so that I can have something to blog about =p And she is the one, whom I have tonnes of her random photos in my camera to plot up a scandal [One day you are gonna thank me for all the photos okay!] Hahaha!!

Wei Qi is definitely one of the friend whom I would want to hold on to my whole life/next life and she is also one of my best-est friend whom I’ve held closely to my heart and life. Though I know we’ll never end up in the same university and course [We have different interest], but I know, we’ll always be best-est friend and remember each other and all the sweetest memories that we’ve shared together in Form 6 [Though life's hell in Form 6].

She is mystery gift from God to me, because I’ve never once wanted to take her as my close friend but now, I know why am I in Form 6 And Wei Qi is also like a sister to me [They say best friends are siblings that God has forgotten to give us] and she is one of the friends that had filled my life with sunshine and rainbow and will always be the one I’ll keep closely to my memory, life and heart forever

The cartoon version of Nano and I!! I edited until very susah one okay!

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me and thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me! I hope, I’ve been a wonderful friend to you too! [Albeit, causing awkward moment for you on the 10th September 2009] =p

And here I am, with all my heart, full with love and care, I wish you a very…

Happy 19th Birthday! :D

~HUGS~!

P/S: Yay! I’m the FIRST to wish Nano Happy Birthday on the phone and SMS!! =D =P

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Hello! This post will be all about the Journey To Enlightenment at Chin Swee Temple, Genting! There will be a lot of disturbing photos [for certain people, not me =P], so if you find them disturbing/disgusting, don’t complain ah, you’ve been warned

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Hello everyone! Yes that’s me at the entrance of Journey To Enlightenment! [So this photo is NOT disturbing/disgusting ah ] Come, I give you the brief introduction first as taken from the information board there!

Journey to Enlightenment is a place where our next generation can learn about moral principles and ethics, and to apprehend the meaning of karma.

It encourages human beings to be kindhearted and law abiding person. It teaches people to become an ethical person. Sinful behavior in current life will result in harsh punishments in hell.

A visit to Journey Of Enlightenment will enlighten a person to appreciate  human life, will understand that committing evil act will be punished in hell.

It tells the story of 10 Hell Chamber where a kind person was rewarded and evil person was punished, to deter people from committing sunful act.

It lead our next generation to perform charity and accumulate virtue, to make them understand good deeds will be awarded and evil will be recompensed with evil.

So, here we go!!

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Registration Office

The first stop will be the Registration Office. Eh, you know what, I can’t find the description about this anywhere there. Okay, it’s either I missed it out or memang tak ada. *Makes a mental note to check out next time*

My guessing is that, this is where all dead people come and then, they register themselves before being brought to the different hell chambers.

Imaging waking up in the middle of the night and you see the guy at the most left in this photo -_-…

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First Hell Chamber: Qin Guang Wang

Qin Guang Wang of First Hell Chamber manages the book of birth and death of human realm, their longevity or a premature death. He centrally controls the penalties of human being’s while in realm.

After death, a good person will be sent for rebirth to Heavenly Realm or Western Pureland of Great Bliss, where a person who has done equally virtuous and evil deed will be sent to the Tenth Hell Chamber for rebirth to human realm.

Those who had seriously committed unwholesome actions would be taken to the right chamber, to review his or her wrong doing and the penalties for that action.

The judge’s name Qin Guang Wang.

If I could get a mirror, it will be a mirror to understand how exactly others think and feel. But wait, then I wouldn’t be taking my time to know and understand others. K la, I don’t want. Unless it shows me my STPM questions this year .

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Second Hell Chamber: Chu Jiang Wang

Chu Jiang Wang of Second Hell Chamber is the controller of the Reviving Hell. It is located beneath the Southern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who abducted men or women, occupied properties not belonging to them, caused other disability, doctor who malpractice, couples who cheated marriage, people who have not repay the four graciousness and committed suicide, will be punished here after death.

Maybe that green fellow is related to Shrek.

Pool of… whatever you call it

Hell interior ornaments =S

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Third Hell Chamber: Song Di Wang

Song Di Wang of Third Hell Chamber is the controller of the Black-Line Hell. It is located beneath the South Eastern Wu Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who disobeyed the senior, dishonest and disloyal, harmed others for self benefit, not practiced morality, in conspiracy to cheat money, escaped from prison, took advantage of others, committed seduction, forgery, false accounting, robbery and stealing will be punished here after death.

Whenever I see any blue man, it reminds me of The 5 People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom.

This is pretty scary =| They poke your eyeballs out, pull out your intestines and pull your tongue =S

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Fourth Hell Chamber: Wu Guan Wang

Wu Guan Wang of Fourth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Rounding-Up and Crushing Hell. It is located beneath the Eastern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who evaded taxes, not paying rents, cheated in sales, gave fake medicine, caused others unwholesome thoughts and vanity disrespected elderly, wrested away in secret, bullied good folks, mislead others, littered, intentionally not attended their farm, pretended and misused the influences of worldly gods, not being law abiding, not taking care of elderly and poor, will be punished here after death.

I wanna know can he read properly with his long tongue

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Fifth Hell Chamber: Yan Luo Tian Zi

Okay, this is confusing. The carving on the stone wrote Sen Luo Wang and then the description board wrote Yan Luo Tian Zi. Okay, maybe it’s the same thing but I don’t know =S Never mind, read only la

Yan Luo Tian Zi of Fifth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Howling Hell. It is located beneath the North Eastern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who violated the correct principles, bullied the virtuous and feared the wicked, haggled over fame and fortune, raped, harmed other’s right, was stingy, like to fight and gamble, was jealous of the kind hearted, refused to be advised, shooting poultry and birds, wrested away farm land, destructed water source, killing will be punished here after death.

The punishments in the Fifth Hell Chamber.

Close up.

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Sixth Hell Chamber: Bian Cheng Wang

Bian Cheng Wang of Sixth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Great Howling Hell. It is located beneath the Nothern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who disregarded sutras and its teaching, showed disrespect to Buddhas and other worldly gods, violated ethical practices, committed vandalism, wasted staple food, will be punished here after death.

This is super ouch =S

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Seventh Hell Chamber: Tai Shan Wang

Tai Shan Wang of Seventh Hell Chamber is the controller of Heating Hell. It is located beneath the North Western Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who against common laws, live lavishly, committed unethical business practices or tomb raiding, abortion, gambling, mislead juvenile, bullied the weak, fabricated the truth will be punished here after death in respective small hells.

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Eight Hell Chamber: Du Shi Wang

Du Shi Wang of Eighth Hell Chamber is the controller of Intense Heating Hell. This hell is located beneath the Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who did not practice filial piety, caused fear, panic, sadness or worry to their parents or in laws, will be punished here after death.

This is gonna be painful.

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Ninth Hell Chamber: Ping Deng Wang

Ping Deng Wang of Ninth Chamber of the Hell of Ultimate Torment. This hell is located beneath the South Western Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Here, the hells surrounded each other and stacked one atop another.

Those who set fire on homes, destroyed other’s properties, caused confusion, engage in abortion service, enticed young man, raped young girl, will be punished severely in this hell after death.

Another long tongue man.

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Tenth Hell Chamber: Zhuan Luan Wang

The Tenth Chamber of Zhuan Luan Wang is located outside the Wuo Jiao Stone of Hell Realm to the east and directly facing this samsara world of five degeneration.

This hell is equipped with six Bridges of Gold, Silver, Jade, Wood, Nai He, etc. All those who arrive here from other hell will be sent for reincarnation in the four great continents depending on their accumulation of merits.

Whether one is born as female or male, into wealthy or poor family, all the details will be recorded and compiled monthly before registration with the first chamber.

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After that, all will be lead to the Zhuo Wang Altar of Meng Po Shen at Feng Du, offered a drink to lose all previous memories and finally reincarnated into the six realms.

Sometimes, it’s good to forget about certain things that you don’t want to remember anymore .

Reincarnation

The End

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Before I end this post, everyone go visit Porkie’s blog here [CLICK!] and watch his video and then vote for him by giving him thumbs up HERE. Okay don’t watch also never mind, just vote for him =P [His video is worth a watch!]

P/S: AH LUI, you must vote and ask all your friends to vote your Daddy! If he win, let’s make him buy us a very, very good dinner and take us for shopping!!

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This is the second time I am typing this out because the first one was somewhat crappy so I decided to write a brand new post! =) Actually there is another friend of mine [Yes, this IS Samantha!] who is supposed to blog for me but then he told me that he can’t do it today ’cause he’s busy [*Kicks*].

So, of course la I’m not gonna leave all of you without a nice post =P And here it is, about friendship! =)

But before I go on, I would very much like to explain that this post is not dedicated to anyone and is not related to anyone in anyway. If you are offended or terasa by some words of mine, then, I’m sorry but I’m not sorry for what I’ve typed because they are all my own opinion [Sorry, I'm just very sick of people telling what should I do lately].

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For me, friendship is something very valuable and precious =) It can NEVER be replaced by anything else in this world and most of all, it is fragile and one should always handle it with care.

I know the title of this post had been posted up elsewhere on another friend’s blog but then, this is not a post to argue about that particular friend’s point no matter how many times I roll my eyes when I read that post.

To me, friendship is something that I hold very close to my heart and it is something that plays a very big part of my life in many aspects. In my life, I’ve met many type of friends and I am very grateful for meeting the good friends and the bad ones [You know who you are].

Friends are also people who accept you for you are and loves you for who you are although you may appear to be super annoying to someone else. I am just very grateful for all the best friends who have walked into my life =) and had never once walk away but had always stood beside me, holding my hands.

People say, best friends are people who lift up your spirit and give you full encouragement when you need it and best friends are also people who will never leave you when trouble comes around.

Generally, all my friends are good friends [As for the bad ones, you KNOW who you are] and I hope, I’ve been a good friend to all of them as well =) For me, good friends and best friends does have a difference [Please NOTE the BEST and GOOD friends in this post].

But I am not going to talk about good friends today. I am going to talk about BEST FRIENDS.

Best friends are very, very [to the power of infinity] important people in my life. I’ve always tried my best to send them a forward SMS once in a while to let them know that they are not forgotten by me and they are also the people whom I hold very close to my heart and I’ll never, ever let them go.

Yes, I admit, I’ve let one of them go early this year because I cannot stand the way I was mistreated, insulted and taken advantage of to the extend there is nothing that the  friend can do to convey his/her apology and how sorry he/she is [If there is any intention to do so].

Most of my best friends are girls [99.99999%] and it’s sad to know that one or two of them had changed for the worst but still, I love them all the same =). And well, since in the previous post, Mysterious Blogger wrote about me from A-Z, so now, I shall write about BEST FRIENDS from A-Z in my opinion:

a) Best friends are people whom you treasure them a lot in life and put them ahead of other friends.

b) Best friends are people who knows you inside out.

P/S: Most of my best friends had met my parents and had dinner with my family =P

c) Best friends are also people who randomly pop up outside your house just to say hello! [Aww! Porkieeee! -MWAHHH!- =D]

d) Best friends are also people whom you know, if they need your help in any aspect, you will want to be the first to help them and even if you can’t, you will in any way, try to find a solution or stay by their side.

e) Best friends are people who give you their full moral support from the back and will NEVER back off.

f) Best friends are also people whom you pakat with to cheat together in games =P[*Hint: UNO UNO!]

g) Best friends are also people who are always beside you in every photos and when both of you view the photos together, instead of looking at yourself first, you will first look at your best friend.

h) Best friends are also the people who knows what are you most afraid about, what do you love the most and they know what annoys you the most and what do you hate the most.

i) Best friends are also people who will send you encouraging SMS to give you the courage and bravery to do something that you thought you couldn’t. Trust me, the power of it is infinitely strong =).

j) Best friends are also people who think on what to buy for your birthday and will take hours picking the present, the wrapper and will try to think up of a way to surprise you and watch you smile!

k) Best friends are also people whom you talk with for hours on the phone in the middle of the night  and when you see each other the next day in school or anywhere and you see the same puffy eyes, you will smile at each other because you know, what a great conversation you had.

l) Best friends are also people whom you give your full trust to.

m) Best friends are also people whom you are working with together in almost every experiment and project and are people who go everywhere wherever you go.

Buku Chit Chat/Windows Live Messenger

n) Best friends are also people who feel bored in class together with you and find the need to talk or else they will also die of boredom just as how you felt at that point of time =P

o) Best friends are also people whom you will lend them your stuffs [Even the most precious one] because you know, they will treat your stuffs as theirs.

p) You have AT LEAST one of their stuffs with you at home that you know, they are not using it and you can return it when they ask back for it [Hahaha!]

q) You will go shopping together and if both of you fell in love with the same item, all the better because you can make wonderful plans the next time to wear the same one out together

r) Your best friends will be as excited as you are if you have a new boyfriend and they will very much love to meet your boyfriend and then give concrete comments about your boyfriend to you [So that you will know whether he is really, really good or good for nothing].

s) You share your food and whatever you can share with them.

t) They will use up all their credit just to SMS you just because you told them that you are sad…

u) You have the ups and downs of friendship with them and in every fights, you learn and understand more about them and will accept them again as who they are.

v) You know can be as honest as you want to be with them because you know, they’ll appreciate your sincere comment.

w) They will commit crime together with you [Breaking school rules etc =P ] and will advise you against doing stupid things which will harm yourself

x) Best friends are people whom we know, who will always be there even if we don’t see them. By sending a simple message saying that you are sad, they will move mountains and swim across the sea, just to cheer you up again.

y) Best friends are people whom you had laugh with together till your tears came out and you are still laughing over it.

z) Best friends are also people who are important in your life and you know, you too, have a place in their life =)…

In this post, most of the photos are from my Convent days It is not because that I do not appreciate my KHS friends, I appreciate them all the same but it’s just that, I realized how little photos of my Convent close friends I have posted up, so I’ve decided to put them up in this post =).

Afterall, I’ll still be in KHS and there will be a lot more post about KHS eh? So yea, in a nutshell [From Praki or Kamal or whoever], if you are my friend, you will always and forever be my friend no matter what people say about you and you will forever be close to me =).