Happy New Year everyone!! But my blog today isn’t going to be about New Year =P It will be about Christmas last year [Yea 2009 is last year now =P]. Christmas was a nice one for me last year, unexpectedly though
Christmas Eve was wonderful and Christmas is just perfect! For those of you who knows EXACTLY why, please keep it to yourself =P Later tell out already I shy la, how?! =P
Right, so here we go; my Christmas day in 2009 :
Ee Jane, Wei Qi, Wei Sy and I had Christmas lunch together! We went to Ee Jane house to cook [Spaghetti and mushroom soup] and bake [American apple pie and orange biscuits] because her kitchen itself is like a restaurant one already. Wait till you see the number of refrigerators and ovens she has at home.
P/S: Dictator of the day = Ee Jane =P
This is NanoMeow Wei Qi opening the can with a can opener with the dictator watching over her =P.
This is me, opening another can with the can opener and turns up that that’s the can which is the hardest to open. Okay fine, actually it’s like this:
Me: *Picks the can that I first see*
Wei Sy: Wa, thanks wor for picking the can with the bigger diameter =D
Me: What? *Checks* Thanks for telling you can have this now .
Wei Sy: YOR! Early know I don’t tell you!!
Me: =P
And Ee Jane have to use a spoon to open it because apparently, when the can opener did not cut the whole thing out properly -_- Dei, I’m not lousy okay! The can is!! Yes that must be the reason!!!
Pico Wei Sy happily open the other can with a bigger diameter easily.
The moral of the story is don’t think too much and don’t be lazy T.T. Sometimes a little more work will just save us from more work later on =|
Cans opened by Nano and Pico; called twins for a reason =p.
I wash the plates like Cinderella [Hahaha!]. So now, where’s my Prince Charming in his bright shining armor on a magnificent white horse who will sweep me off my feet and put me on his white horse and we’ll travel towards the sunset together to his palace !
Nano/NanoMeow/WeiQi is an expert in cutting mushrooms into fine, thin slices you know. So Pico/Woof/Wei Sy and I decided that she can cut all of them since she is an expert. Mana tau Nano realized that Pico and I are relaxing while talking to each other.
She decided that she can’t have it that way… So she…
Made me cut 2 mushrooms =|
And Pico to cut another 2 mushrooms =| and we are both off to chit chatting again =P
90% of Nano’s work, 5% of Pico’s and 5% of mine =P
A gun-like thingy in Ee Jane’s hand. Therefore she is a dictator. Proven .
Me! Stirring the mushroom soup until my tangan lenguh and passed the work to Pico!
Slurrp! It’s a combination of two different flavours! =P It was like this:
Ee Jane: I really, really wanted to try this seafood one but they don’t have it in the big can.
Me: Aiya, take both la.
Ee Jane: Will it be nice ah if mix both together?
Me: Should be okay one la.
Ee Jane: What if cannot taste one of it at all har?
Me: Drink only la haha! Cannot taste then got mushroom taste then okay la =P.
Ee Jane: Hmm… Okay lor.
That’s how we ended up with two different flavours =P. When both of us can’t make up our mind between two items and cannot find anything bad about the other one, we’ll end up buying both and had NEVER once regretted =P
The dictator! =P I tell you what, I am extremely thankful that Wei Qi and Wei Sy came along! Haha! If not ah, I have to do really, really a lot of work =P
The dictator commented that the soup is not creamy enough yet. So Pico have to continue stirring =P
Look at this Nano tying her hair. I tell you what, she cari alasan one only =P After she tie her hair, she went and SMS someone *Ahem ahem!* =P
This is Pico saying HOT WATER !
Poor Pico was holding the pot full with soup for a minutes because:
Wei Sy: Where is the pelapik? Need a pelapik or not to put the soup? *Looks left and right*
Me: Ask Ee Jane!! *Standing*
Wei Qi: Orh. Ee Jane, Ee Jane~ *Standing*
Wei Sy: Eh faster la. Heavy le!
Me: Eh Nano, go and ask Ee Jane in the kitchen.*Lazy *
Wei Qi: Hah? Orh, orh! *Walks to the kitchen*
Me: Heavy le hehe!
Wei Sy: Yes la! My hand lenguh already!!
Me:
Yea I know I am so helpless =P
Nano The I Don’t See Half Evil Reindeer
Haha! This is Ee Jane’s face expression of Are You Sure Or Not! =P
Tengok that Pico SMS-ing behind there and Nano smiling there, watching Ee Jane doing work =P
She scoops spaghetti for us.
Nano scoops soup for everyone and Pico is watching her =D.
And I’m weighing myself on a weighing machine Sorry! I can’t resist any weighing machine! =P Whenever I see one, I simply have to weigh myself =P And NO, I’m not telling you my weight; don’t you know that a woman’s weight is a secret?!
Everyone applause! This is the first time I see Nano taking a second helping without being asked to =P And please excuse me I am eating in the photo =P I looks so cute right, right, right =P I knowwww, don’t need to say anythg! *Shys*
Dearest Ai Leng The Cow who was grounded on Christmas Day of all days. This photo is dedicated to you to show that we acknowledge your invisible presence. See, Pico and I are touching your head and Ee Jane is holding your shoulder. Ada hati betul kita ni !
I makan until left this much and I felt err full =P
I am actually very ladylike one but they made me pose like this =P
See the twins, so hebat makan until the pot also almost licin berkilat!
Preparing the ice for pineapple juice
Tsk! Look what Pico is doing when Nano is washing the plates! Bad Pico!
See, after Nano wash, I rinse, Ee Jane make the drinks and Pico curi tulang/snap photos Aih, rajinnya saya ! *Bangga* =P
This is Pico measuring the sugar.
And so, Pico and Nano measure until super super accurate and obviously they start prasan-ing =P In the end, they have to measure everything la hahaha! I bet they enjoy it as well =P
Pico cutting the butter
I think on Christmas day, one of the lesson that I’ve learnt is that, you know when you buy butter and you flip and see the bottom of the butter, there are actually lines to indicate where to cut exactly for 50g etc.
I don’t care if it’s too late to know about this but I am just highly excited about it because tak sangka the butter companies are so considerate towards us =P And I remember that the last time I helped Ee Jane to cut the butter, we potong slowly and measure you know! =|
But it’s okay, life is all about learning [With the exception of opening up any school books please thank you!] .
When I see the butter and sugar, I remembered Chemistry. The one about fats and ester but thank God, no equations came into my mind [Because I never remember them =P] and I remembered how Puan Chew will teach in class about Organic Chemistry which Nano will then proceed to sleep =D…
When I see anything moving in a straight line, it reminded of an Add Maths chapter; Particle In A Straight Line, a chapter which I’ve NEVER studied for SPM because I have the choice to not do that question and so, until today, I never understand what the heck is that whole chapter about =P.
Then when I see anything moving in a circular motion, I remember Form 6 Physics, Rotation Of A Rigid Body and right, whatever chapters that have anything moving in a circular motion.
Please ignore my muka tak seberapa cantik di dalam gambar ini.
Ee Jane and I sharing a drink as usual! =D Yea man, we are lesbians so kindly do not try to seduce either one of us because:
WE ARE LOYAL!
Unless you are Wang Lee Hom of course !
These apples have labels.
Pico removed the labels and stick them at the back of Nano’s shirt
Eh Pico, did Nano went to watch Avatar like this ah?
100% dipotong oleh Pico. Accuracy 10^-12.
A machine that requires an expert.
=D Actually to think about it, my future boyfriend/husband [If I ever have one that is =P ] will be a super kesian guy. You see, I don’t give a shit about baking or cooking and I avoid them at all cost because… a lot of work la
See, so teliti; very unlike me that is
Aih, so teliti! People, she is the best calon isteri! =P Grab her now before… Eh sorry, I forgot that she belongs to Kamal =P
Ee Jane + Samantha = Satellite.
To think about it, it has been 3 years since Ee Jane and I worked together on a school project.
Memberikan tumpuan yang sepenuhnya semasa memasak epal =P
This is a… a… big sudu kayu =D
Nano doing work under the dictator’s supervision
Nano falling asleep without the dictator’s supervision
Some people need a good knock on their head like this. So that they’ll wake up and see the truth. But just trust me, they WILL NEVER ever wake up to see the truth in front of them.
They will rather sleep and sleep and be blinded by their own assumptions and lies told by others =D.
I am just glad that I am awake right now ; very much unlike you =P.
Pico had a hard time opening the potato chips =|
Nano love PINK potato chips
Preparing the base.
Add the topping.
Lovely! =D
Cover up.
While Ee Jane and Nano are busy preparing the pie, Pico and I are busy snapping photos and snacking on potato chips =P
Doing the kaki burung.
Kaki burung.
It’s called kaki burung because in the cartoon Snow White, the birds helped Snow White to do the design in the photo with their feet =P Hence the name kaki burung! Haha!!
Pico is applying a layer of egg white on top =D
Can you see the star?!
Ee Jane adjusting something on the oven after putting in the pie
Pico rajin-ing, to compensate for her kemalasan earlier on =P.
Grated orange + dough.
Pico playing around without the presence of the dictator =P.
Fuiyo, see! The dictator come only straight away pura-pura tolong Nano =P.
The latest photo frame in town!
This is not my idea ah .
Ee Jane and the beautifully baked pie!
The excited twins shaping the cookies with the potato chips cover =P
Into the oven
Ee Jane’s handphone new wallpaper, snapped by ME!
American apple pie <3
Orange cookies <3
Pico love the cat =P
Overall, I had a very, very good time with Ee Jane, Wei Qi and Wei Sy! Thank you for everything and thank you for spending quality time together! =D Maybe we should have more gathering together and chit chat yea =P
And now I miss them .
~*~
Potato chips at the end of the can.
On 25th December 2009, the year 2009 is drawing to an end. And today, 1st January 2010, the year 2009 had come to an end.
As much as I dread the year to end, it is as much as I dread to say- Oh, I’m turning 20 this year. Now I know why people say TIME FLIES, so I guess you only say that when you are getting older.
One of the days when I was trying on clothes in a shopping mall, I received a message from a friend which inspired the title of my post today.
So as I was messaging with that friend, the term LOCK and KEY came into my mind as I remembered the enzyme and the substrate thingy in Biology Form 4. My heart sank as I thought about it. I sat down quietly on a bench and looked around as pictures of memories flooded my mind and the whole time I was wondering the whys and wherefores of that particular incident.
It’s Christmas today [The midnight of 24th December] and now, right in front of me, there is a friend of mine, whom I am looking at and I remembered how we misunderstood each other for such a long time only to realize that the truth is the other way round. Some conversations still made me laugh; for example:
I thought you were with him?
Nooooo I wasn’t!
But I thought so?
That’s what you think it is but it isn’t! =P
And it is usually followed by a long and awkward moment of silence and smiles and it will then… break into a laughter which still ring in my ears as I am typing this.
Last Christmas, I remembered vividly how you misunderstood me and how I stared at my mobile for a very long time, wondering the whys of there isn’t any reply from you. I began to wonder if you are just that ignorant [whether on purpose or not] or you just… want to avoid me but it did not took me long to realize why… And it was all just a simple reason which is:
It is not an obligation to do so.
Isn’t it?
Some people try to let go the feelings they have for each other. But at the end of the day, they will just realized that they can never do it and that, they are the one feeling tortured upside down.
Have you ever once fallen in love with a friend only to realize that it was wrong to do so? Only to realize that it was way too late to turn time back and fix it again and waking up, realizing what you’ve said and done, regretting it and eventually, wondering why did you do so. Perchance, you might even wonder IF there is anything that you could do to make things right again.
This, had happened to the friend of mine who is in front of me right now and myself.
The question here is; why?
Both of us have misunderstood each other in the most dramatic and traumatizing way that you could ever think up of. But thank God, all the misunderstandings have ended with just a word of hi on MSN and a phone call that made both of us felt like stupid fools for a complete 2 hours plus for as long as the phone call last.
We entangled ourselves in thoughts and assumptions that we made up in our own mind which killed the feelings that we have for each other. Though the feelings that you have for me is still there and strong as you claim to be, but something in me have changed.
Somehow, I feel guilty to type this out as I am looking at you right in front of me; but the truth is I felt grateful that we have once misunderstood each other. Because from this, I realize that we are both very different people and there are chances that, we both cannot accept the differences that we both have.
Sometimes, we hold on to the past; no matter wet or dry it may be…
I am aware of the fact that you have a past. A past that you told me that you tried to let go off and now you tell me that you have already do so but there are still doubts in me that you will then, see and take me as her. I am afraid to hold your hands because I realize that- what if one day you wake up and realize that you thought that it was her hands that you are holding all this while.
Though we have never once dated, but we both know that, we are the key to each others’ heart. Sadly, I decided to let it go and to walk away because I know, I don’t deserve you. I know there is another girl out there in your higher education, who is more like you and that, both of you are more compatible.
Each time I compare myself to her, I felt small and down because I know, I’ll never be as great as she is and that, I don’t make anyone proud of me as how she would make everyone around her proud of her and be envious of her.
Somehow I know, I am completely nothing as compared to her.
Don’t let the other girl go just because you say that she don’t hold the key to your heart like I do. Because, the key that I am holding; maybe the wrong key. Don’t hold on to me but let me go slowly. Let me walk away and let me walk out of your life slowly. Let me just be your friend.
If I say that I hold zero feelings for you, I am… lying.
I wanted you to be happy and I want you to realize that, though you knew me first before you knew her, but here is something that you must remember, which is; you spent more time with her compared to me. We knew each other for such a short period of time and that cannot justify anything as compared to the time you’ve spent with that girl who hold strong feelings for you right now in your higher education.
Pursue your dreams and ambition and forget about me – that’s what I said to you. You did try to and in the end, you came back telling me that you can never forget about me. This has nothing to do with my understanding or what you say and call, self-sacrificing ’cause I’m not and it’s such a big word to use it on me as I totally don’t deserve it.
Thank you for the lovely surprise and for everything that you have done for me. I appreciate them from the bottom of my heart sincerely. I cannot express how grateful I am to have this once in a lifetime experience given by you. How can I make you understand that I love you, but I can never be with you?
Will you give yourself a chance with that girl and forget about me? I know, you told me that I am the one you love but you forgot to add in the word, right now. Sooner or later, you will just realized that we have differences and that, you will see my point of view now.
Thank you for your love and everything else in between. In conclusion, I thank you for every single thing and for your presence in my life.
Let me stay in a place where I belong and a place where I can truly be myself. You will never understand and see my world in your eyes but I can see yours. Lamiae will never be with human beings because in the first place we don’t even know if lamiae really, really do exist just as how, you don’t even know if I really, really do exist in your world of thoughts and fun.
But there’s just one thing for sure, you do exist in my world but I know, that is not a place for you. And lastly…
I love you, but I know this love is not meant to be…
Merry Christmas…
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Jeng jeng jeng! The above is just a part of a story that I wanted to write, so uhh, opinions needed please? And not to forget,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
To everyone of you!! -HUGS!- Have a blessed Christmas everyone!
The last day of STPM [For the Science stream] falls on the 10th December 2009. It is definitely one of the day that I’ve waited for a very, very long time but then… it happens too, to be the day I dread the most. Because it simply means that we are saying goodbye and gosh, how I hate saying goodbye.
When I was in the exam hall, I kept on reminding myself, 45 more minutes to freedom is the final 45 minutes I’m seeing all this people in the hall and after that, we’ll just see each other online or on Facebook.
~*~
You don’t bother me, I don’t bother you.
Most of us were strangers to each other in KHS. Initially, quote Kean Jie:
Initially no one gives a f**k about each other. And after some time, everyone gives a f**k about each other.
It is true and that applies to me as well.
Now, I love you, you love me.
Who would have thought that everyone of us could be friends? Things always turned up unexpectedly and for the good. And another lesson here is, NEVER bloody SAY NEVER.
Let me tell you why [Off topic a while =P ]:
Kean Jie [Libra], Ee Hahn [Aquarius], Sage [Gemini]
Back in Lower 6, this 3 guys are my friends and two of them are my close friends and Kean Jie was uhh, not so close la, quite pissed off with him sometimes because sometimes the way he talk ah, very lanci one ahaha but later on I realized that he is just like that =P.
And so, Kean Jie and Ee Hahn are match made enemies in hell ever since God knows when. If Kean Jie did something that piss Ee Hahn off, Ee Hahn will come and complain to me and write it on his blog and the same goes for Kean Jie. So Sage and I are like uhh, the middle person.
Then never mind, when this two piss each other off, they will come and ask me at different times whether did the other party say anything to me or not about them and I will just shrug it off, malas nak layan =P.
Then the funniest thing is, both of them will claim that they are innocent [HAHAHA!! ]. By fate or what, this two got landed together in the same group for the Biology project. That means catching bugs together and working together.
I tell you what, this 2 complained to me upside down on WHY THEY HAVE TO END UP IN THE SAME GROUP. Then when I tell them- Actually Kean Jie/Ee Hahn is okay one la. A bit lanci only lo the way he talk , sometimes only la, other than that he is okay one la [It's true what, both of them talk also got a bit lanci one sometimes ahaha! =P ]
This two will retort like this in the most melebih-lebih tone ever you can think up off:
OKAY?!?!?!?! Okay for you la, not me -____-
And continue to complain about the other party. Kean Jie even almost punched Ee Hahn once for God knows what reason -_- Then after sometime, jadi The Three Musketeers [Kean Jie, Sage, Ee Hahn].
Huh, don’t know ah last time who ah pooh and boo when I say Libra, Aquarius and Gemini are best friends =P. Then don’t know who somemore ah, keep on saying will NEVER ever be friends. Haih -_________-…
That’s why, see, NEVER SAY NEVER!!!
~*~
Beautiful Girls!
I know I’m not going to see most of the KHS students again for a very, very, very long time. Sad? Well, yes I am but I can do nothing about it. You know what, when I came into KHS, I remembered how I took things for granted back in Form 5, thinking that I’ll ALWAYShave my close friends with me in Form 6 and in the end, I fell down and realized that, it was just all a dream.
I thank God that throughout my whole time in KHS, I did not take any friends for granted; thinking that they’ll always be there. Everyone in KHS plays a part in my life no matter how small you think it may be.
Many times in KHS, even a few weeks before trials, I was listening to the song True Colours by Maggie Reilley and I kept on thinking about my life back in Form 5 and how I emo-ed with the best friends about trials and now in Upper 6, I wasn’t exactly feeling emotional about trials because it seems… insignificant to me in so many ways; I don’t know why.
The Magic Mirror mask.
During trials, I saw many of my classmates cheating [The guys] and I kept quiet and watched them with amusement. Because they reminded me of me back in Convent when I was bloody desperate for Biology and Sejarah answers except this time, the handphone was one of the crime weapon =P Yea la, naik standard already you know =P [Wait, one day I blog about how to cheat in KHS =P]
The things that we do at MOSTI when we are bored =P.
There was a paper, okay, I think it’s Chemistry paper 2, which goes like this, I stare at the paper, the paper stare at me kind of situation. Frustrated, I did all I can and then proceed to just close the paper [Not like if I stare at it for 30 minutes per question I can answer all of them correctly okay].
I look at my watch [Yes, no clock in the class one] only to realize that I have A LOT of time more to spend. So I took out my mp3 player and switched on the radio only to see Ooi Jie looking at me with uhh… jealousy [He's bored too I'm sure] =P.
Birthday card for Miss Tan- By Wei Qi.
While listening to the radio, a song caught my attention because the lyrics reminded me of a friend and I copied down the lyrics only to hear the DJ announcing the title and singer:
Halo by Beyonce.
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now.
Sadly, now I’m letting you out because I had a lot of doubts. And now, standing in the light of your halo? Hah, you must be joking because THAT LIGHT WAS FROM MY HALO . Now, that’s more like me =P.
The 6-s: Kean Jie, Aliff, Alaggendran, Farid.
I realized that I can and I must never repeat the same mistake that I’ve made in Form 5 but sadly, I made about two or three major mistakes of my life in Lower 6 and another few more in Upper 6. I regretted being friends with certain people in KHS. There is a phrase that goes:
If a horse that you are riding threw you down in a thorny bush, when you get up, learn your lesson and never ever try to ride the same horse again.
I’ve always believe in giving chances. But sometimes, chances are not worth giving. You know why? When a person heart changed for the opposite sex and abandoned and betrayed you just because of the mere infatuation they have for someone else, then leave, as painful as it is to leave initially, we must, because it will definitely save us from more pain later on.
Me, putting in my pinky bag into my pocket- Photo by Ee Hahn.
I did not walk away and as a result, I was badly wounded and injured emotionally but I am absolutely alright right now, at least, I know who you are. I am just glad that I left KHS without a single regret. Yes, mistakes were made, but at least I’ve learnt from them and I know, what to do next time.
When you are being nice to people, it doesn’t mean that the other party is obliged to be nice to you as well. You know why? Because they don’t know the meaning of treat others as how you want to be treated.
Encik Rizal and Tan Kean Jie receiving his FULL ATTENDANCE certificate [Please don't believe me, please don't believe me it's seriously a joke here!! =P].
There was a quite funny incident that happened to me back in Lower 6, the early days that is. Miss Heng told us to see her if we want to buy the textbooks and included that we are to bring our money along, so it’s like, no money no talk la.
Seeing that I did not bring money on the day the announcement was made, I decided to buy it the next day. So the next day, during recess, I walked to the staffroom alone [Yes, that time I tengah anti-KHS], along the stairs, I met Miss Heng and I DID NOT recognize her [Have been sleeping in her class so I don't recognize her =P].
Miss Heng: Where are you going?
Me: [Who are you la -_-...] Uhh, I’m going to see Miss Heng to buy the textbook.
Miss Heng: Oh. Come.
Me: [Wa, why so nice one! =D Good, good, I can boast to Ee Jane that I tak sesat for once].
Miss Heng: *Walks to her table and took out the books* How many copies do you need?
Me: [Wa, this teacher is so daring! Simply take from Miss Heng table, must blog about it!!!] Uhh, just one will do =D.
Then I happily took the book and went back to class only to see her walking in my class and I was trying to hide myself.
AJK Majlis Graduasi 2009.
KHS is a place which I would call as my second home. It’s strange though ’cause I’ve never once called Convent as my second home. In fact, Convent has been a school which I have been dying to get out ever since I was 10 and only manage to leave that school 7 years later. How sad.
In Convent, I only treasure selected friends whom I love and care with all my heart and as for the rest, they can do whatever they want and it’s absolutely non of my business because I don’t like them and it’s not like they like me as well.
In KHS, I felt like I was accepted for who I am and that I felt appreciated in KHS! Never once in my whole school life, I felt this appreciated for the things that I have done because back in Convent, my life was like uhh… haha, if I tell you the truth, you wouldn’t believe me at all I think =P [Hint: Teachers, prefects]
Some nonsense that Viven and I argued over back in Lower 6.
There is absolutely no point being nice to certain people. Because first of all, they won’t appreciate it and they will definitely misuse it thinking that it will always be there. There are a few friends in KHS whom I know to be just like that and I was, extremely disappointed with them.
Two of them did realized that the privilege was taken away from them and some, were still in their slumber thinking that it’s always gonna be there. To people like that, one day you are gonna wake up realizing that you’ve lost a diamond while you are too busy collecting stones [Quote Michelle 6AG in the graduation book].
When reality hits you, it’s gonna painful. But I truly believe that you are never going to wake up and realize that.
Sharon and Kamal in the car, listening to music =P.
Kamal loves singing. Trust me, he has this habit of singing part a song whenever he sees me or Nano. Once, he blocked my way and sung this song:
I like girls, they like me…
[Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes]
And he was like dancing there somemore! Then in return I laughed and said- Yea, I like you too Kamal and walks in the class and he continue singing and dancing and I just tak layan because that is just so Kamal and after sometime when he realized that I am not layan-ing him much, he will merajuk like this:
Ish Sammy tak nak layan takpe. I pergi cari yang lain.
And in return I’ll shout across the corridor like this:
Whatever you say I STILL LOVE YOU!!!
And he will grin and betul-betul pergi kelas lain untuk cari yang lain. Wuwuwu! T.T =P
Sam, Kamal.
Once he kept on bugging Nano to be his girlfriend and obviously she tak layan la ahaha, if she layan ah, then she is not Nano . So after school, he was chasing Nano down the stairs asking Nano to be his girlfriend then this Nano being a Nano, terus jalan tak layan.
Then Kamal realized that he must do something so he shouted:
Aliff! Help me to get Wei Qi.
Aliff and I.
And Aliff was being a good friend, he went in front of Nano and knelt down in front of a lot, yes seriously a lot of students [School just ended that's why] and proposed to her bagi pihak Kamal! Nano pulak tak terharu langsung, terus jalan only. Aih… Nano, be grateful that you have such a romantic proposal compared to all of us in KHS =P
Random Stuffs
This is one of the place where I spend my time going online back in the early days of Lower 6 [Shhh! =P ] and one of the place where Nano and I got a phobia of uhh… passing by!
Whenever you ponteng kelas, just go to the bowling alley and you will see some of your friends there as well. Yes, the baju pink one is Farid the pengawas who is just uhh… the same as all of us =P
This is Yin Ying and I! We are both in the month of March! =D And she is… a day older than me =P Ahaha! And her personality is… the opposite of mine! =| Mana boleh? Our difference is uhh, one day only!
Everyone, this is Pebaraj who… terpaksa pose for my camera while he was busy trying to solve the Rubric’s cube. There is like this Rubric’s cube disease in KHS for a period of time.
This is the election for the new committee member of PT6 next year. Seeing this reminded me we are all leaving school soon and honestly, PT6 was one of the best club I was ever in! No regrets!
Once Kamal SMS-ed me in a rather serious tone like this- Sam, I need your help. And I was shocked and replied in a hurry, apologizing for my late reply and see see, that’s his reply -_-… Adoi!
Mints to keep us awake in boring lessons.
Filter paper.
We are doing this experiment which required us to fold the filter paper until it looks like that, like a fan la =P. And you know what, Ooi Jie or Praki said that I fold until not nice. Then I told them that they can never do any better than me [Guys what ahaha! =P].
So then they felt challenged and decided to pick up one and fold as well. Fold until 3/4 way, they just walk off ahaha because they realized that mine is nicer than theirs. Okay fine, Nano and LeiKen fold until much, much better than mine >=( I told you I’m not artistic!!
Once Chen Wai told me that I was a naughty girl Then I said I’m not and told him to look at my halo and macam itu dia reply aku
Then he came to his senses that the halo is a real one. Eh, I know what are you thinking!! I didn’t force him to say so one. Believe me, I didn’t reply him after this SMS and after a few hours …
There that’s right! My halo is a real one =P
This is one of the place where I used to wait every morning before the assembly starts. This is also one of the place where I made more friends from different classes and to think about it, it has been such a long time and last year, seems like yesterday.
The Last Day Of STPM
On the last day of STPM, Nano, Sin Yee and I along with Caitlynn and Wei Sy Woof Pico tagged along to snap photos around the school. Yea, it was kinda tiring and the weather is bloody hot but the result is super satisfying Ahaha! Like exams, only MUCH better =P
Masa exam, kena senyap la …
After exam, nah, that is my face, yes, the paper is easy or hard, that’s my face expression and again, I looks overexcited as usual ahaha! =P Tell you what, my face expression can scare people one okay.
Just imagine everyone walking out of the hall looking gloomy and with their confidence rolled flat and imagine them seeing that muka excited of mine =D They are gonna think that the paper is bloody easy for me. So jangan tertipu =P Looks can be VERY, VERY deceiving =P.
During Maths T Paper 2, I find the need to use the loo and happen to find the nearest girl’s toilet was locked, who the hell is so smart to lock it up huh?! So in the end, I told myself there is no time to waste to I decided to just use the guy’s toilet and when I walked in, I felt my hair standing at its end -_-.
I feel very seram. The whole place was dark and stinky. The cubicle doors are all broken, the sink is in a… terrible state and when I saw a cubicle with a door, I was like, right this is it, desperate need calls for desperate measures. I smiled and walked in only to run out of the toilet -_-
It’s quite dark actually but I don’t know why my camera snap photos extra bright one. Yea, my camera must be as bright as I am =D
You see the mangkuk tandas, okay whatever you call that, is uhh all dark. Like in those ghost movie where a hand will suddenly muncul or two eyes staring at you or whatever I’M JUST NOT USING IT SO I RAN OUT because a spider muncul in front of me of the blue -_-
I’m not afraid of spiders but I don’t like things popping out in front of me at scary places. So I went to the female teacher’s toilet only to see it locked as well [I HATE KHS FOR MISTREATING THE GIRLS' RIGHT TO USE THE LOO!!!] and have to then proceed to the furthest female toilet in KHS at the tapak perhimpunan.
Uhh, what an adventure. I must write a story about it; The Adventure Of In Search For The Right Toilet In KHS, might be the bestseller one day you wait and see .
We went for an adventure in the male’s toilet and huh, see, we have to cover our nose or else we will die I tell you. Caitlynn did not cover her nose and when she went out, she was gasping for air and said- I tried to not breathe inside.
Ahaha! But still, the smell is… unbearable and I think KHS layak to masuk some record book for being able to produce such smell -_-
We went back to class and then Yohen came and went to the back room of 6AE.
To take back the ball and pick up sticks ahaha! =P
And Yohen left the pick up sticks under one of the table for the 6AE/2010. Eh, it’s a warisan harta pusaka you know! Must jaga betul-betul one =P Make good use of it =P
Sin Yee, Nano, Sam at the top of KHS =P
Beautiful eyelashes. I want =(…
And you know what, if you have a twin, then you have them… for a reason and please excuse my unladylike-ness …
Tengok Nano and I, jump for God knows how many times also like that. It’s either Pico is a lousy photographer or Nano and I tak ngam [CANNOT BE WHAT! =( ]
One take and it’s done =|
Nice le =P I snap one you know! =P
Tengok all the kaypoh-s [Yohen, Saravana and Raja Nayi] =P They are actually looking at this:
Saw Nano and Pico on the tree?! Wait, nah:
That’s me at the bottom of the tree Haha! Can you see the 3 kaypoh-s at the back there? =P Eh, eh, not I don’t want to climb ah, I’m wearing baju kurung that’s why!!
GO NANO! =D
GO PICO! =D
The different ways of reaching a destination =P
Called siblings for a reason.
BYE STPM!!!
That’s why… Don’t eat so much or else you will end up jumping like me -_-
Nano, Sam, Sin Yee
Eh, did you all know that KHS got 3 new statues you know? Don’t know le, baru dibuat one you know. It’s okay, I’ve snapped the photos for you all to see =D See la I’m so kind don’t want you all to be outdated =D Faster say thank you!!
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Statue Pelajar Harapan !
Statue You Must Always Study
Statue You Lazy Also You Must Study
How?! Nice le =P
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Now I am currently listening to There You’ll Be by Faith Hill and the truth here is, I wish I could see everyone in KHS again. Simply because, I miss all of you already. Somehow, I know, one day we are gonna go on with life and forget about each other and eventually distance away though I know, distance could actually strengthen certain relationship …
In KHS, all of us have many friends and there will be friends that we are closer to to and friends whom we consider as our best friend and yea, we just categorize friends into many categories [Like close friends, not so close friends etc]. I’m not trying to offend anyone here so please read the following paragraphs with an open heart. If you feel offended in any way, then I am sorry but I can’t do anything about it.
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There are two friends in KHS [Sorry, people who left KHS halfway will not be counted =P, I only kira those who walk through the full journey with me] whom I treasure the most. Okay, I treasure everyone but then, just, I am much closer to this two friends in KHS [Not everyone is close to me in KHS la okay and you don't see me feeling offended about that -_-, understand? Okay, faham tak faham malas nak layan dah =| ].
I’m sure most of you could guess one of them but the other person, will be a rather unexpected one But here it goes:
Wei Qi
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Tan Kean Jie
Not because both of them are Libra ah. But because this two, have touched my heart in many ways [In a friendship way] and have always been there for me throughout my ups and downs.
Though I know Kean Jie doesn’t keep any best friends, but still, he is one of the friends in school whom I treasure the most because you have yet to know what a great and wonderful friend he can be Don’t judge a book by it’s cover.
And as for Wei Qi, she is someone in Convent whom I don’t take any notice of and a girl on my first day of class who tries to be friendly with me and I was trying to ignore her and now, she is like my sister! Just, read everything about her here.
Another chapter of my life had come to an end and I am extremely happy and grateful to have a happy ending to it and to close the chapter with a big grin on my face and to close it with the two best friends that I have found in KHS .
Finding for a true best friend is never once an easy task. Honestly speaking, I did not go searching for them but… they are both just God sent and will definitely be the two new person whom I will treasure for the rest of my life .
First of all…HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DID ANYONE MISS ME?!?!?!
And… I’M FREEEEEEEE!! FREE FROM THE CHAINS OF STPM!!! GOODBYE STPM AND DON’T COME NEAR ME ANYMORE!! STAY AWAY!!! I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh, this feels so goooooooooooooooooodd! Eh sorry =P, I’m supposed to blog to compensate for my disappearance [Wooohoooo! UNDANG-UNDANG DARURAT TELAHPUN DIMANSUHKAN!! *Jumps!*] and I am here today, to blog about my life in KHS for one and a half year .
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Life in KHS had been like a roller coaster ride for me but a very, very good one Probably the best one that I ever had throughout my whole school life! In KHS, I have learn many things and made many mistakes and learn from my mistakes.
I’ve meet many wonderful friends and I gained one of the best friends in the world that one could ever wish for. And I too, have met friends who have stabbed me from the back and I still call them friends until I saw my blood in their hands and it’s then, too late to cry or to do anything about it.
Love the sun rays! Took this photo while walking to the school gate in the morning! Beautiful isn’t it?!
Life in KHS have gave me many memories, the good ones and the bad ones. And I am extremely grateful, to have been in KHS and proud to be a student of KHS . So, this is part of my life in KHS .
P/S: To a few ‘friends’, offensive content ahead. Beware.
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The boys on the first day of orientation.
My journey first started when I received the printed offer letter from KHS in my camp [Yes, they print out for us =P]. And it was then, I slumped myself on the plastic chair, realizing that I am going to KHS FOR SURE; which I dread very much because I know, I’ll be alone.
The girls on the first day of orientation.
On the first day of orientation, I went to KHS with a heavy heart and then, I was told that I couldn’t register because I have to complete my National Service first. I could complete it earlier, but I refused, I decided to stay back in camp for the final two weeks.
On the first day of orientation, I saw some of my Convent schoolmates and some of them, are the people whom I wish I don’t have to see them anymore.
After two weeks, I went to KHS again only to see Genesis Wong Weng Keong in the bus! Haha! Tak sangka we have been sitting the same bus for so long but didn’t notice each other! =|
Then Wei Qi had a conversation and uhh…. Just search through her birthday post here. So I was put into 6BF and I sat all alone in front of Soon Peng and Tiam Foo. The first one whom I talked to in class is Soon Peng because he is directly behind me I think. As for the girl, the first one whom I talked to is Jia Yan and first shared a book [Chemistry] with Janaki.
Then I was transferred out of 6BF and was placed into 6BE due to unseen circumstances.
The boys in 6BE. Front to back: Michael [Raja Nayi], Alaggendran, Yohen.
My first day in 6BE and 6BF has been extremely lonely. Countless times, I turned to my left and called Ee Jane [She is always sitting on my left in class for 5 years straight] only to realize that she isn’t there. I admit, I almost cried each time I turn my head to the left and I did not see her.
Once, I turned to the back and said,
Leng [Ai Leng] ah…
Only to see Soon Peng or Tiam Foo staring at me and my cheeks turned red [Malu la okay! -____-]. When I go to the canteen and saw fried rice, I turn around and go,
Ah Lui [Ching Yin], want to eat…
Only to see the crowd full with hungry boys. And I got stuck with my Maths homework and ALMOST phoned Zaharah -_____-…
I just find it hard to adapt initially and find it even harder to live without the friends whom I’ve spent my whole secondary school life with.
Contengan on the female toilet door.
The longer I spend my time in KHS, the more I hated KHS. I hated KHS so much that I wish I could leave that school as soon as possible and I hated everything about KHS. I went home crying about it so many times because I hated KHS.
The first thing that I saw when I walked in the school gate is a prefect talking on the phone and I was like- LIKE THAT ALSO CAN? And now I tell you:
Can. In KHS, nothing is impossible.
2008- Sam, Avin, Genesis, Tat Joon.
So, when I was in 6BE, after the first monthly test, another 5 students from 6BE and I, transferred to 6BF and read all about it here. And things would have turned up differently if I didn’t switch to 6BF, for instance; there wouldn’t be Snow White & The 7 Nerds skit and I wouldn’t have been closer friends with everyone in 6BF
LeiKen, Pebaraj, Sam, Faiz [Form 5/2008] at SMK Engku Hussain.
The four of us are involved in a competition, EAK [Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya] and interviewed a coroner. It was cool honestly! We get to visit the bilik mayat and snap photos. They also showed us how they bedah the mayat, not much, just a little but yea, it’s a lifetime experience for me !
Sam, Pebaraj.
This is me in the coroner’s uniform when they are bedah-ing the mayat =P Hahaha! I don’t even need to be a coroner to wear their uniform hahahahahahahaha!! Last year, whenever I see Pebaraj, I feel like kicking him because he is SO IRRESPONSIBLE for the whole competition!!
But, we are alright now
RM1 ice-cream while waiting for the school bus!
There is guy friend of mine, whom we call each other best friend turns up to be the one who hurt me upside down throughout my whole life in KHS. He had said countless hurtful things about me in front of me and made many horrible and hurtful remarks about my physical appearance and kept on comparing me to other girls and his girlfriend. I tell you what, I can’t help my physical appearance and oh… I can… PLASTIC SURGERY and LIPOSUCTION!!!
When things turned upside down in his life, he blamed me, saying that it was my fault. Later on, when he promised to change for the one last time after God knows how many times, it was then, my heart hardens and decided to not take him as a best friend anymore. Till today, his extremely atrocious comments about my physical appearance still rings in my ear as I am typing this.
Phantom Of The Opera Skit by 6BG/2008. And that’s Gollum/Phantom-Kean Jie killing the Opera House Director [Bob]’s wife [Michelle] with a laser stapler [Correct?!] because they refused to give him Box 9.
In KHS too, I realized that sometimes, people get close to you just because they wanted to get something off you or they just, want to pull you down and out of certain things. As for this, there will be not much elaboration as this particular person [A guy], turns up to be one of my best friend, yes I trusted him a lot but there is one thing that he did, still lingers on my mind…
And I’ll never ask him about it or to tell anyone [Nano is the only secret keeper of this] because the answer from that particular friend will definitely be:
Of course NO!
Flywheel.
Each time during Physics experiment, I will snap photos of the apparatus if I find them fascinating! =P Hahaha! And this is uhh, one of my failed experiment which I changed all the readings to get the perfect graph …
If Miss Heng ever caught me snapping photos of the apparatus, this is what happens:
Miss Heng: Taking photos only ah. Do your experiment!!
Me: Doing! Doing!! This flywheel is uhh… uhh… FUN!!
Miss Heng: Everything for you is fun. Haih…
Me: …
Miss Heng: Smiling all the way only. Go join a toothpaste advertisment hahaha!
Me: …
Yohen [Hantu Besar], Kamal.
Kamal is one of my best friend in KHS! When I was feeling so terrible on the day of the preliminary round of the public speaking, he was there, asking me if I’m alright and then I said I wanted to go to the toilet but the female toilet is at our block and it’s too far, quiet and dark.
You know what, he offered to go with me and even told Sharon or Aliff that I might be late and then Sharon or Aliff told him that they wouldn’t start so fast because they have to arrange the chairs first. So honestly, without him that day, I think I would have screwed up my speech even more.
So God knows how I get into the finale and won the first place with the impromptu speech which goes by the title neighbour. Yes, talk about neighbour! When I first saw the title I was like NOOOOOO THIS IS SOOOO SCREWED UPPPP!!
I almost pulled my hair while opening the dictionary [Yes, it is provided] until I saw the second or third definition:
People who are close to you.
And the next thing I knew was, I was jotting down points, plotted my speech to speak for 2 minutes and created a perfect opening speech and GUESS WHAT, when I walked up the stage, my legs shivered like mad and I smiled and pretended like as if I AM DAMN BLOODY CONFIDENT when all I wanted to do is just to scream and run off and never return again and then… I forgot my perfect opening speech …
For you people who thinks that I looks so glamorous on stage:
Me: Blah blah blah… *Looking around the hall, smiling, wishing that time will go on quickly* Blah blah blah… *WHY IS TWO MINUTES SO LONG* Blah blah blah… *IF I CAN, I WILL pull my hair and scream!*
Then I look at my paper only to see that I am out of points -_______- And began to panic and crapped something, God knows what I said, someone should really, really record what I said for my first public speaking.
When the bell goes TING [It means I have 30 seconds to roll up my speech], I WAS SO GRATEFUL THAT I TELL YOU I CAN FLY!!!!!!!!!
So that’s… THE LONGEST 2 MINUTES IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!! I’m never going to forget that! T.T But it’s all worth it! =P
And I won a dictionary that is worth RM40.00 and a Stabilo pen that I wanted to try hahaha save my money, don’t need to buy =P ! Eh you know what, I actually paid RM10.00 for the PT6 fees and won this RM40.00 dictionary.
Okay la. Untung RM30.00 [I forgot how much the pen cost, at most RM2 la]! I am a smart investor that’s right!!
P/S: The people who crossed my mind when I saw the definition was Wei Qi and Chui San =P
The next one will be the BM public speaking. This one lagi teruk I tell you. Because I saw the theme was rasuah or anti dadah, so I told Soon Peng [Class Monitor] that I didn’t want to join because I don’t want to talk about rasuah or drugs. So no one in the class layan-s the BM public speaking actually =|
Until the next day… The teachers got angry because ALL 8 classes DID NOT send a representative =| They got furious and scolded us -____- Then called all class monitors to the front and told them that if they don’t find a representative from their class, they will have to go on stage and speak.
Soon Peng and I!
Upon hearing that, I was wishing that Nithiyaa would go and she didn’t come that day I think or something. Then Soon Peng came and asked me to. I told him I can talk nothing about rasuah or drugs then he said it’s free topic then I disturbed him by asking him to talk about me, asking him to proclaim his undying love for me Sorry, we are not couples =D
He laughed and told me to just go and I did, because… HE’S MY PRINCE CHARMING la .
Then I got panic. Because I don’t know what to talk about!! Kamal called me over and asked me if I have any idea and I said no and pulled my cheeks. He encouraged me and even gave me the inspiration on what to talk about. And finally, everyone’s title is uhh… so educational except mine which entitled:
Perasaan Manusia
The whole time on stage, 95% of the time, I was looking at him, because he is the only one who is looking at me, giving me encouraging smiles from time to time and thumbs up =D Honestly, I didn’t expect to win… the first place again T.T =D Got uhh… only a certificate but it’s more than enough!!
Some Random Stuffs:
The things that we do in the lab hahahahahahahaha! That’s Soon Seng SMS-ing. Behind him, Viven piggy bagging Ooi Jie and that’s Chin Wai King with the 1 metre ruler, hitting Ooi Jie’s butt I think! =P
Jason Chin and Jason Sim
Hyperactive Kean Jie and sleeping Praki Boy!
Ee Hahn, Sam, Nano after merentas desa!
Siapalah ini??!
That is Yohen and Sunthary chit chatting during recess and I snapped their photo! =P Eh, IT’S NOT MY FAULT! They stand there what, I can see them what, so I … snap la
Sunthary’s reaction when I shouted to her from the second floor that I snapped her photo talking to Yohen.
Sunthary: WHAT LA YOU!
Me: YOU STAND THERE LONGER I’LL SNAP MORE PHOTOS!!
Sunthary: EH WHAT? KEEP YOUR CAMERA!! LATER I’LL SMASH IT.
Me: GO FOR YOUR LAB LESSONS LA!
Sunthary: YOU WAIT! LATER I FIND YOU!!
Me: I’LL WAIT FOR YOU LOVE! *Sends a flying kiss*
Sunthary: -_-…*Walks away*
She did came and find me… To view the photos and to see Praki Boy =D!!
Praki Boy, Sunthary and Yohen settling their LOVE TRIANGLE problem! =D [Rundingan Damai sorry too much PA]
Praki Boy has a reputation in class. A very good one for not drinking water, going to canteen to eat and he doesn’t even go to the toilet most of the time JUST LIKE ZAHARAH!! And nah, this is a PROOF that he DOES go to the toilet but I’m not sure if he got anything to buang or not la -_-
Ya what, don’t eat and drink, got what to buang -_____-!! Eh ya hor, maybe he masuk to just wash hand but I thought the sink all spoil already you know. Never mind, this photo is a gem, it’s a RARITY you know!:D
I know what Praki is going to say: I go to the toilet also you want to snap my photo ah?!
This is what he do during recess. Mengeratkan hubungan dengan guru Maths . No wonder he’s one of the Pelajar Impian Hati [It's an award in school with different names every year, last year was Pelajar Sahsiah Terpuji] and I’m not, okay, now I know why .
WAHAHAHAHA! =D
It’s amazing how KHS doesn’t burn down and is still standing there, tall and straight and high up . Look at the last photo, Ooi Jie’s gonad can shoot fire out one! =|
BYE EXAMS!!
Victor- Helen’s brother!
To prevent H1N1 in school, they gave us flu mask which makes all of us looks like some kind of perompak or terrorist -_____- So KHS students are super creative, they draw drawings on the flu mask and it looks so much better!
To add on, the mask is super suffocating! I tell you what, we die ah, not because of H1N1, but we will die of suffocation! =| But still, thank you KHS for the mask as part of our… entertainment =P
KHS Gotong Royong Day. Guess what we did after the gotong royong =D =D :
They gay around =S
They play the piano and we enjoy! Hahaha!
Kamal and Sin Yee’s wedding =P There’s a video as well! HAHAHA! And the best part was this:
Kean Jie: You may kiss the bride =D
And Kamal kissed Kean Jie’s cheek HAHAHA!! Of course Kean Jie gave him a nice Taekwando kick =P Hahaha! Kesian Kean Jie! But never mind la, you are kissed by the God’s Best Creation =P
This is the guy from 6AH, who told Ee Hahn that he doesn’t likes me because I am annoying. And you know what’s the funniest thing? I don’t even talk to him!! And then during bowling practice, he kept on striking up a conversation with me and even told me that he don’t like me and in return I told him that I’ve never once like him .
Prasan betul that everyone likes him when his whole class hates him. EH BAPOK, if you don’t like me hor, don’t strike up a conversation with me! I don’t like hypocrites and I don’t like talking to hypocrites. So thank you and kindly, please blah off and don’t talk to me because I don’t like you .
One of our entertainment in school- MUSIC!!
One of my entertainment in school! Hahaha! Locking up Farid and the rest in a small room and continue to laugh at them =P
The Biology class STPM project which I laughed at Ee Hahn about and kept on saying:
Why am I so free? Hah? Soil analysis? Ooo… Just remember that… I’ll be sleeping at home !
And then he will jump up and down and blame me for not telling him that Biology class got this type of mafan project. HELLO! I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW YOU ARE BACK THEN!! How to tell?!
My FIRST Valentine’s Day card from a friend! Sage, thank you!! -HUGS!!!-
And my FIRST handmade Valentine’s Day card for a friend! That lucky friend is… Sage la of course hahaha!:D
Was selected to attend the Hari Ko-Kurikulum [Only if you win in any competitions okay! =P] last year and first met Tan Wai Kian and this photo, is showing one of the apparatus used by the school drama team! Wa, what is that ah, some Physics machine ah? =| I find it quite cool so I snapped a photo of it
Sin Yee, Caitlynn and I at the bowling alley! Sigh, I’m gonna miss bowling practice =( !
This is Tan Wai Kian and I! Everyone says that if both of us are in the same class, KHS will turn upside down =P Hahaha! Mainly because… When we see each other, we will run to each other with our arms open and then proceed to hug each other like in those drama =D
And then we will call each other honey and darling, pretend to kiss in front of the teachers [Those open minded one la] and we will walk to town to catch the bus together, holding each other arm and pretend to be couple HAHAHA!
Hahaha! His sexy pose!
All of his friends called him the Queen Of Bitch and he is proud of it =S He calls himself a bitch at times -______- And most of them, refer Tan Wai Kian as a SHE! Haha! I tell you what, as much as his friends finds him annoying or noisy at times, but it is as much as they enjoy his presence in school !
Without people like him ah, the school will be like a grave yard.
Praki Boy [Pelajar Impian Hati] and LeiKen [Pelajar Harapan].
Wa, now I lagi know why I’m not Pelajar Impian Hati and Pelajar Harapan T.T… Next time ah, in order to be one, you all must always carry a book everywhere you go. Don’t bother listening to the announcement during assemblies and study hard, then you will be one.
Upper 6 next year, remember ah. Don’t say I didn’t tell you
If you bring your camera everywhere like me and snap so many photos, you will be awarded with nothing… But just, photos of memories =P Okay, your choice
Ooi Jie and his…. favourite teacher =P
This photo was taken during the Sing Along Friday program with Puan Chang where Nano and I screeched at the top of our voice for the song You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban -_____________-
Take note of his school bag.
HAHAHA! I took this photo from the second floor of the Form 3 block! That place is just the perfect place to snap photos!! Got LeiKen one also, but then his one all also his head tengah tunduk, studying la what else =P
And Praki, thinking about what? Looks sooooo deep in thought and uhh, pouting there somemore Thinking about me, the girl from 6AG or 6AH or Puan Lee Li Cheng .
Eating in class is part of our daily entertainment
For one of the friends whom I considered as my best friend!
I love my open minded friends!
Take note of his school bag. Different one right?! You know why, must be the old one ah, koyak already ’cause his bag is always so heavy with books! In a way he’s like Zaharah because that day got no Maths right, HE WILL BRING ALL THE MATHS BOOK to school!!
See Praki is leading us out of school, sorry ponteng kelas [KHS Tradition, so we must mengekalkan tradisi you know!]
Sama-sama ponteng !
Ponteng class pergi Old Town makan =| Don’t like Old Town actually! The food is overpriced and the service is super lousy!
OR
Ayza!
Look at LeiKen’s happy face!
6AF/2009 class party!
Kean Jie o Kean Jie!
Reached school too early! =| Looks at we are going to sekolah malam like that =P Haha!
UNO, our end year entertainment
Waiting for the Chemistry lab to be open. Look at Praki, neh, the one sitting down, everyone else is standing except him. Oi Praki, later THROMBOSIS then you know! He’s like Zaharah, ALWAYS SIT DOWN one and I’m always on the run =P
This is how the class will looks like during recess and when they know that PA lessons is on …Therefore, Penjaga Kelas = LeiKen & Praki Boy
The 6AE students ran off to another class the moment they knew that PA class is on. Spot them! Answers will be given below!
Chee Yang, hiding his face behind a piece of paper.
Nano hides herself behind her bag =| Bad Meow!
Ooi Jie who wears his cap/beanie and hides behind his bag too =|
Random cats on the roof =|
Chit Chat Book/Windows Live Messenger
My font colour is red, Sin Yee is uhh… grey/pencil and Nano is green. We can even block people you know hahaha! We blocked Nano once because she say ONLY CHILDISH people pass messages around [Macamlah dia tak buat macam tu =P]
Ching Yee stick this notice on Soon Peng just to let me see -_____- She claims herself as MRS. ONG [YEA RIGHT LA! =P] and changed ONG Soon Peng’s surname to WONG Soon Peng [HAHAHA!]
See la I am so important until she use a gold pen to write my name to ban me from clinging to Soon Peng. Eh I forgot.
HELLO, HE IS MY PRINCE CHARMING!!! >=(
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This T junction [Correct?!] is shit annoying! You know why, see those moving cars? When it’s time to stop, they bloody won’t stop and they will cause a HUGE JAM because in front there got one more traffic light one.
So when they stop ah, they WILL QUEUE UP PANJANG-PANJANG ON THE ROAD and block ALL THE OTHER vehicles which want to come towards where my camera is pointing.
BLOODY SELFISH!!
No more kidnapping Nano’s kangaroo keychain =(
During practice
Saw the class motto? United We Stand, Divided We Fall.
Thank you 6AF/2009 for standing together for this skit
Awesome dance !
Snow White & The 7 Nerds It is something that I am extremely proud of though we didn’t win but get the Best Costume award instead. The initial script which I intend to write was very different actually, but then decided to not because it will be a little complicated and we are lack of time! =|
We worked really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really to the power of infinity hard for this skit. Though we didn’t win, disappointed? Yes of course, who could deny that? But, if lose means lose already la. Nothing to argue about anymore, we are not 5 years old anymore anyway =|
Though we did not win, but we know, we’ve given our very best shot, we heard the audience clapping, laughing and cheering, we did our best and most of all, this had brought our class much closer to each other more than ever and we get to understand each other more as well!
So quote Soon Seng:
It’s okay that we didn’t win. What matters the most is how we journey to it and the experience that we’ve gained.
Very meaningful . I will never ever forget it so 6AF/2009, don’t forget this as well!! It will be one of our happiest memories in KHS!
Chess, another entertainment of ours! =P
Menconteng lantai. Whose work is this hah?!
Gradient of hardworking-ness = Negative Get it?!
The class of 6AE/2009 before I joined them.
Okay, remember, I was first in 6BF, then went to 6BE then back to 6BF again.
So in Upper 6, I was in 6AF, then halfway, I switched to 6AE because I told the truth that’s why I was transferred out. Don’t believe ah? Really one you know! NO PRANK I promise! =|
Hehe! Caught pikat-ing the Lower 6 girls! =D
Another entertainment of mine !!
This is Yan Yee! Who has been my classmate and schoolmate in Convent and then we went for NS together And then, we came to KHS together! Aih, ada jodoh betul with Yan Yee! =P
Packing the door gift for graduation day! Look at all your HARDWORKING AJK-S! =P
Rahsia AJK PT6/2008-2009! You know… I know… Can already!! =P
This is Nano also known as MISS SLOW! Because she is so slow! Eat also slow, walk also slow, bathe so slow, pack her stuffs to go home also slow! -_____-
You see ah, usually when it’s 5 more minutes to go home right, everyone will start throwing their stuffs in their bag packing their bag and Nano will be sitting there, sleeping or just… copying some notes -_____-
Then ah, she will wait for everyone to leave the class only she start packing her bag SLOWLY -___-…
See the almost empty class! Then she will soooooo hao yi shi drink a bit water first only continue packing her bag and let the whole world [Sin Yee and I] stand there, waiting for her -____-… Ish!! Got once ah, she stare at us and say:
Waiting for me ah? =D
Yes la, you are MY NANO ma, of course I wait for you! Hahaha! Nanti hilang macam mana?!
Fast and furioooooouuuuuuuuusssss!!!
Mat Rempit wannabe and I am enjoying the Rempit ride .
Corridor/Balcony conversations.
Kamal doesn’t sew his name tag to his school uniform. So one fine day, after assembly, they are having spotchecks to see whether we got wear our tie, cut our nails [Girls]/hair [Boys] and got wear name tag or not.
Then, he took out the name tag from his wallet and…
Staple it -____________- Haih, such creativity!
We are all IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH OOI JIE! No la, bukan he beristeri empat [Not like he's an Islam =P]! But really la! Like this:
From L-R: Ooi Jie’s classmate, Ooi Jie’s girlfriend, Ooi Jie’s neighbour and Ooi Jie’s cousin
Playing football in class is one of our daily entertainment as well hahaha!
Kamal and Ala, teacher in class la, why are you looking at my camera and siap posing lagi tu! =P
Praki’s bag. So bahagia hor can sit on a poster -_- Ish, this is his idiosyncrasy, his bag ah, must be very clean! Kesian his wife next time, must be a real pembersih. If pengotor like me ah, who don’t give a shit about whether the house is clean or dirty ah, I think he can die hahahahahaha!
Janji PLC.
Copy PLC.
Meow!
Cassandra QUEK and TAN Han Li.
Samantha QUEK and TAN Kean Jie.
Get it?!
MEOW!
We are so shy! >.< Hahaha! The person on the left must be so glad now, because ah, no one is going to disturb him anymore =D
This is Chen Wai and I! He is my Form 4 darling! Hahaha! Only I call him that because ah, each time I pass by his class we’ll wave at each other and then I don’t know he developed the nickname Form 4 Darling from me! =P
I hate tall people -_______-… !!!They make me looks so short! And oh, that’s Farid and I before our MUET listening exam! Hehe!:D
Salt analysis. I’m just fascinated by the smoke colour Hahaha!
Batu Caves stairs in KHS. I hate this stairs because it is creepy and super steep! -___-
Some AJK PT6 at the PT6 party!
Nano caught sleeping in class beside Encik Rizal
Nano and Sin Yee sampat-ing at Metro Point =P
See the Miss Slow, eat so slow until she give us some of her food hahaha!
Lao Gong and I. Sigh, when will I see him again? =( Now I feel like the… neh, you know the legend Chinese couple that once meet once a year and they cannot meet if it rains? =(
Though you always tak layan me in school, but T.T… I still love you!!!
Watching porn …
Drama and blog competition. The blog competition *Shows fist* Wait one day I blog about it!! >=( !!!
Beh tahan KHS, always ask us to do wu liao stuffs -____-…
Two Weeks Before STPM
One day I should put a post: Koleksi Gambar Tidur Nano! Ahaha!
Ooi Jie rajin-ing Chemistry. LeiKen and Praki discussing questions! =D
Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan main kad, dengar muzik and ambil gambar =D…
Pelajar Harapan and Pelajar Impian Hati study. See, there is a difference =( No wonder we are Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan T.T… Okay, okay, mengaku -_-
The blue rubberband one is Nano. This Pelajar Harapan ah, special case one! =P She saw us play until so happy right, she cannot tahan so she joined us as well
And love Kok Yaw/Lao Gong’s face expression!!!
This photo is a gem! Look at him smiling!! Biasanya ask him to smile ah, the smile looks sooooooo terpaksa and this is so natural! Snapped this photo when he is unaware! Oi Kean Jie, say thank you!!
Bring poker cards to school and play Chor Dai Di! I heard Puan Lee Li Cheng joined them for a game? =| I didn’t play this one, always lose, don’t like! >=( Remember this, NOT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PLAY but gambling and I are NOT MADE FOR EACH OTHER!!!
That’s me! Watching Crayon Shin Chan on Ooi Jie’s phone!
The difference between a hardworking student and two lazy students =| And that’s Farid behind me and Praki in front of me.
Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan snap photos and makan yogurt in class and reply SMS.
He loves Differential Equation and I love Binomial Expansion! =D *Throws confetti*
The last assembly.
Sleeping for one last time during assembly =|
Thank you, that helps but now GOODBYE STPM!!!
Arranging chairs and table for STPM =|
Anyone who got this table [To 6AE/2010], it’s MY table you know T.T…Bye table! =(
During STPM
My every night before sleep preparation.
McDonald’s for lunch while waiting for PA paper 1!
Nano and I at McDonald’s! This reminded me of Ee Jane, Ching Yin, Leng and I at McDonald’s. Waiting for Add Maths Paper 2 -___-.
I love eraser dust.
Hehehe! …
Midnight supper.
Good advice for objective papers =D…
See that, he calls me MISS ADORABLE!!
Good advice!
Good question -_-
After I came back from Maths Two ah, I went to Facebook and met Nano there:
Nano: Takziah!!
Me: Same to you!!! =P
Nano: Wuahahaha! How can we still be so happy?!
Me: Because they say… SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED!!
~*~
To another friend of mine [Girl], I know what you’ve done and did behind my back. If till today, you still think that I do not know anything, then I’m here to tell you that, I know. I know what you did but I just didn’t want to say anything in school because I know you will deny and deny and deny. I know you are reading this… right now =)
I just wanted you to know that you are actually a very nice friend if you don’t turn around and stab me and I saw you doing it, right in front of my eyes. Why did you do so? What have I done? What have I said? Have I offended you in anyway? Have I did anything wrong to you?
Did you do it out of jealousy? You gave me an explanation once. But why does your explanation differ from time to time? One moment you say yes, another moment you say no, another moment you say maybe. Why? Aren’t you are sure of your own feelings? =)
Sometimes, you are just… making it way too obvious for me, did you do that on purpose? Did you want me to know? Did you want me to know that you are more important? I don’t blame you because I know, it’s not worth fighting with you. I saw you acting alone on stage, I saw you putting on your mask, i saw your covering up your horns and I saw you… hiding your tail =D
I know what are you doing. Why are you always making everyone think that I am the DEVIL and you are the ANGEL? Why are you always barging into my personal life and issues and why are you, always so NOSY, eavesdropping people’s conversation and seeking for attention upside down? Can’t you mind your own business? =)
I know your intention. I know your aim. You got what you want didn’t you? You managed to kick me out of the circle and I could just stare at you, wondering why did you do so? Do you want that person so badly? Do you? Did you get that person? I’ve told you countless times that I won’t blame you and yet, you still want to push me in the sea and you even stabbed me before pushing me in.
What do you think you are doing? Asking me if I’ve quitted or not, why are you so curious? You are the one manipulating things upside down, you are the one who started the game. You started it off by cheating. Cheated the game and called me a cheater? =) Think twice.
And lastly, you know who you are and no one should bother asking who is this for. You know what have you done and said behind my back =) Next time, after you shit, please use some tissue to wipe the shit off your ass, it is as disgusting as you are right now =) Call yourself a good friend?
Only you know if you are one or not.
~*~
So… That just summarizes up my life in KHS! Not all though, but 50% of it =P If I were to write it out, it will be as thick as a book! Haha
Therefore, life in KHS for me is just simply a happy and good one! More about the final day of STPM next week!
And oh, this is the graduation video I separated it into 2 because YouTube doesn’t allow me to upload a video which is more than 10minutes =| So enjoy and give me some comments about it!
P/S: Let both the video finish loading first only watch!
EDIT: This is the last post for the month of November. The next blog post will be on the first or second week of December.
Kepada calon-calon STPM/2009:
Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study akan dikuatkuasakan mulai 6 November 2009. Calon-calon STPM/2009 tidak sama sekali dibenarkan melepak ataupun membazir masa walaupun sesaat.
Sungguhpun pelajar-pelajar lain akan ber-holiday tidak lama lagi, akan tetapi, kemerdekaan akan diberikan kepada calon-calon STPM/2009 pada bulan Disember setelah calon-calon STPM/2009 berjaya menghapuskan musuh dalam selimut mereka [Kertas-kertas soalan STPM].
Oleh itu, calon-calon STPM/2009 hendaklah mematuhi Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study buat sementara waktu. Kemerdekaan telahpun dijanjikan oleh Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia dan Maljis Peperiksaan Malaysia selewat-lewatnya 10 Disember 2009.
Sementara waktu itu, gambateh dan Duduk Rumah Study.
When you have something, you’ll never appreciate it till you lose it. Yea, this statement is very true. When we have something, we’ll never appreciate it and when we don’t have it, we’ll envy others.
In life, most of my friends have siblings and sometimes, we complain about our siblings and when we argue with them, we will wish that they would disappear and not appear in front of us anymore though deep down, we don’t mean it at all.
Ferlynne is my younger sister and she is also the most serious one among the three of us. Just like Cassandra, when she was young I never once took notice of her and in fact I think I’ve ignored her my whole life because it’s like this:
I wake up, I see you.
I go to school, I see you.
I come home to have lunch, I see you.
I take a nap, you are beside me.
When I wake up, you are either beside me or standing by the door screaming at me to wake up and have my dinner.
When I am bathing, I hear your voice talking outside or you are sitting on the bed, reading some magazines or listening to music.
When I want to sleep, you are on the same bed as me.
When I wake up, I see you AGAIN!
It was till I went for National Service and gosh, that was when I began to miss all of them including her. I miss the way she would wake me up in the morning for school and get pissed off with me when I am slow and late and I miss the way she will glare at me when I piss her off by playing the same music the whole day on my computer and especially songs that are very, very slow and sad hahahahahahaha!
So after National Service, it was when I learn how to appreciate her presence in my life.
Cake from Secret Recipe- Pecan Butterscotch.
We have been in the same school ever since kindergarten and now, she is too in Kajang High School. When she first arrived, I introduced her to almost all my friends and you know what, menyesal saya introduce dia! Because, like this:
Case 1
Me: Eh this is my sister!! *Big grins*
Ferlynne: *Probably feeling awkward*
LeiKen: Ooo, don’t looks like you hehe!
Me: Pretty right?!
LeiKen: Yea, prettier than you *Grins*
Me: -______- I hate you LeiKen! T.T
LeiKen: *Grins*
Case 2
Ferlynne and I were in the class because we skipped assembly la Then Tiam Foo, Wei Siang, Soon Seng and Soon Peng were in class as well but they paid no attention to us because they are busy talking.
After Ferlynne left…
Wei Siang: Eh just now that girl ah, who is that? Your friend or cousin?
Me: My sister la!
Soon Seng, Soon Peng: OH! WHY NEVER INTRODUCE TO US!
Me: Introduce before already la!
Tiam Foo: Ya la, told you all before already that her sister is prettier than her.
Me: OI I’M STILL HERE!!!
Soon Peng: You… You should introduce to me! *Straightens his tie* I’m still single *Beams*
Me: -____________-… Fine. Fine. =|
Whenever I introduce her as my sister, people will stare at us and they doubt if we are ever siblings because we don’t look alike at all and even our personality are the opposite though our horoscopes are compatible hahaha! =P
After I pick my clothes for shopping or whatever, I’ll seek her for advice and in return, she’ll hunt for accessories from the little cabinet where I keep all my accessories when she needed one. So we help each other la that’s the conclusion Haha!
Whenever I go shopping with her, it’s like this:
Me: Ooooooo, look at that pretty dresssss! *Shining eyes*
Ferlynne: See the price first.
Me: *Flips price tag* Oh so expensive; RM200++.
Ferlynne: Don’t buy and don’t try. Go see other things better.
Me: -_-… =(
Ferlynne: What? Not like you try already you can buy right?!
Haih, if I go alone ah, I’ll try for fun =P Haha!
Both of us have difference liking for clothes though we share all our clothes. She dresses appropriately for every event and always ensures that she doesn’t overdress in any way. And I am the opposite, I try my best to dress up appropriately but if I happen to overdress, I will just go, oh why everyone wear until so simple and completely ignore everything and continue to have fun …
She is the most humble one among the three of us and she will never go out looking untidy and she is always very presentable; something which I have to learn =D… Haha! She enjoys watching movie and listening to music and hates it when I zoom to the maximum on her ugly photos just to laugh at her
Photo hot and fresh from the oven today: The Cake Murderer.
Once in National Service, a question was asked in class which made everyone thought about it for the whole time in class. The question is, have we ever let our family know that we love them? Some people are egoistical in nature and will never let people that they care about them or love them with all they have.
And sadly, I happen to be one of them. I never like or wanted people to know that I care or love them. Initially I couldn’t figure out why but later on, someone in camp told me that it was ego and now, I accept that answer.
I’ve tried my best to change and to not be egoistical and I’ve learn how to show people that I do care and love them with all I have. And actually, letting the other party know that you do care and love actually do strengthen relationships …
Jeng jeng jeng!! Today’s is our graduation day from KHS [Though we still have to go to school on Monday] and yes, yes, correct, I am blogging about it and putting up photos! So here we go!!
The whole event was held at Equatorial Hotel at Bangi It was a very lovely and beautiful place You know what, this is the FIRST event ever that I went two hours earlier because I am in charge of the slide presentation [Or so they call it] together with Nano!
Not very exciting la actually ’cause you are stuck with your work and don’t fully enjoy the whole thing until your work is done and then now I know, when you organize an event, you don’t actually enjoy it unless everyone else enjoys the whole event
It is indeed a word of thank you and it’s a great event or it was fun from the everyone else that will make your day and felt like it’s all WORTH it
Yea, now only I know though I’m not the one organizing it.
~*~
So… Photos time!
L-R: Puan Maizura, Sam, Nano, hotel worker/manager/whatever =|…
Please ignore my face expression. This photo was taken by Sin Yee and I happen to look up, baru nak smile then she snap already T.T… Should’ve just look at the laptop and pretend to be rajin =P
So, while Nano and I are looking at the technician to set up the LCD and bla bla bla, Sin Yee took my camera and took a lot of random photos for me because it was needed for documentation …
And Sin Yee, thank you very, very much! -Hugs!-
Sin Yee, Chee Yang
This photo is made from precious stones one ah I tell you. You know why, because Chee Yang is always running from the camera.
So, basically, before 9.25am [The event was supposed to start at 9.00am, but what to do, Malaysian time what], everyone was busy snapping photos except Nano and I who are staring at the laptop, looking at each other/everyone else and waiting for the technician.
Yea, everyone was busy snapping photos until the VIP and pengetua arrives. And I think this is the first event in KHS without the kompang-kompang-s .
So as usual, sang Negaraku, listen to bacaan doa and then listen to speeches. Sorry, this is actually what we are doing when the speeches are going on:
You talk on the phone with your friend whose table is either diagonally behind yours or right at the end of the hall or anywhere in the hall but too far for you to walk over and talk during the speeches.
SMS. Kean Jie, this photo is FOR YOU!
Preview the photos that you have taken earlier on with your friends, zoom in to see how you looks like and then proceed to snap a photo of your glass or whatever that you find interesting.
Soon Peng, Leong.
Or you can pretend to listen like Soon Peng [He seriously have this face that looks like he's listening when he's actually dreaming away] or start SMS-ing someone else who is NOT in the hall like Leong [Hahaha! ]
Up next, the slide presentation Thank God it went on smoothly and I’m so happy to see some of my friends’ smiling faces and thank you everyone, for the very lovely comments on the video …
Do thank Nano for it as well, because without her, it would’ve never be this beautiful and perfect
And I tell you what, my favourite photo in the whole slide/video is this:
Because… I’m the photographer of this photo !
The choir group. Photo by Kok Peng.
So we did have the penyampaian sijil ceremony along with the graduation book, photos are not allowed during the ceremony so sorry la.
And Helen, this is the front page of our graduation book :
Ketua Editor = Tan Kean Jie
And ooo, I forgot this:
Nano received an award; Pelajar Harapan Work harder Nano! You are one of the Pelajar Harapan you know! That means right, those who don’t receive this award are known as Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan.
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And then sing the school song and it’s lunch time!
I tell you what, I feel like slaughtering Kok Yaw/Lao Gong today. Because he took desserts for Sin Yee [Oi, don't rampas my husband >=( ] and when I ask where is mine, you know what, HE ANSWERED ME BACK LIKE THIS:
What? Take yourself la hahaha!
T.T… *Heartbreaks* … What kind of husband is this?! Porkie, you are still the best!! <3 That’s why, with clothes the new are the best, with husbandS, the old are the best HAHAHA!
He did took for me later, after taking for everyone else that is.
But nevertheless, I still love him, in fact, I love him more than ever because…
Michael: Kok Yaw, your wife looks beautiful today.
Kok Yaw: Of course, my wife ma!
What the fall I tell you. Because in school…
Michael: Kok Yaw, look your wife nak curang with me.
Kok Yaw: *Looks up from his handphone game/magazine* Orh. SO?!
-_____________________________-… And my heart breaks.
My lunch!
When everyone was rushing out to get the food [Buffet style], I was sitting down, waiting for the crowd to clear off. Then I saw Ee Hahn walking in with a plate full with food. So I decided to test his sincerity.
Me: Oi Ee Hahn! How can you eat first! LADIES FIRST YOU KNOOOOW!
Ee Hahn: What? Go take yourself la. *Turn aside with his plate*
Me: Eh, you should give me first! I’m Miss Adorable that’s why!!
Sin Yee: Ya la, what la you! LADIES FIRST! So not gentleman la you!
Ee Hahn: I don’t care. Go take yourself la. *Sits down and makan*
-___________-…
Sage, Sam, Farid
And so… I saw Sage walking in with a plate with more food and I decided to test his sincerity as well
Me: Oh for me?! Yes, I know! Thank you, thank you!! *Takes the plate off Sage’s hand*
Sage: …
Me: What? Cannot is it?! *Puppy eyes*
Sage: Can, can. I’ll go get a new one myself .
Me: Aww, that’s so sweet of you! Nah, I’m just kidding la *Hands him back the plate*
Sage: Eh why?! Take it la, it’s okay, I can take again.
Me: No la, I don’t like the lamb. NEH, THIS EE HAHN HOR, I WANT TO SEE HE’S SINCERE OR NOT, SEE SEE AH, LANGSUNG TAK SINCERE.
Ee Hahn: *Looks up and ignores, continue eating*
Sage: Oh thank God I took the lamb. Oi Low, what la you, LADIES FIRST la, you call yourself a gentleman?
Me: … …
Lelaki yang baik di dunia ini memang sudah pupus.
And photography session:
Yohen/Hantu Besar and I My eyes are half closed but it’s okay, he looks nice Not so selekeh looking like in school la.
Kean Jie and I without his signature smile.
L-R: Sin Yee, Nano, Sharon, Sam, LeiKen.
LovebirdS.
Chui San [One of the girls whom I consider to be my best friend in KHS ] and Jia Yan [The first girl friend of mine in 6BF]
LeiKen and Puan Kan [His mum!]. They have the same smile eh!
Kean Jie, Ee Hahn [Hmmph!], Sage
Kean Jie looks so kemas and smart for once, because in school he looks very selekeh also, like this:
Muka nak seduce older girls.
The 3 of us with Yan Yee!
Neo and I [God knows why I looks weird here]! Neo is my kindergarten friend. So in the whole school, she is my OLDEST friend ever!
I still remember in kindergarten she used to wear red shoes, red straps [for the uniform, it's actually brown] and carries a red bag and I use a red pencil case =P I also remember that once, where we threw our pencil case at the boys in front of us because they are so irritating!
Kamal and I! He came back all the way from Terengganu [Correct?!] just for this graduation lunch!
The Prince Charming and The Queen! Haha!
The real head prefect and I!
The 3 of us with Miss Tan, our Maths Paper 2 teacher! And everyone, I am NOT bongkok, I belum ready then they snap already
Viven and I! Wa, my lips looks so shiny
Chen Tiam Foo and I. He finally takes a photo with me. Because usually in school…
He runs away from my camera hahaha!
Sharon giving her thank you speech after receiving an award for being the perfect student! She DEFINITELY very well much deserve it! and quote Miss Leela’s comment:
A truly remarkable person.
Aiya, when is my turn?!
Wong Weng Keong and Sim Sin Yee: The Perfect Couple [But actually belum date lagi...]
Don’t you just think that they looks so perfect being together?! If they ever get married and have children, trust me, their children will definitely be TALL, THIN [Can eat a lot and don't get fat], not very fair [Sorry, both of them are not very fair] and SLENDER!
They share so many similarities, how can not be perfect RIGHT?!
Okay that’s it, both of them are gonna crush my bones into powder.
That’s me at the back giving a flower to Kamal and Sin Yee at the front giving a flower to Michael
Michael, YOU SANG VERY, VERY WELL TODAY! Consider joining a singing competition and I’ll vote for you and buy your CD-s and not download them !
The 3 of us with Puan Lee Li Cheng who taught us Maths Paper 1!
Top L-R: Viven, Sin Yee, Sam, Nano.
Bottom L-R: Miss Tan, Puan Fam, Puan Chew.
Beautiful girls!
Soon Seng and his girlfriend, Ying Fei who looks very stunning today!
Ow and I. He is a very quiet boy, but I know he likes to talk actually and he CAN TALK A LOT =P
Tat Joon and I!
Sunthary has a crown on her head.
Sunthary who looks very PINK today and I!
The positive gradient =P
Nano, Miss Heng, Sin Yee, Sam, Encik Rizal.
Praki Boy and I .
And then the event ended and most of the students and teachers went home. Sage, Kok Peng and I went to the swimming pool and took some photos
Tengok that Kean Jie, looks so gangster after the event -.-
You know what ah, these are the fishes at the Equatorial Hotel pond. You just need to stand there, ALL the fishes will RUSH to you and open and close their mouth as if you are gonna feed them =|…
So my hypothesis is that they’ve not eaten for days. Poor fishies =(…
Kok Peng and I!
Sage and I!!
More beautiful girls And that’s ALL the BEAUTIFUL GIRLS, waiting for the car =P =P
Thank you Sharon -HUGS!-
Keychain
Thank you You know who you are -HUGS!-
So that is all!
And if you know which is my favourite photo, you are… like… a worm in my stomach =P [From the Chinese proverb]. I know what are you thinking, NO, not that one .
~*~
I am typing this part as I am listening to Goodbye by Air Supply and it reminded me of my National Service last day which happens to be a little drama like. Listening back to the song has always brought back memories where I didn’t get to say goodbye.
There’s nothing left to say but goodbye.
There’s no other way than to say goodbye.
-Goodbye, Air Supply-
Is that all you and I can say and do?
Today, I watched the slideshow/video on the big screen in the hall along with everyone else and I want to thank every single one of you who clapped when my public speaking photo was on screen It actually means a lot to me so thank you very, very much! I appreciate it a lot -Hugs!!- And it was really, really very unexpected as well!
~*~
Sometimes, certain things just play back in your mind like pictures moving around. When I think back, honestly, I wanted things to be back as how it was because it looks beautiful back then. But, why it is like this now?
Because…
I don’t want to hold you back from where you might belong.
-Goodbye, Air Supply-
We don’t belong together. If this is what you want, then we’ll have it this way though I know I’ll be hurt. If it isn’t, then do something about it, the white set in the chess has already made the first move, to go on, the black set has to make a move.
Note: Next blog post will be up on 25th October 2009
After being a KHS student for about a year plus, I have forgotten how it is like to be a Convent girl again. Convent don’t seems to exist in my thoughts and mind anymore. Convent just seems like another place away, in another realm.
The other day, I accompanied Wei Qi to Convent primary school to do some registration stuffs for her youngest sister and when I walked into Convent [The primary and secondary school is just next to each other], I remembered what Wei Qi once told me:
You don’t forget, Convent is where you met ALL your best friends that you have today!
We walked into the back gate [Which they made it much bigger RIGHT AFTER I left school! *Fumes*] and there, all the memories of my life back in Convent came flooding through… And so, I looked back at all my old photos in Convent and gosh, I miss the good old times and friends in Convent.
Yes Nano, now I miss Convent.
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Back in Convent, we are always bounded by the school rules as long as we are in the school compound and don’t ever dream about coming late to school for more than 3 times or not wearing your name tag or school badge for more than a week after school reopens.
Because from the moment you walk into the school compound, at the school gate, the prefects will be there to greet you with their hawk eyes to see if you properly attired [Ribbons etc] to enter the school, or else, get your names written in their book [For real, not like the one that Black Jack in KHS owns] if you break any school rules and bla bla bla you know the whole boring and annoying process.
And today… I’ll tell you about my life back in Convent Not all, but a very small part of it.
I’m not gonna tell you about my primary school life, I still remember vividly certain events and what made me cried and what made me laugh though I may be very young to remember anything. But you know, some things, they just stay in your memory and it requires a ERASE ALL HISTORY button [Like the one in Mozilla Firefox] for me to forget about it.
So for people who knows about it, good for you, if not, then it’s okay, we’ll save it for some other day when I miss my primary school life [Which is rather unlikely =P].
If every friends were to represent a part in my life’s Venn diagram in Convent secondary school, Ee Jane plays the biggest part. Because I was stuck with her [For good hahaha! =P] ever since Form 1. Life would have very dull back then without her existence.
You know what, back in Lower 6, I really, really, really miss her a lot that even when I walk to the canteen on the first day of school, I felt like… crying because I missed her so, so, so much and okay, I forgot, this is actually for another post, so skip !
One of my favourite subject back then is PJK, because we get to go to the field. Yes, I know I don’t play anything but then I get to sit down and chit chat, exchange news and gossip [Hahaha! Kutuk-ing KHS boys and the boys who irritated Zaharah and I in the KHS bus and read all about it here].
And I remember if they are playing basketball or any balls, I’ll stay far, far, far away because I don’t want to break my spectacles [Did you know that each time I play basketball or volleyball, the ball LIKES to hit me straight on my face?! >=( ] and I don’t want to lose my memory and balance [And the ball likes to hit me directly at the back of my head/spine whenever I sit near the court]
I tell you what, bola-s and I are match made enemies ever since I’m born Yes, that must be the reason why!! No, I’m not lousy in sports I run… marathon run!!
And if you intend to record them playing or anything, don’t need la, because they will all gather and pose for your camera and then continue playing semangat-ly
Zaharah and Sin Yee.
I love PJK exam! Haha, because no one [Except Zaharah] reads the book and it’s always the last paper! And the everytime PJK exam routine is like this:
Me: *Chit chatting with Ee Jane, Ching Yin and whoever wants to join*
Zaharah: *Reading, memorizing whatever she can cram in*
After a few glorious minutes…
Zaharah: Eh Sam, no need to read ah?? *Holding a book and pencil*
Me: No. What for?? What is there to read, are you mad hahaha! =P *Continue chit chatting, completely ignoring the stressed up woman*
Zaharah: Eh benci la so many things to read. Are you stress??!
Me: No and relax la, it’s all objective!!
Zaharah: NOOOOOO! Who says so?! Got structure also!!
Me: *Shocks* WHAT????!! Eh Zaharah say got structure, die, we didn’t even read anything! *Panics* Who got bring book?! Alamak why now only you say!! *Super panic*
Ching Yin: Eh, answers provided one la teacher say, neh, you know, fill in the blanks *Grins*
Me: Oh is it? Then don’t care la. You ah don’t simply scare people okay! *Ignores Zaharah and continue with our conversation …*
Zaharah: I HATE YOU! YOU AND YOUR STUPID RELAXING ATTITUDE!! *Walks away and continue to stress up herself* HAIYA! No one is reading! I don’t want to read already la!
Ah yes, this is the after recess class cleanliness comments by the prefects. Yea, nothing must be on your table, not even your water bottle and you must even empty the dustbin before you leave the class, switch off the fans and lights and bla bla bla, just make sure that the whole class is clean, neat and looks empty [Hahaha!].
And this reminds me, every time the duty roster is out, Ee Jane and I are always on duty on the same day! Seems like they realized that if they put us on different days we will probably just walk out of the class and not do anything properly about it because we are so degil like that la =P
This is Ee Jane, Puan Tan and I! Puan Tan taught us Mathematics back in Form 3 and you know what, she enjoys calling Ee Jane in class to do the questions on the board I don’t know why, she must love her more than me =P Haha!
And when Ee Jane goes to the front, Puan Tan will keep an eye on me to make sure that I don’t give her any hint or answer [Because you cannot bring your calculator in front and sometimes you will feel so malas to count 641 x 3, yes count ]
This is one of Zaharah mak datin’s plastic bag which she claims as one of her most high class plastic bag. I tell you what, there’s one era of her school life, where she brought huge white plastic bag to school and that’s where she keep all her school books and stationaries and we used to make fun of her out of it and she says only high class people bring plastic bag around the school.
She have this black school bag but she keep all sort of conteng-ed paper and unused plastic in it and she never takes anything out of that bag in school so God knows why she brought that bag la. Yes, this must be her idiosyncrasy just like how Praki Boy’s school bag must always sit on the poster paper in class and don’t even go near it or terkena it with your shoe because his bag must be clean =D
I hate the canteen sinks! Because it’s always so dirty, oily and blocked with water with chilli and all sort of stuffs -_- Sometimes, I rather walk to the toilet to wash my hand.
And I tell you what, the sinks in the canteen are annoying because if one sink at the other end is open, then the pressure on the next sink is very low and see see right, it drips out water drop by drop and then someone closes the sink and then suddenly all the water WILL spurt out and wet your pinafore and that’s why it’s so annoying.
All the kiasu-s of Zamrud class.
I think this one needs no elaboration.
This is yellow house Sport’s Day banner! Much nicer than KHS one la I tell you. To read more about KHS Sport’s Day, click here.
Aerobic dance or something like that … I tell you what, in Convent, Sport’s Day is like a very, very big event and okay, actually any event in school is a big event and the students will rush to sign up for performances la, help teachers la and do anything la for the event.
In KHS, no one gives a shit and if teacher ask for participation, ini macam:
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No answer from the students …
Behind the teachers:
Student A: Sure ah the whole day got this event only??
Student B: Ya ya, whole day the event only.
Student A: Walao sure very boring one I’m not coming to school tomorrow!
Student B: Me too! My whole class all pakat to ponteng already.
Kesian KHS ada students like Student A and B [Actually sometimes I'm also one of them]
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Okay you know what, this part, off topic, takde kena-mengena with the title anymore because I lost the inspiration =O
Thoughts That Crossed My Mind Right Now:
Top L-R: Jamie, Ai Leng, Ee Jane, Sam
Bottom L-R: Wey Lu, Camilla
Recently, I thought back about all my friends back in Convent again. I wonder what are they doing right now, how are they doing, are they fine, do they have a boyfriend now or if they are enjoying life right now or if they do remember me?
A scene that we don’t see in KHS.
In Convent, I’ve made friends and lost friends. Though people say, when you lose something, you’ll gain something else in return. But I tell you what, I don’t like losing friends though yes, there are a few people in Convent whom I don’t mind losing at all.
I miss her doing that face expression.
You know, sometimes in school, when I sit down alone quietly, I wish my best friends in Convent are with me. I wonder if life in KHS would be any better with them around.
I wonder how different things would be with them around. I wonder if they still miss me sometimes like how sometimes in school I miss them a lot because I just remember how we distance away and how even when we see each other online, we just keep quiet and ignore because we don’t know what to say.
Isn’t that sad?
When I listen to the song A Place For Us by Leigh Nash and Tyler James, it reminded me of two friends and things became ugly and turned upside down. I don’t know whose fault it was, but I know the theme to it all was either a betrayal, misunderstanding, jealousy or anger.
Beautiful things can get pretty scary at times. Sometimes, when things looks beautiful, it is actually the ugliest thing ever. Just like how the one who gives you the best first impression is the one who leaves the worst impression ever.
When I look back at my old Convent photos, I felt like I wanted to be back to Convent again, so that I’ll be together with them and spend more time together. But then it struck me that there is one new best friend in KHS whom I am not willing to let go.
Because if I am really given a chance to go back to the year 2006-2007, then I have to lose this best friend because back then, we are invisible to each other and sometimes, I still gawk in midair on how we turned into best friends.
Will it come a day where our hair are all white and we realized that we are just too far away? I don’t know but I hope this wouldn’t happen at all. As naive as it sounded, but I just think that friends are one of the best thing that one could ever have in life.
I took things for granted back in Convent. Back then, Ching Yin, Ee Jane and I said that we’ll go to Form 6 so I always think that I’ll always have them. Everyone knows that Zaharah and Ai Leng will never go to Form 6. So it’s a fact that in the end, we’ll never end up being together.
But what shocks me the most is, after SPM result was released, Ching Yin and Ee Jane decided to go college and I was stranded alone in National Service [Thank God for Yan Yee] and Form 6. It was then, when I felt like as if I’ve lost them and worst of all, I’m not prepared to lose them when I go to Form 6 and this really, really upsets me a lot even by typing this makes me feel like crying T.T
I didn’t blame anyone for anything that happened, I blame myself for taking things for granted; thinking that it will always be there.
Some people say I hold on too tightly to things that I treasure. Yea, I agree too but that’s me and that’s who I am and that’s what makes me different.
Even now in KHS, there is just one friend that I am not willing to let go. You know how you are willing to lose every single friend except that particular friend? Yea, something like that.
I still remember on the last day of SPM, I went home happily. As in really, really, really happily because SPM is over and I can do whatever I want. But then, let me tell you something, on the last day of SPM, I hugged a lot of people and deep down, there was this rueful feeling of not being able to know them better anymore.
Woof and Meow.
People say, becareful of what you wish for. Yea it’s true. I remember on the last day of SPM [Don't ask me why do I remember so many things clearly, because I JUST remember because some things are just glue in your memory for life], when I saw Wei Sy and Wei Qi, I was like yea… I’m not gonna see them sleeping anymore.
Then when I walked away, I remember thinking- if only I am given a chance to know more about them.
Haha! And you know what happen next.
Sometimes, when a vase breaks, though we glue it back, we know where is the fissure. The strangest thing is, sometimes I don’t even understand the word friendship. Some people promise you to be friends forever, but then their actions contradicts and this makes me upset big time.
Sometimes I don’t even understand myself, I wonder if I didn’t treat people well enough or am I being too defensive towards myself and friends? Am I being ignorant and temperamental that it scares people away?
She covers her nose because she say she don’t want us to feel small beside her hidung mancung. Prasan punya perempuan!
Some say I am the strangest and most unpredictable person ever. What does it take to be a best friend? What does it take to be considered as the greatest friend ever?
Form 5 graduation robes rented from KHS.
If you know that you are left with just a day on earth, what will you do?
My answer is that I’ll let everyone whom I hold closely in my heart to know how much I love and treasure them though I may not show it out and I’ll tell them how special they are to me in my life and they’ve made my life much more colourful.
So hello again to share about some of my happy moments in KHS!
Yea, we are crazy according to Sim Ooi Jie Same watch and same rubber band
2nd October 2009
Nah, for everyone who haven’t seen the new renovated school hall, here it is, nothing much la, looks newer only. They repainted the walls and put tiles OUTSIDE the hall only. Yes correct, that means the floor INSIDE the hall still the cement one.
So we actually have this Maljis Anugerah Ko-kurikulum Dan Anugerah Pelajar Impian Hati this year. Yes, the same one as I attended last year and met Tan Wai Kian along with Sage =P
This is Nano who sleeps everywhere and this is her, sleeping during all the long, long speeches =| But this year the speech by the VIP was not that long la, counted as QUITE GOOD and boleh tahan already compared to last year one and the one at the Karnival Kerjaya [This one can seriously make you pull your hair one -.-]
Yea, actually right, all the maljis can end much, much earlier without all the speeches [which no one listen] and performances.
The performance. The singing was not too bad honestly compared to mine that is… =S Haha!
And this is me before receiving the prize with my pink IKO biscuit packet!! It’s cute isn’t it?! Yes correct, Nano sleeps the whole time and I eat the whole time [No wonder I didn't slim down T.T].
And oh, to my right, that’s Sage, chattering non-stop [YES NON-STOP] to Denisha and to the left, the annoying boys who cannot stop kicking my chair and sticking stickers on us.
Nasi ayam as usual.
And bla bla bla, lucky draw bla bla bla, the end It’s a happy event because we went for Chemistry class after that.
6th October 2009
Which is Mr. Tan Kean Jie’s birthday and the day we went karaoke-ing and terserempak with Ooi Jie and his girlfriend and I don’t know who else.
Our lunch!! As usual, I think I eat and drink more than I sing =P Ya ya I know I’m not the best karaoke companion in the morning -_-
Yan Yee! She must be really stress after trials =|…
We looks so emo. Must be singing some emo songs.
Dancing Queen … Okay, I think, Nano is the only semangat one =S
They sing…
We snap photos and don’t attempt to act cute ’cause we are already cute enough And don’t comment anything about my looks -.-, I looks like… I’ve just woke up or something =|
Sin Yee, Nano and I.
Sin Yee, Nano showing off her birthday present [The Bag] from Yan Yee and Sin Yee and Yan Yee!
Did you all realize that Nano and I are wearing the same T-shirt?! That’s my birthday present to her this year!!
And… Happy Halloween! Whenever it is!
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Earlier on, I was surfing the net and randomly Google-ed Taylor Swift [Because I love her!!] and happen to read about a news about her break up with Joe Jonas.
Taylor Swift!! <3
Yes, I know! It’s an old story and I’ve not read it before. The whole thing actually made me go ooooo and ohhhh now I knooooww! But then usually when I read something about whoever is going to divorce or whatever, I’ll just read and not believe 100% because sometimes, there will be some behind the scene scenes that you will never ever know.
<3 !!
The part of the article that made me laugh for a moment was this:
… she holds up a Joe Jonas doll and says, “See, this one even comes with a phone, so he can break up with other dolls.” [They broke up over the phone] Then she holds up a blond doll and warns it, “Stay away from him, OK?”…
And I went HAHAHA for a moment, yea I know it’s not funny if you are the one involved. Okay, now I think I know why people laugh when I say angry things, maybe I say something like that also.
EDIT: I’m so sorry for all the misunderstanding caused to all my friends/readers about the term SCHOOL [Yes, it is Sunday Class, something like school for Handsome Blogger?] in this post. It is partially my fault for not checking the terms clearly first before allowing it to be published. So, thank you Helen, for pointing it out! -Hugs!!- [Yes, this is Samantha! ]
And the second thing is, all post filed under guest bloggers, are heavily edited by me. So don’t feel surprise la like why every guest blogger is using the ~*~ symbol or whatever that sounds like me. I’m not trying to say that it’s my trademark or whatever, but then I’ll just explain because there is one friend of mine who was kinda confuse.
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*Cough* Okay, here I am, the Handsome Blogger who FFK-ed the owner of this blog to blog a few weeks ago. Sorry la girl , nah, I compensate, this is the completed post :p.
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So, everyone, hello! I am the Handsome Blogger, another close friend of Samantha. Everyone has been writing about Samantha and I am going to write about how Samantha and I knew each other. Everyone described Samantha in a happy and cheerful manner because that was how they first saw her as. And as for me, I’ve seen her in a totally different way
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There was this new girl who came to our school and when she walks into our class, there are just oohhh-s and ahhhh-s going around because they are curious of who is the new girl. I remember her first self introduction ever was this:
Hie!
Ah, now you want to ask why did I remember it so well? =) It is because, she is the first girl in the class who walks in with her hair all tied up, wears a huge T-shirt with a pair of jeans and sandals. And she is also the first girl in our class which none of the guys are interested with her at all.
As usual, the teacher asked us to be friends with her and sure, no one did though she did try to mix around. And she sat down all by herself right at the back. She was teased, laughed at by some girls for no apparent reason [But now I think, it is because she is different], made fun of but still, she kept quiet and put on a neutral face expression as if it is something absolutely normal.
Trust me, if she’s ever in love with a guy in the class [I'm not sure?], and the guy happens to be her best friend and is dating someone else in class, it’s gonna fit part of the lyrics in You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift perfectly.
She wears short skirt, I wear T-shirts.
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers.
But now, we all know, Samantha wears short skirt and high heels .
Samantha is the girl in class who does all her homework and had often get them done perfectly and she is always misunderstood by others because she doesn’t mix with anyone else. She just sits behind there all by herself, living away in her dream world and not talking to anyone else. Yea I know, unbelievable, but believe it.
I’ve never once approached her or to say hello to her because she have this very egoistical face expression which was automatically switched on when she entered the class after the first two weeks of school. And I always remember how when the teacher in class asked her to read from the book, she would read very nervously and so softly until you can’t actually hear her. So most of the time, she was made to read twice or thrice until she looks like she’s gonna cry anytime soon.
If we are all made to do a presentation, she would be the first in class to drop her jaws and then when the day comes, she will bumble, fumble and stumble her way through [It's a wonder that she doesn't skip classes]. I remember how she looked like when she was told that she should be like the other girls, who can speak with courage, confidence and eloquence.
I still remember her first presentation ever because it was like hmm… seeing a girl walking nervously to the front, staring at everyone [and most of the girls in turn giggle at her], trying to find her words and wondering what to say/what is there to present and in the end, being told off that she is definitely not made for public speaking or debate or anything like that and then everyone will look at her and she will just smile and walk back to her seat feeling all relieved that it’s all over.
When I tried to approach her, she’ll just walk away and she won’t even smile to me or anyone else in class. When I tried to talk to her, she’ll end it quickly and then go elsewhere alone. When I tried to pull her in our conversation, all she did was she gave us a smile, stood there and listen and did nothing else.
Every break time, everyone is with their own friends and she’ll sit down, all alone, reading and writing. When I approached her and asked if she wants to join us, she gave me a warm smile and said no. In fact, I wasn’t the only one who approached her. To sum it up, she rejected everyone’s offer to play a game or to talk.
It was until one day, where we had this compulsory school camp and for the very first time, she attended. And that was the very first time, I talked to her and that was after 2 years of observing her in class.
Me: Hey, do you need any help to carry your luggage?
Samantha: *Cold stares* No thank you. [Super cold respond]
Me: -.-!! Okay. Bye.
Samantha: Bye. [Super cold voice]
And the whole time in camp, she sat down alone and dream the day away. She refused to talk to anyone, when someone made fun of her, she’ll just keep quiet, sit down quietly and act dumb, as if no one has actually said something.
It was until one evening, when we are having dinner and I saw her sitting at a corner alone. It was then I walked over, sat in front of her and talked to her properly. Initially, it was obvious that she didn’t want to talk, but then later on, she sort of opened up a little .
It is easy to understand her but the sad thing is, people just don’t take their time to understand her but to judge a book by its cover. I don’t mean everyone in that class is mean to her, just certain people ya know, but to her, it doesn’t matter anymore. Though she do talk to people sometimes, but you just know, she don’t belong to their group.
In the 3rd year, Samantha came as a transformed girl. She no longer wear huge T-shirt, jeans and sandals to class, but she wears short skirt and high heels . Everyone in class was staring at her including me. She looks kinda awkward but sure, she looks good . All the boys in class for once, turned their heads at her, but the girls in class made fun of her more than ever and I think that was the reason why she reverted back to her old style.
In the 5th year, on the first day of class, she came with a whole new image. She wear high heels higher than any other girls in class and no, shirt and skirt are not more revealing =) But, she is much prettier compared to when she first came to our school. She had more confidence then, but you know, she is still stumbling to find her words and courage to speak up.
She then remained and kept quiet in class. Until the 6th year, which is also the final year, we had one final camp and she came by force. I talked to her and realized that she was still rather reluctant to talk to me. But the whole time, I insisted that we both should talk and I thank God that I did; because I didn’t, we wouldn’t have been friends till today =).
Everyone that has written about Samantha, has seen her cheerful and bubbly side. But as for me, I have never seen her being cheerful and bubbly throughout my schooling life with her. If she laughs, it will just be for a few seconds and then she’ll have that neutral face expression again. Overall, in everyone’s opinion, Samantha is this girl who is not cheerful, hard to approach and egoistic and in my opinion, if they have been nicer to her, things wouldn’t end up tragically for her.
I remember in the camp, we are all given a piece of blank A4 paper and we have to write about how we feel on that piece of paper. We’ll then paste it on the wall so that everyone can read. Guess what, she pasted up a piece of empty paper and it was a shock to all the facilitators but no one said anything but to view her as a problematic and secretive girl.
I remember clearly, after that event, everyone was to take their bathe and go for dinner. After dinner, I saw her sitting down alone by the badminton court, watching the sun setting slowly. I sat beside her and she was surprise to see me. And this is our very first conversation:
Me: Hey, what are you doing here all alone?
Samantha: Nothing?
Me: So you want to join them over there? [I am referring to our classmates who are having their dinner]
Samantha: No, but go ahead if you want to.
Me: Actually, why is your A4 paper empty?
Samantha: Because it’s empty la.
And it was so obvious that she didn’t want to talk to me at all. So, throughout the whole camp in camp, she was actually all alone and you can be sure that she is the happiest person when the camp came to an end … Then, we both graduated and left the place.
I’ve never heard from her ever since and I saw her after a few months and we talked for 30 minutes [For your information, it was the longest record that she talked to anyone of us in class]. I was very surprise to know that she went for National Service [Hence, the disappearance]. When I told her that no one probably knows that she went for National Service, she replied curtly:
Good la.
What is so good, I don’t know … But then, when our conversation ended, I asked for her number, E-mail address and she added on with her blog URL and it shocks me a lot when I read her blog. It’s like WOW~ My classmate whom ever girls regard as snobbish and cried in camp a few times and the girl that never smiles is such a different person actually
Then I know, she isn’t who I thought she was. We did find some time and chit chatted and I realized that she is actually a very nice person and as I get to know her, I get to know some of my classmates’ ugly side. When I ask her why didn’t she stand up for what she thinks is right, she just shrug it off and said:
Well, I’m used to it.
From what I’ve seen for myself and heard from her, I just realized that all this while she is just plainly and clearly hurt with what some people in class have done to her. Though she don’t appear to looks like one who will feel hurt just because you’ve ignored her, I think she does and I think she is just keeping quiet sometimes.
The other day I had a good chat with one of our schoolmate and when I mentioned Samantha’s name, she smiled and said – Yea, I remember her. The quiet quiet one in class, very hardworking, studious and umm… somewhat my friends and I don’t like her. And I never know why, but I can guess why.
Only this year, we became closer to each other and I get to know more about her; that is how I agree with what the other two friends of hers wrote about her
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And so, this is the story of Samantha A part of her life that perhaps no one has ever expected it to be.
But my blog today isn’t going to be about New Year =P It will be about Christmas last year [Yea 2009 is last year now =P]. Christmas was a nice one for me last year, unexpectedly though 
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, nah, I compensate, this is the completed post :p.