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Darurat Duduk Rumah Study

November 6, 2009 · 8 Comments

Kepada calon-calon STPM/2009:

Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study akan dikuatkuasakan mulai 6 November 2009. Calon-calon STPM/2009 tidak sama sekali dibenarkan melepak ataupun membazir masa walaupun sesaat.

Sungguhpun pelajar-pelajar lain akan ber-holiday tidak lama lagi, akan tetapi, kemerdekaan akan diberikan kepada calon-calon STPM/2009 pada bulan Disember setelah calon-calon STPM/2009 berjaya menghapuskan musuh dalam selimut mereka [Kertas-kertas soalan STPM].

Oleh itu, calon-calon STPM/2009 hendaklah mematuhi Undang-undang Darurat Duduk Rumah Study buat sementara waktu. Kemerdekaan telahpun dijanjikan oleh Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia dan Maljis Peperiksaan Malaysia selewat-lewatnya 10 Disember 2009.

Sementara waktu itu, gambateh dan Duduk Rumah Study.

Good Luck.

Sekian, terima kasih.

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My Sister

October 30, 2009 · 12 Comments

When you have something, you’ll never appreciate it till you lose it. Yea, this statement is very true. When we have something, we’ll never appreciate it and when we don’t have it, we’ll envy others.

In life, most of my friends have siblings and sometimes, we complain about our siblings and when we argue with them, we will wish that they would disappear and not appear in front of us anymore though deep down, we don’t mean it at all.

Ferlynne is my younger sister and she is also the most serious one among the three of us. Just like Cassandra, when she was young I never once took notice of her and in fact I think I’ve ignored her my whole life because it’s like this:

I wake up, I see you.

I go to school, I see you.

I come home to have lunch, I see you.

I take a nap, you are beside me.

When I wake up, you are either beside me or standing by the door screaming at me to wake up and have my dinner.

When I am bathing, I hear your voice talking outside or you are sitting on the bed, reading some magazines or listening to music.

When I want to sleep, you are on the same bed as me.

When I wake up, I see you AGAIN!

It was till I went for National Service and gosh, that was when I began to miss all of them including her. I miss the way she would wake me up in the morning for school and get pissed off with me when I am slow and late and I miss the way she will glare at me when I piss her off by playing the same music the whole day on my computer and especially songs that are very, very slow and sad hahahahahahaha! :D

So after National Service, it was when I learn how to appreciate her presence in my life.

Cake from Secret Recipe- Pecan Butterscotch.

We have been in the same school ever since kindergarten and now, she is too in Kajang High School. When she first arrived, I introduced her to almost all my friends and you know what, menyesal saya introduce dia! Because, like this:

Case 1

Me: Eh this is my sister!! *Big grins*

Ferlynne: *Probably feeling awkward*

LeiKen: Ooo, don’t looks like you hehe!

Me: Pretty right?! :D

LeiKen: Yea, prettier than you *Grins*

Me: -______- I hate you LeiKen! T.T

LeiKen: *Grins*


Case 2

Ferlynne and I were in the class because we skipped assembly la :D Then Tiam Foo, Wei Siang, Soon Seng and Soon Peng were in class as well but they paid no attention to us because they are busy talking.

After Ferlynne left…

Wei Siang: Eh just now that girl ah, who is that? Your friend or cousin?

Me: My sister la!

Soon Seng, Soon Peng: OH! WHY NEVER INTRODUCE TO US!

Me: Introduce before already la!

Tiam Foo: Ya la, told you all before already that her sister is prettier than her.

Me: OI I’M STILL HERE!!!

Soon Peng: You… You should introduce to me! *Straightens his tie* I’m still single *Beams*

Me: -____________-… Fine. Fine. =|

Whenever I introduce her as my sister, people will stare at us and they doubt if we are ever siblings because we don’t look alike at all and even our personality are the opposite though our horoscopes are compatible hahaha! =P

After I pick my clothes for shopping or whatever, I’ll seek her for advice and in return, she’ll hunt for accessories from the little cabinet where I keep all my accessories when she needed one. So we help each other la that’s the conclusion :D Haha!

Whenever I go shopping with her, it’s like this:

Me: Ooooooo, look at that pretty dresssss! *Shining eyes*

Ferlynne: See the price first.

Me: *Flips price tag* Oh so expensive; RM200++.

Ferlynne: Don’t buy and don’t try. Go see other things better.

Me: -_-… =(

Ferlynne: What? Not like you try already you can buy right?!

Haih, if I go alone ah, I’ll try for fun =P Haha!

Both of us have difference liking for clothes though we share all our clothes. She dresses appropriately for every event and always ensures that she doesn’t overdress in any way. And I am the opposite, I try my best to dress up appropriately but if I happen to overdress, I will just go, oh why everyone wear until so simple and completely ignore everything and continue to have fun :D

She is the most humble one among the three of us and she will never go out looking untidy and she is always very presentable; something which I have to learn =D… Haha! She enjoys watching movie and listening to music and hates it when I zoom to the maximum on her ugly photos just to laugh at her :D

Photo hot and fresh from the oven today: The Cake Murderer.

Once in National Service, a question was asked in class which made everyone thought about it for the whole time in class. The question is, have we ever let our family know that we love them? Some people are egoistical in nature and will never let people that they care about them or love them with all they have.

And sadly, I happen to be one of them. I never like or wanted people to know that I care or love them. Initially I couldn’t figure out why but later on, someone in camp told me that it was ego and now, I accept that answer.

I’ve tried my best to change and to not be egoistical and I’ve learn how to show people that I do care and love them with all I have. And actually, letting the other party know that you do care and love actually do strengthen relationships :)

So dearest Ferlynne…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

&

I LOVE YOU! :D

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Upper 6/2009 Graduation

October 24, 2009 · 19 Comments

Jeng jeng jeng!! Today’s is our graduation day from KHS [Though we still have to go to school on Monday] and yes, yes, correct, I am blogging about it and putting up photos! :D So here we go!!

The whole event was held at Equatorial Hotel at Bangi :) It was a very lovely and beautiful place :D :D You know what, this is the FIRST event ever that I went two hours earlier because I am in charge of the slide presentation [Or so they call it] together with Nano! :D

Not very exciting la actually ’cause you are stuck with your work and don’t fully enjoy the whole thing until your work is done and then now I know, when you organize an event, you don’t actually enjoy it unless everyone else enjoys the whole event :)

It is indeed a word of thank you and it’s a great event or it was fun from the everyone else that will make your day and felt like it’s all WORTH it :)

Yea, now only I know though I’m not the one organizing it.

~*~

So… Photos time! :D

L-R: Puan Maizura, Sam, Nano, hotel worker/manager/whatever =|…

Please ignore my face expression. This photo was taken by Sin Yee and I happen to look up, baru nak smile then she snap already T.T… Should’ve just look at the laptop and pretend to be rajin =P

So, while Nano and I are looking at the technician to set up the LCD and bla bla bla, Sin Yee took my camera and took a lot of random photos for me because it was needed for documentation :D

And Sin Yee, thank you very, very much! :) -Hugs!- :D

Sin Yee, Chee Yang

This photo is made from precious stones one ah I tell you. You know why, because Chee Yang is always running from the camera.

So, basically, before 9.25am [The event was supposed to start at 9.00am, but what to do, Malaysian time what], everyone was busy snapping photos except Nano and I who are staring at the laptop, looking at each other/everyone else and waiting for the technician.

Yea, everyone was busy snapping photos until the VIP and pengetua arrives. And I think this is the first event in KHS without the kompang-kompang-s :D .

So as usual, sang Negaraku, listen to bacaan doa and then listen to speeches. Sorry, this is actually what we are doing when the speeches are going on:

You talk on the phone with your friend whose table is either diagonally behind yours or right at the end of the hall or anywhere in the hall but too far for you to walk over and talk during the speeches.

SMS. Kean Jie, this photo is FOR YOU! :D

Preview the photos that you have taken earlier on with your friends, zoom in to see how you looks like and then proceed to snap a photo of your glass or whatever that you find interesting.

Soon Peng, Leong.

Or you can pretend to listen like Soon Peng [He seriously have this face that looks like he's listening when he's actually dreaming away] or start SMS-ing someone else who is NOT in the hall like Leong [Hahaha! :D :D ]

Up next, the slide presentation :) Thank God it went on smoothly and I’m so happy to see some of my friends’ smiling faces and thank you everyone, for the very lovely comments on the video :)

Do thank Nano for it as well, because without her, it would’ve never be this beautiful and perfect :)

And I tell you what, my favourite photo in the whole slide/video is this:

Because… I’m the photographer of this photo !

The choir group. Photo by Kok Peng.

So we did have the penyampaian sijil ceremony along with the graduation book, photos are not allowed during the ceremony so sorry la.

And Helen, this is the front page of our graduation book :D :

Ketua Editor = Tan Kean Jie :D

And ooo, I forgot this:

Nano received an award; Pelajar Harapan :D Work harder Nano! You are one of the Pelajar Harapan you know! :D That means right, those who don’t receive this award are known as Pelajar Tak Ada Harapan.

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And then sing the school song and it’s lunch time! :D

I tell you what, I feel like slaughtering Kok Yaw/Lao Gong today. Because he took desserts for Sin Yee [Oi, don't rampas my husband >=( ] and when I ask where is mine, you know what, HE ANSWERED ME BACK LIKE THIS:

What? Take yourself la hahaha! 

T.T… *Heartbreaks* … What kind of husband is this?! Porkie, you are still the best!! <3 That’s why, with clothes the new are the best, with husbandS, the old are the best HAHAHA!

He did took for me later, after taking for everyone else that is.

But nevertheless, I still love him, in fact, I love him more than ever because…

Michael: Kok Yaw, your wife looks beautiful today.

Kok Yaw: Of course, my wife ma!

What the fall I tell you. Because in school…

Michael: Kok Yaw, look your wife nak curang with me.

Kok Yaw: *Looks up from his handphone game/magazine* Orh. SO?!

-_____________________________-… And my heart breaks.

My lunch! :D

When everyone was rushing out to get the food [Buffet style], I was sitting down, waiting for the crowd to clear off. Then I saw Ee Hahn walking in with a plate full with food. So I decided to test his sincerity.

Me: Oi Ee Hahn! How can you eat first! LADIES FIRST YOU KNOOOOW!

Ee Hahn: What? Go take yourself la. *Turn aside with his plate*

Me: Eh, you should give me first! I’m Miss Adorable that’s why!!

Sin Yee: Ya la, what la you! LADIES FIRST! So not gentleman la you!

Ee Hahn: I don’t care. Go take yourself la. *Sits down and makan*

-___________-…

Sage, Sam, Farid

And so… I saw Sage walking in with a plate with more food and I decided to test his sincerity as well :D

Me: Oh for me?! Yes, I know! Thank you, thank you!! *Takes the plate off Sage’s hand*

Sage:

Me: What? Cannot is it?! *Puppy eyes*

Sage: Can, can. I’ll go get a new one myself :) .

Me: Aww, that’s so sweet of you! Nah, I’m just kidding la *Hands him back the plate*

Sage: Eh why?! Take it la, it’s okay, I can take again.

Me: No la, I don’t like the lamb. NEH, THIS EE HAHN HOR, I WANT TO SEE HE’S SINCERE OR NOT, SEE SEE AH, LANGSUNG TAK SINCERE.

Ee Hahn: *Looks up and ignores, continue eating*

Sage: Oh thank God I took the lamb . Oi Low, what la you, LADIES FIRST la, you call yourself a gentleman?

Me:

Lelaki yang baik di dunia ini memang sudah pupus.

And photography session:

Yohen/Hantu Besar and I :D My eyes are half closed but it’s okay, he looks nice :D Not so selekeh looking like in school la.

Kean Jie and I without his signature smile.

L-R: Sin Yee, Nano, Sharon, Sam, LeiKen.

LovebirdS.

Chui San [One of the girls whom I consider to be my best friend in KHS :) ] and Jia Yan [The first girl friend of mine in 6BF]

LeiKen and Puan Kan [His mum!]. They have the same smile eh! :D :D

Kean Jie, Ee Hahn [Hmmph!], Sage

Kean Jie looks so kemas and smart for once, because in school he looks very selekeh also, like this:

Muka nak seduce older girls.

The 3 of us with Yan Yee! :D

Neo and I [God knows why I looks weird here]! Neo is my kindergarten friend. So in the whole school, she is my OLDEST friend ever!

I still remember in kindergarten she used to wear red shoes, red straps [for the uniform, it's actually brown] and carries a red bag and I use a red pencil case =P I also remember that once, where we threw our pencil case at the boys in front of us because they are so irritating!

Kamal and I! He came back all the way from Terengganu [Correct?!] just for this graduation lunch! :)

The Prince Charming and The Queen! Haha! :D

The real head prefect and I! :)

The 3 of us with Miss Tan, our Maths Paper 2 teacher! :D And everyone, I am NOT bongkok, I belum ready then they snap already :(

Viven and I! :D Wa, my lips looks so shiny :D :D

Chen Tiam Foo and I. He finally takes a photo with me. Because usually in school…

He runs away from my camera hahaha! :D

Sharon giving her thank you speech after receiving an award for being the perfect student! She DEFINITELY very well much deserve it! :) and quote Miss Leela’s comment:

A truly remarkable person.

Aiya, when is my turn?!

Wong Weng Keong and Sim Sin Yee: The Perfect Couple [But actually belum date lagi...]

Don’t you just think that they looks so perfect being together?! If they ever get married and have children, trust me, their children will definitely be TALL, THIN [Can eat a lot and don't get fat], not very fair [Sorry, both of them are not very fair] and SLENDER!

They share so many similarities, how can not be perfect RIGHT?! :D

Okay that’s it, both of them are gonna crush my bones into powder.

That’s me at the back giving a flower to Kamal and Sin Yee at the front giving a flower to Michael :D

Michael, YOU SANG VERY, VERY WELL TODAY! Consider joining a singing competition and I’ll vote for you and buy your CD-s and not download them !

The 3 of us with Puan Lee Li Cheng who taught us Maths Paper 1! :D

Top L-R: Viven, Sin Yee, Sam, Nano.

Bottom L-R: Miss Tan, Puan Fam, Puan Chew.

Beautiful girls! :D

Soon Seng and his girlfriend, Ying Fei who looks very stunning today! :D :D

Ow and I. He is a very quiet boy, but I know he likes to talk actually and he CAN TALK A LOT =P

Tat Joon and I! :D

Sunthary has a crown on her head.

Sunthary who looks very PINK today and I! :D

The positive gradient =P

Nano, Miss Heng, Sin Yee, Sam, Encik Rizal.

Praki Boy and I :D .

And then the event ended and most of the students and teachers went home. Sage, Kok Peng and I went to the swimming pool and took some photos :D

Tengok that Kean Jie, looks so gangster after the event -.-

You know what ah, these are the fishes at the Equatorial Hotel pond. You just need to stand there, ALL the fishes will RUSH to you and open and close their mouth as if you are gonna feed them =|…

So my hypothesis is that they’ve not eaten for days. Poor fishies =(…

Kok Peng and I! :D

Sage and I!! :D

More beautiful girls :) And that’s ALL the BEAUTIFUL GIRLS, waiting for the car =P =P

Thank you Sharon :D -HUGS!-

Keychain :)

Thank you :) You know who you are :) -HUGS!- :D

So that is all! :D

And if you know which is my favourite photo, you are… like… a worm in my stomach =P [From the Chinese proverb]. I know what are you thinking, NO, not that one :) .

~*~

I am typing this part as I am listening to Goodbye by Air Supply and it reminded me of my National Service last day which happens to be a little drama like. Listening back to the song has always brought back memories where I didn’t get to say goodbye.

There’s nothing left to say but goodbye.

There’s no other way than to say goodbye.

-Goodbye, Air Supply-

Is that all you and I can say and do?

Today, I watched the slideshow/video on the big screen in the hall along with everyone else and I want to thank every single one of you who clapped when my public speaking photo was on screen :) It actually means a lot to me so thank you very, very much! :) I appreciate it a lot -Hugs!!- And it was really, really very unexpected as well! :D :)

~*~

Sometimes, certain things just play back in your mind like pictures moving around. When I think back, honestly, I wanted things to be back as how it was because it looks beautiful back then. But, why it is like this now?

Because…

I don’t want to hold you back from where you might belong.

-Goodbye, Air Supply-

We don’t belong together. If this is what you want, then we’ll have it this way though I know I’ll be hurt. If it isn’t, then do something about it, the white set in the chess has already made the first move, to go on, the black set has to make a move.

Go ahead and do it.

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The Reminiscence Of My Past: Life Back In Convent

October 16, 2009 · 12 Comments

Note: Next blog post will be up on 25th October 2009 :)

After being a KHS student for about a year plus, I have forgotten how it is like to be a Convent girl again. Convent don’t seems to exist in my thoughts and mind anymore. Convent just seems like another place away, in another realm.

The other day, I accompanied Wei Qi to Convent primary school to do some registration stuffs for her youngest sister and when I walked into Convent [The primary and secondary school is just next to each other], I remembered what Wei Qi once told me:

You don’t forget, Convent is where you met ALL your best friends that you have today!

We walked into the back gate [Which they made it much bigger RIGHT AFTER I left school! *Fumes*] and there, all the memories of my life back in Convent came flooding through… And so, I looked back at all my old photos in Convent and gosh, I miss the good old times and friends in Convent.

Yes Nano, now I miss Convent.

~*~

Back in Convent, we are always bounded by the school rules as long as we are in the school compound and don’t ever dream about coming late to school for more than 3 times or not wearing your name tag or school badge for more than a week after school reopens.

Because from the moment you walk into the school compound, at the school gate, the prefects will be there to greet you with their hawk eyes to see if you properly attired [Ribbons etc] to enter the school, or else, get your names written in their book [For real, not like the one that Black Jack in KHS owns] if you break any school rules and bla bla bla you know the whole boring and annoying process.

And today… I’ll tell you about my life back in Convent :) Not all, but a very small part of it.

I’m not gonna tell you about my primary school life, I still remember vividly certain events and what made me cried and what made me laugh though I may be very young to remember anything. But you know, some things, they just stay in your memory and it requires a ERASE ALL HISTORY button [Like the one in Mozilla Firefox] for me to forget about it.

So for people who knows about it, good for you, if not, then it’s okay, we’ll save it for some other day when I miss my primary school life [Which is rather unlikely =P].

If every friends were to represent a part in my life’s Venn diagram in Convent secondary school, Ee Jane plays the biggest part. Because I was stuck with her [For good hahaha! =P] ever since Form 1. Life would have very dull back then without her existence.

You know what, back in Lower 6, I really, really, really miss her a lot that even when I walk to the canteen on the first day of school, I felt like… crying because I missed her so, so, so much and okay, I forgot, this is actually for another post, so skip :D !

One of my favourite subject back then is PJK, because we get to go to the field. Yes, I know I don’t play anything but then I get to sit down and chit chat, exchange news and gossip [Hahaha! Kutuk-ing KHS boys and the boys who irritated Zaharah and I in the KHS bus and read all about it here].

And I remember if they are playing basketball or any balls, I’ll stay far, far, far away because I don’t want to break my spectacles [Did you know that each time I play basketball or volleyball, the ball LIKES to hit me straight on my face?! >=( ] and I don’t want to lose my memory and balance [And the ball likes to hit me directly at the back of my head/spine whenever I sit near the court]

I tell you what, bola-s and I are match made enemies ever since I’m born :D Yes, that must be the reason why!! No, I’m not lousy in sports :D I run… marathon run!! :D

And if you intend to record them playing or anything, don’t need la, because they will all gather and pose for your camera and then continue playing semangat-ly :D

Zaharah and Sin Yee.

I love PJK exam! Haha, because no one [Except Zaharah] reads the book and it’s always the last paper! :D And the everytime PJK exam routine is like this:

Me: *Chit chatting with Ee Jane, Ching Yin and whoever wants to join*

Zaharah: *Reading, memorizing whatever she can cram in*

After a few glorious minutes…

Zaharah: Eh Sam, no need to read ah?? *Holding a book and pencil*

Me: No. What for?? What is there to read, are you mad hahaha! =P *Continue chit chatting, completely ignoring the stressed up woman*

Zaharah: Eh benci la so many things to read. Are you stress??!

Me: No and relax la, it’s all objective!!

Zaharah: NOOOOOO! Who says so?! Got structure also!!

Me: *Shocks* WHAT????!! Eh Zaharah say got structure, die, we didn’t even read anything! *Panics* Who got bring book?! Alamak why now only you say!! *Super panic*

Ching Yin: Eh, answers provided one la teacher say, neh, you know, fill in the blanks *Grins*

Me: Oh is it? Then don’t care la. You ah don’t simply scare people okay! *Ignores Zaharah and continue with our conversation :D …*

Zaharah: I HATE YOU! YOU AND YOUR STUPID RELAXING ATTITUDE!! *Walks away and continue to stress up herself* HAIYA! No one is reading! I don’t want to read already la!

Ah yes, this is the after recess class cleanliness comments by the prefects. Yea, nothing must be on your table, not even your water bottle and you must even empty the dustbin before you leave the class, switch off the fans and lights and bla bla bla, just make sure that the whole class is clean, neat and looks empty [Hahaha!].

And this reminds me, every time the duty roster is out, Ee Jane and I are always on duty on the same day! Seems like they realized that if they put us on different days we will probably just walk out of the class and not do anything properly about it because we are so degil like that la =P

This is Ee Jane, Puan Tan and I! :D Puan Tan taught us Mathematics back in Form 3 and you know what, she enjoys calling Ee Jane in class to do the questions on the board :D I don’t know why, she must love her more than me =P Haha!

And when Ee Jane goes to the front, Puan Tan will keep an eye on me to make sure that I don’t give her any hint or answer [Because you cannot bring your calculator in front and sometimes you will feel so malas to count 641 x 3, yes count :D ]

This is one of Zaharah mak datin’s plastic bag which she claims as one of her most high class plastic bag. I tell you what, there’s one era of her school life, where she brought huge white plastic bag to school and that’s where she keep all her school books and stationaries and we used to make fun of her out of it and she says only high class people bring plastic bag around the school.

She have this black school bag but she keep all sort of conteng-ed paper and unused plastic in it and she never takes anything out of that bag in school so God knows why she brought that bag la. Yes, this must be her idiosyncrasy just like how Praki Boy’s school bag must always sit on the poster paper in class and don’t even go near it or terkena it with your shoe because his bag must be clean =D

I hate the canteen sinks! Because it’s always so dirty, oily and blocked with water with chilli and all sort of stuffs -_- Sometimes, I rather walk to the toilet to wash my hand.

And I tell you what, the sinks in the canteen are annoying because if one sink at the other end is open, then the pressure on the next sink is very low and see see right, it drips out water drop by drop and then someone closes the sink and then suddenly all the water WILL spurt out and wet your pinafore and that’s why it’s so annoying.

All the kiasu-s of Zamrud class.

I think this one needs no elaboration.

This is yellow house Sport’s Day banner! :) Much nicer than KHS one la I tell you. To read more about KHS Sport’s Day, click here.

Aerobic dance or something like that :D … I tell you what, in Convent, Sport’s Day is like a very, very big event and okay, actually any event in school is a big event and the students will rush to sign up for performances la, help teachers la and do anything la for the event.

In KHS, no one gives a shit and if teacher ask for participation, ini macam:

…….

No answer from the students :D

Behind the teachers:

Student A: Sure ah the whole day got this event only??

Student B: Ya ya, whole day the event only.

Student A: Walao sure very boring one I’m not coming to school tomorrow!

Student B: Me too! My whole class all pakat to ponteng already.

Kesian KHS ada students like Student A and B [Actually sometimes I'm also one of them]

~*~

Okay you know what, this part, off topic, takde kena-mengena with the title anymore because I lost the inspiration =O

Thoughts That Crossed My Mind Right Now:

Top L-R: Jamie, Ai Leng, Ee Jane, Sam

Bottom L-R: Wey Lu, Camilla

Recently, I thought back about all my friends back in Convent again. I wonder what are they doing right now, how are they doing, are they fine, do they have a boyfriend now or if they are enjoying life right now or if they do remember me?

A scene that we don’t see in KHS.

In Convent, I’ve made friends and lost friends. Though people say, when you lose something, you’ll gain something else in return. But I tell you what, I don’t like losing friends though yes, there are a few people in Convent whom I don’t mind losing at all.

I miss her doing that face expression.

You know, sometimes in school, when I sit down alone quietly, I wish my best friends in Convent are with me. I wonder if life in KHS would be any better with them around.

I wonder how different things would be with them around. I wonder if they still miss me sometimes like how sometimes in school I miss them a lot because I just remember how we distance away and how even when we see each other online, we just keep quiet and ignore because we don’t know what to say.

Isn’t that sad?

When I listen to the song A Place For Us by Leigh Nash and Tyler James, it reminded me of two friends and things became ugly and turned upside down. I don’t know whose fault it was, but I know the theme to it all was either a betrayal, misunderstanding, jealousy or anger.

Beautiful things can get pretty scary at times. Sometimes, when things looks beautiful, it is actually the ugliest thing ever. Just like how the one who gives you the best first impression is the one who leaves the worst impression ever.

When I look back at my old Convent photos, I felt like I wanted to be back to Convent again, so that I’ll be together with them and spend more time together. But then it struck me that there is one new best friend in KHS whom I am not willing to let go.

Because if I am really given a chance to go back to the year 2006-2007, then I have to lose this best friend because back then, we are invisible to each other and sometimes, I still gawk in midair on how we turned into best friends.

Will it come a day where our hair are all white and we realized that we are just too far away? I don’t know but I hope this wouldn’t happen at all. As naive as it sounded, but I just think that friends are one of the best thing that one could ever have in life.

I took things for granted back in Convent. Back then, Ching Yin, Ee Jane and I said that we’ll go to Form 6 so I always think that I’ll always have them. Everyone knows that Zaharah and Ai Leng will never go to Form 6. So it’s a fact that in the end, we’ll never end up being together.

But what shocks me the most is, after SPM result was released, Ching Yin and Ee Jane decided to go college and I was stranded alone in National Service [Thank God for Yan Yee] and Form 6. It was then, when I felt like as if I’ve lost them and worst of all, I’m not prepared to lose them when I go to Form 6 and this really, really upsets me a lot even by typing this makes me feel like crying T.T

I didn’t blame anyone for anything that happened, I blame myself for taking things for granted; thinking that it will always be there.

Some people say I hold on too tightly to things that I treasure. Yea, I agree too but that’s me and that’s who I am and that’s what makes me different.

Even now in KHS, there is just one friend that I am not willing to let go. You know how you are willing to lose every single friend except that particular friend? Yea, something like that.

I still remember on the last day of SPM, I went home happily. As in really, really, really happily because SPM is over and I can do whatever I want. But then, let me tell you something, on the last day of SPM, I hugged a lot of people and deep down, there was this rueful feeling of not being able to know them better anymore.

Woof and Meow.

People say, becareful of what you wish for. Yea it’s true. I remember on the last day of SPM [Don't ask me why do I remember so many things clearly, because I JUST remember because some things are just glue in your memory for life], when I saw Wei Sy and Wei Qi, I was like yea… I’m not gonna see them sleeping anymore.

Then when I walked away, I remember thinking- if only I am given a chance to know more about them.

Haha! And you know what happen next.

Sometimes, when a vase breaks, though we glue it back, we know where is the fissure. The strangest thing is, sometimes I don’t even understand the word friendship. Some people promise you to be friends forever, but then their actions contradicts and this makes me upset big time.

Sometimes I don’t even understand myself, I wonder if I didn’t treat people well enough or am I being too defensive towards myself and friends? Am I being ignorant and temperamental that it scares people away?

She covers her nose because she say she don’t want us to feel small beside her hidung mancung. Prasan punya perempuan!

Some say I am the strangest and most unpredictable person ever. What does it take to be a best friend? What does it take to be considered as the greatest friend ever?

Form 5 graduation robes rented from KHS.

If you know that you are left with just a day on earth, what will you do?

My answer is that I’ll let everyone whom I hold closely in my heart to know how much I love and treasure them though I may not show it out and I’ll tell them how special they are to me in my life and they’ve made my life much  more colourful.

What about you?

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Happy Times In KHS III

October 10, 2009 · 9 Comments

So hello again to share about some of my happy moments in KHS! :D

Yea, we are crazy according to Sim Ooi Jie :D Same watch and same rubber band :D :D

2nd October 2009

Nah, for everyone who haven’t seen the new renovated school hall, here it is, nothing much la, looks newer only. They repainted the walls and put tiles OUTSIDE the hall only. Yes correct, that means the floor INSIDE the hall still the cement one.

So we actually have this Maljis Anugerah Ko-kurikulum Dan Anugerah Pelajar Impian Hati this year. Yes, the same one as I attended last year and met Tan Wai Kian along with Sage =P

This is Nano who sleeps everywhere and this is her, sleeping during all the long, long speeches =| But this year the speech by the VIP was not that long la, counted as QUITE GOOD and boleh tahan already compared to last year one and the one at the Karnival Kerjaya [This one can seriously make you pull your hair one -.-]

Yea, actually right, all the maljis can end much, much earlier without all the speeches [which no one listen] and performances.

The performance. The singing was not too bad honestly :D compared to mine that is… =S Haha!

And this is me before receiving the prize with my pink IKO biscuit packet!! :D It’s cute isn’t it?! :D Yes correct, Nano sleeps the whole time and I eat the whole time [No wonder I didn't slim down T.T].

And oh, to my right, that’s Sage, chattering non-stop [YES NON-STOP] to Denisha and to the left, the annoying boys who cannot stop kicking my chair and sticking stickers on us.

Nasi ayam as usual.

And bla bla bla, lucky draw bla bla bla, the end :D It’s a happy event because we went for Chemistry class after that.

6th October 2009

Which is Mr. Tan Kean Jie’s birthday and the day we went karaoke-ing and terserempak with Ooi Jie and his girlfriend and I don’t know who else.

Our lunch!! :D As usual, I think I eat and drink more than I sing =P Ya ya I know I’m not the best karaoke companion in the morning -_-

Yan Yee! She must be really stress after trials =|…

We looks so emo. Must be singing some emo songs.

Dancing Queen :D … Okay, I think, Nano is the only semangat one =S

They sing…

We snap photos and don’t attempt to act cute ’cause we are already cute enough :D And don’t comment anything about my looks -.-, I looks like… I’ve just woke up or something =|

Sin Yee, Nano and I.

Sin Yee, Nano showing off her birthday present [The Bag] from Yan Yee and Sin Yee and Yan Yee! :D

Did you all realize that Nano and I are wearing the same T-shirt?! :D That’s my birthday present to her this year!! :D

And… Happy Halloween! :D Whenever it is! :D :D

~*~

Earlier on, I was surfing the net and randomly Google-ed Taylor Swift [Because I love her!!] and happen to read about a news about her break up with Joe Jonas.

Taylor Swift!! <3 :D

Yes, I know! It’s an old story and I’ve not read it before. The whole thing actually made me go ooooo and ohhhh now I knooooww! But then usually when I read something about whoever is going to divorce or whatever, I’ll just read and not believe 100% because sometimes, there will be some behind the scene scenes that you will never ever know.

<3 !!

The part of the article that made me laugh for a moment was this:

… she holds up a Joe Jonas doll and says, “See, this one even comes with a phone, so he can break up with other dolls.” [They broke up over the phone] Then she holds up a blond doll and warns it, “Stay away from him, OK?”

Click here to read more.

And I went HAHAHA for a moment, yea I know it’s not funny if you are the one involved. Okay, now I think I know why people laugh when I say angry things, maybe I say something like that also.

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A Small Part Of Her Life

October 3, 2009 · 10 Comments

EDIT: I’m so sorry for all the misunderstanding caused to all my friends/readers about the term SCHOOL [Yes, it is Sunday Class, something like school for Handsome Blogger?] in this post. It is partially my fault for not checking the terms clearly first before allowing it to be published. So, thank you Helen, for pointing it out! :D -Hugs!!- [Yes, this is Samantha! :D ]

And the second thing is, all post filed under guest bloggers, are heavily edited by me. So don’t feel surprise la like why every guest blogger is using the ~*~ symbol or whatever that sounds like me. I’m not trying to say that it’s my trademark or whatever, but then I’ll just explain because there is one friend of mine who was kinda confuse.

~*~

*Cough* Okay, here I am, the Handsome Blogger who FFK-ed the owner of this blog to blog a few weeks ago. Sorry la girl :P , nah, I compensate, this is the completed post :p.

~*~

So, everyone, hello! I am the Handsome Blogger, another close friend of Samantha. Everyone has been writing about Samantha and I am going to write about how Samantha and I knew each other. Everyone described Samantha in a happy and cheerful manner because that was how they first saw her as. And as for me, I’ve seen her in a totally different way :)

~*~

There was this new girl who came to our school and when she walks into our class, there are just oohhh-s and ahhhh-s going around because they are curious of who is the new girl. I remember her first self introduction ever was this:

Hie!

Ah, now you want to ask why did I remember it so well? =) It is because, she is the first girl in the class who walks in with her hair all tied up, wears a huge T-shirt with a pair of jeans and sandals. And she is also the first girl in our class which none of the guys are interested with her at all.

As usual, the teacher asked us to be friends with her and sure, no one did though she did try to mix around. And she sat down all by herself right at the back. She was teased, laughed at by some girls for no apparent reason [But now I think, it is because she is different], made fun of but still, she kept quiet and put on a neutral face expression as if it is something absolutely normal.

Trust me, if she’s ever in love with a guy in the class [I'm not sure?], and the guy happens to be her best friend and is dating someone else in class, it’s gonna fit part of the lyrics in You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift perfectly.

She wears short skirt, I wear T-shirts.

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers.

But now, we all know, Samantha wears short skirt and high heels :) .

Samantha is the girl in class who does all her homework and had often get them done perfectly and she is always misunderstood by others because she doesn’t mix with anyone else. She just sits behind there all by herself, living away in her dream world and not talking to anyone else. Yea I know, unbelievable, but believe it.

I’ve never once approached her or to say hello to her because she have this very egoistical face expression which was automatically switched on when she entered the class after the first two weeks of school. And I always remember how when the teacher in class asked her to read from the book, she would read very nervously and so softly until you can’t actually hear her. So most of the time, she was made to read twice or thrice until she looks like she’s gonna cry anytime soon.

If we are all made to do a presentation, she would be the first in class to drop her jaws and then when the day comes, she will bumble, fumble and stumble her way through [It's a wonder that she doesn't skip classes]. I remember how she looked like when she was told that she should be like the other girls, who can speak with courage, confidence and eloquence.

I still remember her first presentation ever because it was like hmm… seeing a girl walking nervously to the front, staring at everyone [and most of the girls in turn giggle at her], trying to find her words and wondering what to say/what is there to present and in the end, being told off that she is definitely not made for public speaking or debate or anything like that and then everyone will look at her and she will just smile and walk back to her seat feeling all relieved that it’s all over.

When I tried to approach her, she’ll just walk away and she won’t even smile to me or anyone else in class. When I tried to talk to her, she’ll end it quickly and then go elsewhere alone. When I tried to pull her in our conversation, all she did was she gave us a smile, stood there and listen and did nothing else.

Every break time, everyone is with their own friends and she’ll sit down, all alone, reading and writing. When I approached her and asked if she wants to join us, she gave me a warm smile and said no. In fact, I wasn’t the only one who approached her. To sum it up, she rejected everyone’s offer to play a game or to talk.

It was until one day, where we had this compulsory school camp and for the very first time, she attended. And that was the very first time, I talked to her and that was after 2 years of observing her in class.

Me: Hey, do you need any help to carry your luggage?

Samantha: *Cold stares* No thank you. [Super cold respond]

Me: -.-!! Okay. Bye.

Samantha: Bye. [Super cold voice]

And the whole time in camp, she sat down alone and dream the day away. She refused to talk to anyone, when someone made fun of her, she’ll just keep quiet, sit down quietly and act dumb, as if no one has actually said something.

It was until one evening, when we are having dinner and I saw her sitting at a corner alone. It was then I walked over, sat in front of her and talked to her properly. Initially, it was obvious that she didn’t want to talk, but then later on, she sort of opened up a little :) .

It is easy to understand her but the sad thing is, people just don’t take their time to understand her but to judge a book by its cover. I don’t mean everyone in that class is mean to her, just certain people ya know, but to her, it doesn’t matter anymore. Though she do talk to people sometimes, but you just know, she don’t belong to their group.

In the 3rd year, Samantha came as a transformed girl. She no longer wear  huge T-shirt, jeans and sandals to class, but she wears short skirt and high heels :) . Everyone in class was staring at her including me. She looks kinda awkward but sure, she looks good :) . All the boys in class for once, turned their heads at her, but the girls in class made fun of her more than ever and I think that was the reason why she reverted back to her old style.

In the 5th year, on the first day of class, she came with a whole new image. She wear high heels higher than any other girls in class and no, shirt and skirt are not more revealing =) But, she is much prettier compared to when she first came to our school. She had more confidence then, but you know, she is still stumbling to find her words and courage to speak up.

She then remained and kept quiet in class. Until the 6th year, which is also the final year, we had one final camp and she came by force. I talked to her and realized that she was still rather reluctant to talk to me. But the whole time, I insisted that we both should talk and I thank God that I did; because I didn’t, we wouldn’t have been friends till today =).

Everyone that has written about Samantha, has seen her cheerful and bubbly side. But as for me, I have never seen her being cheerful and bubbly throughout my schooling life with her. If she laughs, it will just be for a few seconds and then she’ll have that neutral face expression again. Overall, in everyone’s opinion, Samantha is this girl who is not cheerful, hard to approach and egoistic and in my opinion, if they have been nicer to her, things wouldn’t end up tragically for her.

I remember in the camp, we are all given a piece of blank A4 paper and we have to write about how we feel on that piece of paper. We’ll then paste it on the wall so that everyone can read. Guess what, she pasted up a piece of empty paper and it was a shock to all the facilitators but no one said anything but to view her as a problematic and secretive girl.

I remember clearly, after that event, everyone was to take their bathe and go for dinner. After dinner, I saw her sitting down alone by the badminton court, watching the sun setting slowly. I sat beside her and she was surprise to see me. And this is our very first conversation:

Me: Hey, what are you doing here all alone?

Samantha: Nothing?

Me: So you want to join them over there? [I am referring to our classmates who are having their dinner]

Samantha: No, but go ahead if you want to.

Me: Actually, why is your A4 paper empty?

Samantha: Because it’s empty la.

And it was so obvious that she didn’t want to talk to me at all. So, throughout the whole camp in camp, she was actually all alone and you can be sure that she is the happiest person when the camp came to an end :) … Then, we both graduated and left the place.

I’ve never heard from her ever since and I saw her after a few months and we talked for 30 minutes [For your information, it was the longest record that she talked to anyone of us in class]. I was very surprise to know that she went for National Service [Hence, the disappearance]. When I told her that no one probably knows that she went for National Service, she replied curtly:

Good la.

What is so good, I don’t know :) … But then, when our conversation ended, I asked for her number, E-mail address and she added on with her blog URL and it shocks me a lot when I read her blog. It’s like WOW~ My classmate whom ever girls regard as snobbish and cried in camp a few times and the girl that never smiles is such a different person actually :)

Then I know, she isn’t who I thought she was. We did find some time and chit chatted and I realized that she is actually a very nice person and as I get to know her, I get to know some of my classmates’ ugly side. When I ask her why didn’t she stand up for what she thinks is right, she just shrug it off and said:

Well, I’m used to it.

From what I’ve seen for myself and heard from her, I just realized that all this while she is just plainly and clearly hurt with what some people in class have done to her. Though she don’t appear to looks like one who will feel hurt just because you’ve ignored her, I think she does and I think she is just keeping quiet sometimes.

The other day I had a good chat with one of our schoolmate and when I mentioned Samantha’s name, she smiled and said – Yea, I remember her. The quiet quiet one in class, very hardworking, studious and umm… somewhat my friends and I don’t like her. And I never know why, but I can guess why.

Only this year, we became closer to each other and I get to know more about her; that is how I agree with what the other two friends of hers wrote about her :)

~*~

And so, this is the story of Samantha :) A part of her life that perhaps no one has ever expected it to be.

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Dearest Nano

September 24, 2009 · 12 Comments

Today’s post is specially dedicated to the birthday girl today [24th September] who goes by the name Meow Nano Wei Qi!! :D

Nano says hie! :D

Wei Qi and I had never been in the same class at all ever since Year 1 till Form 5. Yea I know, what a thing to happen. I only remember seeing Wei Qi and Wei Sy [Yes Nano's twin!!] in primary school tying two ponytails together to school and everywhere they go, they hold hands [Aww!] but at that time, I don’t know their names [Sorry la =P, we are not in the same class and I was just in Year 1 =P So I'm so shy haha!!]

Nano’s twin, Wei Sy.

The only memory that I remember about Wei Qi in primary school is that we only know each other because of Moral class and after that, I remember talking to her in Year 4 and then, I don’t remember anything anymore because at that time, she is insignificant in my life.

Look at her waist!! :D :D

The next thing I knew was, we are in secondary school and this is when Ee Jane and I officially became inseparable and this is when, Ee Jane and I created our own world and are officially stuck in our own world and no one else exist anymore to the extend I only realized that I was in the same Moral class [We went over to their class] as Wei Qi and Wei Sy and they both sat in front of Ee Jane and I in FORM 3 [That's like the 3rd year we are in the same class for Moral].

Woof and Meow.

So Ee Jane and I obviously did not bother about the existent of Wei Qi and Wei Sy but we refer them as THE TWINS so we never actually call them by their name =P. And so, we went on to Form 4 and Wei Qi, Wei Sy and I are in different class again. Their class is just next to mine but the thing is, I never wanted to bother them. If I see them anywhere, I’ll just wave or say hie and then just walk away.

Nano rajin-ing in class.

The only thing that I remember about Wei Qi and Wei Sy is, when I pass by their class to go to the toilet, they are ALWAYS SLEEPING! Yes, I pass by the class 100 times, 100 times also they are sleeping! Yes, yes, facing the same direction and with the same pose and it’s amazing how they still score in exams and until today, Wei Qi is still the same [Not sure about Wei Sy though =p] and come, I show you my collection of her sleeping photos.

In Lower 6.

During karaoke. Don’t ask me how can she sleep there ah.

During boring Monday assemblies.

Sleeping on the way back to school from the PA Seminar here. Photo by Jason Sim.

Sleeping during the PA Seminar break. And that’s my muka bangun tidur -____- SIN YEE! HOW CAN YOU!!!

Sleeping while playing bowling.

There are more photos [I'm sure of it:D] but I think I’ve overlook them in my folders so never mind! Those photos above are already enough to prove that she sleeps EVERYWHERE at ANYTIME! :D

Nano playing UNO in class while copying Maths 2 notes.

And then in Form 5, this is when Wei Qi and I got closer a little bit [Yes, a little bit] to each other. Because she asked me to find her a pen pal [Some Queen's Guide exam] and I suggested my cousins who were at Singapore and later I figure out that my cousins would not have the time to bother actually so I offered to be her fake pen pal from Singapore and that is when we started E-mailing each other [HAHAHA!] and I remember I was so lazy to reply her because I don’t know what to write about la [I only know Singapore got the nice mega sales =P]

Muka Nano masa bercakap =P

After that, blah blah blah, I don’t remember talking to her anymore. Ah I REMEMBER ALREADY!! She was the ERT Club President and then Ee Jane and I quitted ERT Club because of some unfair stuffs that happened in the club. No, it has nothing to do with Wei Qi at all and I don’t think Wei Qi even knows about it =P [Yea, she's gonna ask me now! Haha!]

From L-R: Wei Sy, Wen Yin, Wei Qi. Her old life back in Convent as one of the Girl Guides Committee Member.

So, after SPM, I didn’t bother about her anymore and in fact, I don’t even remember her actually because of some personal reasons [So don't ask but it has nothing to do with Wei Qi or Wei Sy or any of my close friends]. In fact, I never expect to see her again on the first day of orientation.

Hahaha! :D

After orientation, I went back to National Service for two weeks and after two weeks, when I came to KHS officially for Form 6, I remember she was smiling and waving to me and deep down in my heart, I was very [Yes, very] reluctant to talk to her and layan her actually because of the same aforementioned personal reasons.

I still remember our first conversation ever in KHS is this:

Wei Qi: Eh!! You also come Form 6 ah?! *Excited face*

Me: Yah :) Haha…

Wei Qi: Which class you wanna enter?

Me: Physics.

Wei Qi: I’m in Physics class also *Excited smile* My class is 6BE, Sim also same class as me. Remember ah, tell the teacher you want 6BE la if possible!

Me: Sim?! As in SIM SIN YEE?! [Was on super bad terms with Sin Yee at the end of Form 5 till early Form 6] And  Physics got how many classes ah?

Wei Qi: Ya. Sim Sin Yee. Why? Got 2 classes.

Actually deep down I was making a mental note like this :

Tell the teacher I don’t want 6BE if I am put into 6BE.

Me: Oh nothing la haha… Okay, will try to but I don’t think so la. Hey, gotta go find the teacher in charge. See ya…

Wei Qi: Ah okay la. Hopefully same class la! *Happy smile*

And deep down I was thinking:

God save me. Different class please!!

True enough, my wish was granted and I was put in a different class [Which I thanked God that day itself!] and God knows how I was transferred to their class and then blah blah blah [We'll save this for some other day, or else we are gonna off topic for sure].

*Nano is gonna go ->  CIS! EARLY KNOW AH, I DON’T LAYAN YOU AT ALL!

I was just plainly pissed off on my first day of being transferred out of 6BF to 6BE because of the aforementioned personal reason and Wei Qi was happily striking up a conversation with me and actually, I don’t really want to talk to her. In fact, when I see she and Sin Yee, I am just plainly very annoyed and made up my mind to never talk to them or anyone else at all.


Later on, I realized that Wei Qi is uhh, quite nice :D … So that’s when I began to change my point of view towards her and in fact, she was the one and only  sole reason why I did not change stream =) [Yea, you can be proud of this! :D ]

Hahaha! She looks so cuteee! :D

And so, we aren’t exactly very close to each other last year but then, okay la. We only became super close in Upper 6! :) When we are in Upper 6, it was only then I felt really, really close to her =) Before that, it was just this acknowledgment that I am close to her but there wasn’t this feeling you know =P Haha!


Upper 6 is the year where I really, really enjoyed myself with her. You know, I’ve never once expect myself to be close to her and to feel attached to her as well and what’s more, I don’t even expect her to be one of the best-est friend that I ever had in life.

Aww… What a loving sister! :D

Wei Qi is this girl full with smiles and laughter and is a very friendly girl as well :) She doesn’t give up easily [In fact, I've never seen her giving up] and she always try to DO HER BEST in whatever she’s doing and would want it to be fruitful and beautiful. Even if people don’t appreciate it, she’ll just let out a sigh and say, never mind la and then she’ll forget about it.

She is very hardworking and enjoys saving the environment by squeezing all her work into tiny tiny handwriting that you have to squint your eyes to read -_- Oi, write and draw bigger la LIKE ME, BIG and CLEAR!

See how she squeeze her handwriting!!

Wei Qi is also the smallest size and smartest girl in our class [Hence the name Nano- Inspired by Praki Boy presentation on nanotechnology] and also the second blurest person after Ai Leng. Wei Qi has always been there for me through all my ups and downs and I ensured that she is in every competition that I represented the school so that we can both work together and go to the same place together and not feel bored :D

*Cough*

I remember vividly that we both joined the blog competition for the PRS this year and we stayed up late night till 2am just to get it done [And not being appreciated somemore!!!]. We went through the desperate moments of sticking photos of our friends on the missing AJK-s photos [HAHAHA!] and I desperately created reports and posted up fake photos [Photos which are not PRS activities but class/school activities] and pretended as if the PRS in our school are super active [Thank God for my super crapping ability].

Her table.

When I got into trouble in school, she was there constantly supporting me and asking after me and even offered to help me which I am extremely grateful for because she is the only one who offered to. She turns up to school everyday after 7.20am and is the slowest one to walk to the canteen/toilet/pack her bag.

The Nano!! :D

Wei Qi had made my life in KHS much more meaningful, happier and better :) I cannot imagine life in KHS without her at all, life’s gonna be so unbearable!! :D Wei Qi is definitely a friend that everyone would love to have [NO! SHE'S MINE! :D ]. She is jovial, caring in many ways and very honest as well! :) She will always to be fair in her judgment but she is a very indecisive person =|…

Her kangaroo keychain that everyone loves to kidnap =p

The song No Matter by Angel will always remind me of Wei Qi because she used it as her handphone ringtone and is crazy over that song for a period of time :D She is also the one in school whom I confide all my secrets to and she is also the one in school, who understands me the most :)

Among all my girl friends in KHS, she is the only one who is willing to do crazy poses in public with me and pose for my Baby Ixus so that I can have something to blog about =p And she is the one, whom I have tonnes of her random photos in my camera to plot up a scandal [One day you are gonna thank me for all the photos okay!] :D Hahaha!!

Wei Qi is definitely one of the friend whom I would want to hold on to my whole life/next life and she is also one of my best-est friend whom I’ve held closely to my heart and life. Though I know we’ll never end up in the same university and course [We have different interest], but I know, we’ll always be best-est friend and remember each other and all the sweetest memories that we’ve shared together in Form 6 [Though life's hell in Form 6].

She is mystery gift from God to me, because I’ve never once wanted to take her as my close friend but now, I know why am I in Form 6 :) And Wei Qi is also like a sister to me [They say best friends are siblings that God has forgotten to give us] and she is one of the friends that had filled my life with sunshine and rainbow and will always be the one I’ll keep closely to my memory, life and heart forever :)

The cartoon version of Nano and I!! :D I edited until very susah one okay!

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me and thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me! :) I hope, I’ve been a wonderful friend to you too! [Albeit, causing awkward moment for you on the 10th September 2009] =p

And here I am, with all my heart, full with love and care, I wish you a very…

Happy 19th Birthday! :D


~HUGS~! :D

P/S: Yay! I’m the FIRST to wish Nano Happy Birthday on the phone and SMS!! =D :D =P

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Journey To Enlightenment

September 18, 2009 · 15 Comments

Hello! :D This post will be all about the Journey To Enlightenment at Chin Swee Temple, Genting! There will be a lot of disturbing photos [for certain people, not me =P], so if you find them disturbing/disgusting, don’t complain ah, you’ve been warned :D

~*~

Hello everyone! Yes that’s me at the entrance of Journey To Enlightenment! [So this photo is NOT disturbing/disgusting ah :D ] :D Come, I give you the brief introduction first as taken from the information board there! :D

Journey to Enlightenment is a place where our next generation can learn about moral principles and ethics, and to apprehend the meaning of karma.

It encourages human beings to be kindhearted and law abiding person. It teaches people to become an ethical person. Sinful behavior in current life will result in harsh punishments in hell.

A visit to Journey Of Enlightenment will enlighten a person to appreciate  human life, will understand that committing evil act will be punished in hell.

It tells the story of 10 Hell Chamber where a kind person was rewarded and evil person was punished, to deter people from committing sunful act.

It lead our next generation to perform charity and accumulate virtue, to make them understand good deeds will be awarded and evil will be recompensed with evil.

So, here we go!! :D

~*~

Registration Office

The first stop will be the Registration Office. Eh, you know what, I can’t find the description about this anywhere there. Okay, it’s either I missed it out or memang tak ada. *Makes a mental note to check out next time*

My guessing is that, this is where all dead people come and then, they register themselves before being brought to the different hell chambers.

Imaging waking up in the middle of the night and you see the guy at the most left in this photo -_-…

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First Hell Chamber: Qin Guang Wang

Qin Guang Wang of First Hell Chamber manages the book of birth and death of human realm, their longevity or a premature death. He centrally controls the penalties of human being’s while in realm.

After death, a good person will be sent for rebirth to Heavenly Realm or Western Pureland of Great Bliss, where a person who has done equally virtuous and evil deed will be sent to the Tenth Hell Chamber for rebirth to human realm.

Those who had seriously committed unwholesome actions would be taken to the right chamber, to review his or her wrong doing and the penalties for that action.

The judge’s name Qin Guang Wang.

If I could get a mirror, it will be a mirror to understand how exactly others think and feel. But wait, then I wouldn’t be taking my time to know and understand others. K la, I don’t want. Unless it shows me my STPM questions this year .

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Second Hell Chamber: Chu Jiang Wang

Chu Jiang Wang of Second Hell Chamber is the controller of the Reviving Hell. It is located beneath the Southern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who abducted men or women, occupied properties not belonging to them, caused other disability, doctor who malpractice, couples who cheated marriage, people who have not repay the four graciousness and committed suicide, will be punished here after death.

Maybe that green fellow is related to Shrek.

Pool of… whatever you call it :D

Hell interior ornaments =S

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Third Hell Chamber: Song Di Wang

Song Di Wang of Third Hell Chamber is the controller of the Black-Line Hell. It is located beneath the South Eastern Wu Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who disobeyed the senior, dishonest and disloyal, harmed others for self benefit, not practiced morality, in conspiracy to cheat money, escaped from prison, took advantage of others, committed seduction, forgery, false accounting, robbery and stealing will be punished here after death.

Whenever I see any blue man, it reminds me of The 5 People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom.

This is pretty scary =| They poke your eyeballs out, pull out your intestines and pull your tongue =S

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Fourth Hell Chamber: Wu Guan Wang

Wu Guan Wang of Fourth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Rounding-Up and Crushing Hell. It is located beneath the Eastern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who evaded taxes, not paying rents, cheated in sales, gave fake medicine, caused others unwholesome thoughts and vanity disrespected elderly, wrested away in secret, bullied good folks, mislead others, littered, intentionally not attended their farm, pretended and misused the influences of worldly gods, not being law abiding, not taking care of elderly and poor, will be punished here after death.

I wanna know can he read properly with his long tongue :D

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Fifth Hell Chamber: Yan Luo Tian Zi

Okay, this is confusing. The carving on the stone wrote Sen Luo Wang and then the description board wrote Yan Luo Tian Zi. Okay, maybe it’s the same thing but I don’t know =S Never mind, read only la :D

Yan Luo Tian Zi of Fifth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Howling Hell. It is located beneath the North Eastern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who violated the correct principles, bullied the virtuous and feared the wicked, haggled over fame and fortune, raped, harmed other’s right, was stingy, like to fight and gamble, was jealous of the kind hearted, refused to be advised, shooting poultry and birds, wrested away farm land, destructed water source, killing will be punished here after death.

The punishments in the Fifth Hell Chamber.

Close up.

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Sixth Hell Chamber: Bian Cheng Wang

Bian Cheng Wang of Sixth Hell Chamber is the controller of the Great Howling Hell. It is located beneath the Nothern Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who disregarded sutras and its teaching, showed disrespect to Buddhas and other worldly gods, violated ethical practices, committed vandalism, wasted staple food, will be punished here after death.

This is super ouch =S

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Seventh Hell Chamber: Tai Shan Wang

Tai Shan Wang of Seventh Hell Chamber is the controller of Heating Hell. It is located beneath the North Western Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who against common laws, live lavishly, committed unethical business practices or tomb raiding, abortion, gambling, mislead juvenile, bullied the weak, fabricated the truth will be punished here after death in respective small hells.

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Eight Hell Chamber: Du Shi Wang

Du Shi Wang of Eighth Hell Chamber is the controller of Intense Heating Hell. This hell is located beneath the Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Those who did not practice filial piety, caused fear, panic, sadness or worry to their parents or in laws, will be punished here after death.

This is gonna be painful.

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Ninth Hell Chamber: Ping Deng Wang


Ping Deng Wang of Ninth Chamber of the Hell of Ultimate Torment. This hell is located beneath the South Western Wuo Jiao Stone under the great ocean.

Here, the hells surrounded each other and stacked one atop another.

Those who set fire on homes, destroyed other’s properties, caused confusion, engage in abortion service, enticed young man, raped young girl, will be punished severely in this hell after death.

Another long tongue man.

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Tenth Hell Chamber: Zhuan Luan Wang

The Tenth Chamber of Zhuan Luan Wang is located outside the Wuo Jiao Stone of Hell Realm to the east and directly facing this samsara world of five degeneration.

This hell is equipped with six Bridges of Gold, Silver, Jade, Wood, Nai He, etc. All those who arrive here from other hell will be sent for reincarnation in the four great continents depending on their accumulation of merits.

Whether one is born as female or male, into wealthy or poor family, all the details will be recorded and compiled monthly before registration with the first chamber.

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After that, all will be lead to the Zhuo Wang Altar of Meng Po Shen at Feng Du, offered a drink to lose all previous memories and finally reincarnated into the six realms.

Sometimes, it’s good to forget about certain things that you don’t want to remember anymore :D .

Reincarnation :D

The End

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Before I end this post, everyone go visit Porkie’s blog here [CLICK!] and watch his video and then vote for him by giving him thumbs up HERE. Okay don’t watch also never mind, just vote for him =P [His video is worth a watch!]

P/S: AH LUI, you must vote and ask all your friends to vote your Daddy! If he win, let’s make him buy us a very, very good dinner and take us for shopping!! :D

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Friendship

September 11, 2009 · 16 Comments

This is the second time I am typing this out because the first one was somewhat crappy so I decided to write a brand new post! =) Actually there is another friend of mine [Yes, this IS Samantha!] who is supposed to blog for me but then he told me that he can’t do it today ’cause he’s busy [*Kicks*].

So, of course la I’m not gonna leave all of you without a nice post =P And here it is, about friendship! =)

But before I go on, I would very much like to explain that this post is not dedicated to anyone and is not related to anyone in anyway. If you are offended or terasa by some words of mine, then, I’m sorry but I’m not sorry for what I’ve typed because they are all my own opinion [Sorry, I'm just very sick of people telling what should I do lately].

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For me, friendship is something very valuable and precious =) It can NEVER be replaced by anything else in this world and most of all, it is fragile and one should always handle it with care.

I know the title of this post had been posted up elsewhere on another friend’s blog but then, this is not a post to argue about that particular friend’s point no matter how many times I roll my eyes when I read that post.

To me, friendship is something that I hold very close to my heart and it is something that plays a very big part of my life in many aspects. In my life, I’ve met many type of friends and I am very grateful for meeting the good friends and the bad ones [You know who you are].

Friends are also people who accept you for you are and loves you for who you are although you may appear to be super annoying to someone else. I am just very grateful for all the best friends who have walked into my life =) and had never once walk away but had always stood beside me, holding my hands.

People say, best friends are people who lift up your spirit and give you full encouragement when you need it and best friends are also people who will never leave you when trouble comes around.

Generally, all my friends are good friends [As for the bad ones, you KNOW who you are] and I hope, I’ve been a good friend to all of them as well =) For me, good friends and best friends does have a difference [Please NOTE the BEST and GOOD friends in this post].

But I am not going to talk about good friends today. I am going to talk about BEST FRIENDS.

Best friends are very, very [to the power of infinity] important people in my life. I’ve always tried my best to send them a forward SMS once in a while to let them know that they are not forgotten by me and they are also the people whom I hold very close to my heart and I’ll never, ever let them go.

Yes, I admit, I’ve let one of them go early this year because I cannot stand the way I was mistreated, insulted and taken advantage of to the extend there is nothing that the  friend can do to convey his/her apology and how sorry he/she is [If there is any intention to do so].

Most of my best friends are girls [99.99999%] and it’s sad to know that one or two of them had changed for the worst but still, I love them all the same =). And well, since in the previous post, Mysterious Blogger wrote about me from A-Z, so now, I shall write about BEST FRIENDS from A-Z in my opinion:

a) Best friends are people whom you treasure them a lot in life and put them ahead of other friends.

b) Best friends are people who knows you inside out.

P/S: Most of my best friends had met my parents and had dinner with my family =P

c) Best friends are also people who randomly pop up outside your house just to say hello! [Aww! Porkieeee! -MWAHHH!- =D]

d) Best friends are also people whom you know, if they need your help in any aspect, you will want to be the first to help them and even if you can’t, you will in any way, try to find a solution or stay by their side.

e) Best friends are people who give you their full moral support from the back and will NEVER back off.

f) Best friends are also people whom you pakat with to cheat together in games =P[*Hint: UNO UNO!]

g) Best friends are also people who are always beside you in every photos and when both of you view the photos together, instead of looking at yourself first, you will first look at your best friend.

h) Best friends are also the people who knows what are you most afraid about, what do you love the most and they know what annoys you the most and what do you hate the most.

i) Best friends are also people who will send you encouraging SMS to give you the courage and bravery to do something that you thought you couldn’t. Trust me, the power of it is infinitely strong =).

j) Best friends are also people who think on what to buy for your birthday and will take hours picking the present, the wrapper and will try to think up of a way to surprise you and watch you smile! :D

k) Best friends are also people whom you talk with for hours on the phone in the middle of the night  and when you see each other the next day in school or anywhere and you see the same puffy eyes, you will smile at each other because you know, what a great conversation you had.

l) Best friends are also people whom you give your full trust to.

m) Best friends are also people whom you are working with together in almost every experiment and project and are people who go everywhere wherever you go.

Buku Chit Chat/Windows Live Messenger

n) Best friends are also people who feel bored in class together with you and find the need to talk or else they will also die of boredom just as how you felt at that point of time =P

o) Best friends are also people whom you will lend them your stuffs [Even the most precious one] because you know, they will treat your stuffs as theirs.

p) You have AT LEAST one of their stuffs with you at home that you know, they are not using it and you can return it when they ask back for it [Hahaha!]

q) You will go shopping together and if both of you fell in love with the same item, all the better because you can make wonderful plans the next time to wear the same one out together :D

r) Your best friends will be as excited as you are if you have a new boyfriend and they will very much love to meet your boyfriend and then give concrete comments about your boyfriend to you [So that you will know whether he is really, really good or good for nothing].

s) You share your food and whatever you can share with them.

t) They will use up all their credit just to SMS you just because you told them that you are sad…

u) You have the ups and downs of friendship with them and in every fights, you learn and understand more about them and will accept them again as who they are.

v) You know can be as honest as you want to be with them because you know, they’ll appreciate your sincere comment.

w) They will commit crime together with you [Breaking school rules etc =P ] and will advise you against doing stupid things which will harm yourself :D

x) Best friends are people whom we know, who will always be there even if we don’t see them. By sending a simple message saying that you are sad, they will move mountains and swim across the sea, just to cheer you up again.

y) Best friends are people whom you had laugh with together till your tears came out and you are still laughing over it.

z) Best friends are also people who are important in your life and you know, you too, have a place in their life =)…

In this post, most of the photos are from my Convent days :D It is not because that I do not appreciate my KHS friends, I appreciate them all the same but it’s just that, I realized how little photos of my Convent close friends I have posted up, so I’ve decided to put them up in this post =).

Afterall, I’ll still be in KHS and there will be a lot more post about KHS eh? :D So yea, in a nutshell [From Praki or Kamal or whoever], if you are my friend, you will always and forever be my friend no matter what people say about you and you will forever be close to me =).

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The Girl

September 5, 2009 · 12 Comments

This post is about a girl. A girl who goes by the name of Samantha who doesn’t have the time to blog this week or maybe for the next few coming weeks =) So, you’ll be seeing different guest bloggers [her friends] as mysterious people blogging. And hello, I’m Mysterious Blogger [Inspired from Mysterious Writer] ^^|||. Don’t worry, I’ll make it nice, for all of you, not her >=).

I’ve decided to blog about her this week for a few selected reasons ^^ :

a) To add on more information to what Mysterious Writer  and herself had written about her/herself here and here.

b) You don’t know who am I.

c) You are not interested with my life affairs.

d) You want to know who am I, but you are not gonna know anything about me >=D.

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I’ve known Sam ever since she is 13 and she is such a great friend to have. When I was first introduced to her, she was this rather chubby girl [with lots of baby fats on her cheeks, that's why it is nice to pinch her cheeks and watch her jump >=D] who argues with me over all sort of nonsense and called me a Cool Cucumber because I said I was forced to swallow down a whole cucumber for a True Or Dare game and even have the guts to suggest me to create a new E-mail address with the name Aku Cinta Timun Sejuk when I was fuming with anger and made me go WTF and continued to make more jokes about cucumber.

My impression towards her is well… as mentioned by Mysterious Writer, yes, I personally think that she is WEIRD. As in super, duper weird. She talks non-stop, laughs a lot [even though it's not funny and she'll just give this giggle and then burst into laughter and infect everyone else], eats a lot, walks a lot, craps a lot, shops a lot [She is so desperate to the magnitude that she will go window shopping and start saying, "Why does pretty things appear when I don't have the money?!"] and most of all, she PISS ME OFF a lot.

How?! YES, YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW! Just imagine someone miss calling you 10 times straight in a row in the middle of the night when you just told her that you are going to bed on MSN 5 minutes ago and I show you:

On MSN

Me: Heyz, gotta go sleep. Sleep early too PANDA.

Sam: Okay. Goodnight! Dream about me okay!

Me: WTF. NO! Sam = NIGHTMARE =) You’re the perfect definition for the word. Night.

An example of Nightmares in RO >=)

After 5 minutes, there was a SMS

Sam: Switch off your computer already ah?! :D

Me: -_-|||… Yes. Why? If you want songs or anything, tomorrow la IF you are NICE to ME =) I need to sleep now, got class at 8 tomorrow. F**king timetable.

Sam: I just want to know if you will dream of me tonight =)…

Me: I said I WON’T. I don’t want to have a nightmare. WTF why am I still replying you?

Sam: Because I’m so adorable =)… Lalala~…

Me: *Ignores*

After 1 minute, another SMS arrives,

Sam: Have you brush your teeth?


Me: Yes I have. My dear Panda, I’m on my bed now. Goodnight. No more SMS ok?? Night and I mean it!!!

AND THEN SHE MISS CALLS ME 10 TIMES IN A ROW and when I scolded her on MSN the next day, she said, “You say no SMS what. Means miss call can la =D…” Zha dou! So annoying man I tell you!!

Another terrible one will be on random nights/day time [Especially if she knows your timetable well] she will send a SMS like this:

DEDICATE ME A SONG :D

If she send this kind of SMS in the middle of the night, I’ll just stuff my phone under my pillow or I’ll just SWITCH OFF my phone =P. If I’m in a class, I’ll just shrug it off. If I’m free or have nothing else better to do, I’ll send her a reply like this:

Don’t Irritate Me For Heaven Sake, By For God’s Sake.

And then I don’t think I’m the only one who gets such a SMS. So if ANYONE of you ever receive such a SMS, don’t EVER, EVER reply her like this:

Don’t you have something else better to do?!

Because confirm she will start laughing at the other side of the phone for GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON [WTF, are you telling me yet?]. Don’t make her laugh. Make her speechless >=D.

When we are just friends, I don’t really care much about her existent because she is just someone that I know and in fact, I’ve somehow avoided her because sometimes she’s just… too weird that I don’t understand her at all. I don’t understand why she is disturbing me every single day of my life. I don’t understand why must she talk non-stop. I don’t understand why must she still disturb me even though I don’t even respond to her disturbance and shit, I just don’t understand anything about her at all.

When my friends ask me about her, I’ll just roll my eyes and say, “You mean that crazy girl ah??” Yes, she is sooooo crazy to the extent that when she goes karaoke, she actually switches off the microphone and sing =P

And when she sees any Lee Hom poster, she will turn and stretch her neck and look at him and pull your shirt and tell you that’s its Lee Hom and if you unlucky, she will start being dreamy about being his wife [Wake up woman!].

I am very amazed with how her brain actually functions. Because, one moment, she could be sitting down quietly and the next moment, when a light bulb lighted up in her head with a DING sound effect, she will be smiling and starts her project of disturbing others while laughing like a hyena.

Don’t EVER, EVER challenge her to walk into any male’s toilet with you because TRUST me, SHE WILL if she is in the mood and if you are unlucky and the toilet happens to be empty, she will start walking around the toilet and will even use the toilet and will smirk at you and talk about it all day long until you feel like slapping her. She is the exact kind of friend who will jump out of nowhere and appear in front of you if you just send a SMS that you are sad and if she’s nearby, she’ll POP IN and surprise you when you don’t expect her to turn up.

Not only that, she is also very talkative to the point that you are actually addicted to her stories that you’ll just listen to her non-stop and you will not have the mood to do anything else and after she hangs up with you on the phone, you just want to talk to her again. She can talk to you about anything at all and will listen to everything that you have to say. If you are her close friends, she will tell her every single interesting event that happens in her life and if you miss out some stories of her life, it simply means that she thinks/knows that you are not interested or she doesn’t like you anymore.

Okay, I think I’ve mentioned way too much about her bad points >=) She does have her good side too which actually compensates for her very annoying and playful character when she disturbs you. She is actually one of the nicest and greatest friend that I ever had [Please don’t FLOAT].

She inspires me in a lot way to be a much better person and she cares about the people who are close to her a lot even though they might not appreciate it. As stupid as it may sound, she even cares for people whom she holds close to her heart though those bunch of people are actually not worth caring for and she’ll just say that maybe one day they’ll appreciate it. You can walk away from her life but if she still holds you in her heart, you will realize that, if you ever need someone to hold on, her hand is always there to reach out for you.

But, I tell you about her from A-Z >=) [Sam, you’re soooooooo dead! >=) ]

a)  She is the craziest girl that you’d ever know in your whole life.

b) She shouts to you across the block/road just to get your attention or she jumps or start waving like a crazy woman and if you are unlucky =p, she will send you a flying kiss and shout loudly across the road that she loves you.

c) She can go around proclaiming to people that she is madly in love with you and you bloody know she is just joking and surprisingly, you will actually secretly enjoy what she is saying.

d) She can be the best supporter to you in your life or any decisions that you’ve made and she will give you the best advice if you ever need one.

e) She will shout at you if you annoy her [Especially if you pull her hair or poke her glasses, she hates that a lot >=) ] and will not talk to you until her anger and annoyance level is lowered [Which is about 2 minutes – 5 minutes  later =D ]

f) She will hold your arms everywhere she goes if she knows you. So don’t worry la, it’s normal of her to do that.

g) If she has promised you to do something, she will do it for you and if she fails to, she will give you a very good explanation and will somehow get it done sooner or later.

h) She cannot stand people who tell lies.

i) She is a good secret keeper.

j) She is a very good listener although she doesn’t looks like one.

k) She writes you lovely encouragement letter whenever she thinks that you need one [Hey, not everyone get to get one okay? =) Be grateful if you are one of them].

l) She will never forget the way you’ve treated her. So if you are nice to her, she’ll be very nice to you and if she loves you, she’ll forgive you for everything you’ve done. But if you say stupid things and make her upset and she doesn’t love you a single bit or she thinks that you are not worth of a friend anymore,  she’ll be harsh and the proverb a tongue wounds more than a lance, is the perfect proverb for this =)…

m) She takes every blow and criticism like a man and will just smile at you casually if you insult her but rest assure, she’ll go home and complain to everyone about it and then forget about it after 5 minutes.

n) She takes 5 hours to pick her clothes.

o) She knows what she should say to encourage you and will value any friendship as long as the other party is sincere.

p) She doesn’t know the meaning of GIVING UP and she will always stand firmly [too firm at times] on her point and will fight for what she thinks is right.

q) If you are her friend, especially her best friends, she will stand by your side till the end of any fight and will not back off at all. If anyone insults you, she will rationalize it and will tell you if there’s any truth it in and will ask you to not listen and will yell at that person back if it’s all a fib.

r) She is the BEST person to go shopping with. Because she will give you brutally honest comments that makes you feel like slapping her at first but thanking her later on LIKE THIS:

DON’T BUY THIS! It looks so ugly on you!

Don’t waste money la. Come on la, look in the mirror, you looks so fat you know! LOOK! I know that, you know that, even the mirror knows that!

Eiii, so ugly! Eh please la!

The shirt looks good but it doesn’t looks good on you. Forget it la.

It’s nice but RM70? Wei, don’t buy la. Not worth it you know. DO YOU WANT TO REGRET WHEN YOU SEE IT AT 50% 3 MONTHS LATER? No right? PUT IT BACK!!

*Close Eyes* Don’t hurt my eyes!

Take her for any shopping and she’ll be happy to be your fashion consultant and if you can’t make up your mind to find anything for any occasion, bring her to your house and let her pick for you =)

s) She will always give you her best, but will you give her your very best?

t) She is a very cheerful, happy and bubbly girl that brings smiles, happiness and laughter everywhere she goes. [Actually she is always smiling brightly whenever I see her]

u) She is very lazy in many aspects but you know it’s okay ‘cause she will not be lazy to talk to you or to help you.

v) The BEST person to play games with =) Because you’ll always win! HAHAHA! Unless she happens to be super good at it [WTF, DO NOT put up the O2 Jam screenshot unless you want me to put up the Gunbound one]

w) The only friend of mine who will wear the most ridiculous shirts and shoes in shopping malls and pose for your camera and proceed to laugh at herself.

x) The only girl who wears super HIGH high heels and walk around Mid Valley/One Utama/Sunway Pyramid and any shopping malls and can even RUN in it.

y) The only girl whom I know who takes off her super HIGH high heels in Mid Valley or anywhere when her legs are painful and put them in a plastic bag and start running to the exit if you are rushing her to be faster!! [I don’t forget this you know >=D ]

z) She is generally a very nice girl unless you’ve pissed her off [Then you must be the extreme case *Hint: Deleting phone number from her handphone. Blocking and deleting you off her MSN. Don’t even look at you or smile at you anymore. Don’t even care if you exist and treats you as an invisible person].

Last time, I used to see her as some girl in my life, but now, she is one of the nicest and greatest friends of mine in life. Don’t ever, ever walk out of my life and I will never walk out from yours >=) I’m very happy actually to have a friend like you despite all the times I’ve pretended that you didn’t exist for the fun of it =P and ignored you for the fun of it =P And I’m sure, you’ve brought many laughter, smiles and happiness into the peoples’ life whom you’ve walked into.

Sometimes, they might not show it or say it but to sneer at it telling you that it’s better for them to not know you, but deep down, they are grateful and thankful for your presence in their life even though it’s temporary because you just bring LIGHT and COLOURS in their life!

Okay, that is what I have to say about The Drama Queen [Because her life itself is a drama >=) ].

And I believe this is a much better and juicier post than what she had written about herself >=) >=D

-The Mysterious Blogger-

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A little note for you dearest Panda:

When I first knew you, I thought that you are this very… weird, nerd-ish and strange girl. When I get to know you better for a day, I realized that you are just NOT who I thought you were >=) I thought that you are just extremely crazy, always happy, bubbly and always ready to give your “Hollywood star” smile to anyone you know.

There was one period of time where I rejected you from my life. I refuse to talk to you, I refuse to listen to you and I don’t want to be related to you in anyway because I don’t understand you at all. But still, I see you being happy, bubbly and everything else in between. And we just drifted away for a long time.

But there was a day, where we begin to talk again and you are still nice to me [I'm amazed actually >=) ] and you are STILL the SAME girl that I know, still that crazy, happy, bubbly and smiley. And this time, I just realize that we drifted away because I cannot accept our differences and I never want to understand you as a friend at all.

Nah, we are close friends now =D. You’ve taught me many valuable lessons in life, showing me what friends are for and most of all, you are definitely one of my friends who had brought light and colours into my life. I remember telling you that you are just some random girl friend in my life and I will remember you just because you are so weird and crazy like that.

Actually, I don’t mean it >=) You get my meaning >=)

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